Part Two Introductions.
Where
the spontaneous forceful awakening of kundalini takes place, the
gravest danger threatens the life and sanity of the unfortunate man or
woman. This, so far little understood, morbid awakening of kundalini is
the root cause of several forms of insanity about which psychiatrists
are still groping in the dark. In those in whom the cerebro-spinal
system has attained the required degree of maturity the powerful
psychic energy set free by kundalini invariably makes its abode in the
head, raising the consciousness to transcendent planes.
Gopi Krishna.
The
Chemical Addiction Recovery Mechanism.
In order for the reader to understand the QF-interpretations of
the
Revelation’s Seven Trumpets, it is imperative that he has an insight
into the QF-brainmodel’s holistic arrangements, but without this
arrangement, neither the brain models, nor the prophecy’s
interpretations are possible. As already explained in the Part One
Introductions, these brain and consciousness models are based on new
insights into the fundamental nature of the quantum world, described in
the QF-theory of everything, which is presented in THE LITTLE SCROLL and which was
gained through the transcended vision of the Aquarian, that is
described at the end of this part.
This makes it oportune for us to continue the QF-brainmodel description
which show at its end, the addiction creation quantum processes and
integrate these to the Aquarian’s recovery the best we can. After his
successful completion of the Amateur Angel’s Seventh Step—Revelation’s
rupture of the Seventh Seal—the Aquarian is for the most part ignorant
about the changes that have taken place in his brain functions. To him
the OOBE was just some quirk of his brain’s perceptional mechanism for
which he has no explanation and is not particularily interested in. He
only has a vague notion that his central nervous system needs to be rid
of the character defects in his personality, which he is later to know
as spatial hemispheric filters or erroneous quantum deposits. These,
along with the accumulated pharmaceutical chemicals, primarily
analgesic, in his autonomic nervous system, he has to be rid of if he
is to overcome addiction to alcohol and painkillers. The filter
disturbances, which are trades that are developed--to a greater or
lesser extend--in all addicts and which also carry numerous other
labels such as: “seven deadly sins”, “negative karma”, or just “devil”,
can only be removed from the primary spatial hemispheric intron side,
not from the secondary matter hemispheric intron side.
The Intron Addiction
Filters in Active Addicts and Co-dependents.
It is then the filter in the
secondary side that remains in part of the neuronal DNA-structure,
rendering the return of the addict to a non-addicted state impossible.
This secondary filter will remain dormant if the addict produces enough
endorphins and dopamines, but will become replanted into the spatial
side introns in relatively short time if drinking is resumed. This
graphic should give an idea of the diminished production of
neuro-inhibitory peptides and the state of pressing need for some
outside artificial relief and the grumpy personality that goes with it
until it is achieved.
What the Aquarian has been told is that he cannot achieve the filter
biofeedback through any human intervention, only through the
intervention of the Higher Power within him, which to him means that
this is the master regulatory nerve center, in the central nervous
system. This cleansing action to him is just a normal bodily function,
which in his mind has no connection to any spatial creative
God-reality, but what he is most curious about is in what form the
functional disturbances may be and by what quantum mechanical process
they may be removed by the Higher Power. His psychiatric doctor from
the detox could not tell him what neuro-functional mechanism was
involved in the functional disorders and the recovery from the
addiction. The recovery of the alcoholic-addicts was know to come in
two different versions, slow and fast, but the causes for the two
different recovery process was not known.
The Slow
Biofeedback Addiction Recovery.
The best the Doctor could give
him
was a suggestion that the pyramid neurons of the brain developed new
dendrite connections in the recovery, but this was not a conclusive
explanation. These two different tempos for spiritual awakening are
also known for the enlightenment processes through other disciplines
such as Yoga and Zen.
The Fast
Biofeedback Addiction Recovery.
At this conjuncture in the
Aquarian’s life he has no insight into the fact that if he is to live,
he will essentially have to achieve the fast version, which is a
process that is well known in ancient cultures, such as the Hindu
Mysticism described phenomenon of a “Healthy Kundalini Awakening”. This
life threatening situation is due to the fact that he has been severely
cross-addicted on codeine (morphine base) and alcohol and this
substance has found its way into the neurons in his autonomic nerve
system that regulate his life’s vital functions. He will not become
conscious of this until he has been through his late-in-coming
withdrawals, which to him come in the form of the Kundalini-process
described in late 20th century western psychiatry as “quantum change”
and leading to a healthy “expanded and altered state of consciousness.”
In the various spiritual disciplines of Man, a great variety of terms
regarding this experience is available, though essentially what they
describe is the same phenomena or phenomena closely related to it. Here
are some of the terms that are commonly applied, depending on your
particular culture, philosophy, spiritual discipline or science: --
Spiritual Awakening, God Consciousness, Samadhi, Godhead, Shatori, Holy
Ghost, Holy Spirit, Yogi, Transcendental Consciousness, Atman, Nirvana.
This then is the recovery the Aquarian achieves; otherwise he would
obviously not be around to tell us this story.
The Background
Filter
in Recovered Addicts and Co-dependents.
Once successfully recovered
the
addict will have to keep his life in a specific frame of thought and
action--independent from his socioeconomic circumstances--in order to
produce enough of gratification inhibitory neuro-transmitters of the
endorphin and dopamine class, with just the spatial hemispheric
introns, in order to stay sober. This means that he will have to live a
life where he is for the most part of his time in a state that can be
truthfully described as being “happy, joyous and free” spiritually, but
this can be achieved if he has succeeded in getting his primary spatial
hemispheric filter removed--either slow or fast--by his Higher Power
What do our Sciences really know
about Addiction Recovery?
Due to the fact that our
neurological sciences have not been able to produce a comprehensive
overview working model for the human brain’s functions, we still have
no explanations for the brain’s addiction malfunctions, which in turn
mean that we obviously have no explanations for its recovery, which has
been known since 1935. Neither do we have an explanation for the fact
that recovered addicts, which may have become to appear perfectly
normal, have in them the latent mechanism that returns them to the
addiction almost immediately upon returning to the consumption of the
counterfeit neurotransmitters.
The consciousness (mind)
explanations, based on the electrochemical interactions amongst the
pyramid nerve cells in the brain, that would have the recovery
explanations based in new dendrite pathways amongst the neurons, cannot
explain this fast return to the addiction. It is even further from
explaining the common phenomena of a sudden disappearance of the
addict’s powerful craving upon being introduced to the spiritual
program of the fellowship of the Amateur Angels. Perhaps it is the
failure to explain the mechanism in the accumulative character defects
of the addicts and their rapid decrease with the application of the
spiritual program of the Amateur Angels, but this is in the program
credited to the concept of a Higher Power of God.
This is perhaps the heaviest on the scales when it comes to
explaining in neuro-physiological terms, the effect of the reality in
the brain functions, but it will not be explained through any God-gene
concept. A gene is simply a protein or neuro-transmitter blueprint in
the form of nucleotide sequence in the DNA, which has to be switched on
to produce the gratification peptide, but any such “switch on
mechanism” is not known and neither is the function of the polarization
switching of the receiving neuron. All the “neuro-theological ventures”
by neuroscientist’s, whether be excitation of the brain’s faith
faculties of the MRI scanning of nuns and monks, are thus still lost
without a working model of the human brain and their malfunctions. All
explanations for the addict’s recovery are thus still written in the
stars of the neuroscientist’s heaven.
A final understanding of what the
real nature of this phenomenon is, in the terms of Man’s disciplines of
the sciences, is still not know and is in fact seen by many cutting
edge scientists as the final frontier of science; the ultimate mystery
of science. That our anti-hero, the Aquarian, is to become the first
human to provide a comprehensive explanation for the fundamental
construction of the human brain and the function of consciousness, is
as far from the Aquarian’s consciousness as the Andromeda galaxy is
from earth.
QF-brainmodeling
Explanations for Addiction Recovery.
The foundation for the
QF-brainmodels explanations for the addiction recovery is founded in
its explanations for the phenomena of the Kundalini Ascension
(awakening) or the Quantum Change as it is now being called. This
requires a brainmodel that has a dualistic field of consciousness in
the brain that is independent of the brain but interacts with its DNA
nucleotides to store and retrieve information in the form of
holographic photons. In that model the electrochemical impulses between
the neurons serve to discharge the neurotransmitters to other neurons
in order to switch its polarity so as to open either the exon or intron
fields in the DNA-structure and admit the holographic photon
information to be stored in the proper place. The theory’s claim that
the addictions are not just malfunctions of the neuronal
electrochemical interactions portrayed in the failed electrochemical
interaction in figure #020, but that the “filter producing” wrong
storage, which is shown in figures #021 and #039, in turn disrupts the
programs that regulate the neurotransmitter production. This has
primarily to do with the gratification neurotransmitters—the
neuro-inhibitors—but most of the addiction producing chemical and drugs
have to do with the consumption of chemicals that can replace these in
the nerve system. Reviewing graphic #035 it becomes obvious that the
intron filters in the primary and the secondary programs, will have to
be cleaned in order to return the neuro-transmitter production back to
normal. This, however, is only achievable for the brain’s primary DNA
intron programs, as shown in figures #036, #037 and #038, as the
kundalini
flow—quantum change flow--is always through the spatial hemisphere to
the matter hemisphere. Added to all these complexities so far described
in this introduction is now the suggestion that the only way to get
this “biofeedback” flow going is through the brain’s compassion faculty
and faith faculty, but this takes the discussion into the realm of the
spiritual mystical, which should not be mixed with religion.
The Spiritual Mechanism
in the Transcendent Recovery States.
Since there is a great part of
the
modern educated humans in the western cultures that have rather
abstruse ideas about what mysticism is, it is fitting to plant Richard
Restak, M.D. comment form his brilliant brain writings; “Why should it
be surprising that the study of the human brain often leads to
mysticism? Consider the paradox involved: The inquiring organ, the
brain, is itself the object of its own inquiry. The brain is the only
organ in the known universe that seeks to understand itself. Looked at
from this point of view, one might expect an even greater number of
brain scientists to turn towards mysticism... No matter how much we
learn about the brain, we can never learn it all. The human brain is
simply the most marvelous organ in the known universe.”
This is appropriate here, as it is now necessary to touch lightly on
the subject of mysticism, but this is necessary in dealing with the
discoveries that are being described here in this book, precisely the
ones at the end of this Part in Chapters Seven and Nine (Revelation
Chapters 10 and 11), titled “The Angel and the Little Scroll” and “The
Blowing of the Seventh Trumpet”. The subject of these theoretical
discoveries, have now been published in two books; THE LITTLE SCROLL in 2002 and THE ANGEL OF THE ABYSS in 2007.
In view of the insights that are
presented in these book, these is really no more mysticism to be had,
as there are no more miracles to be experienced, since once we have the
explanations for mystical or miraculous phenomenon, they cease to be
mystical or miraculous and become laws of nature that have been
hitherto unexplained.
As the slow recovery process is not
presenting a threat to the recovering individual, but as Gopi Krishna
points out, it is the fast “spontaneous forceful awakening of
kundalini… that threatens the life and sanity” person involved, but it
is for this reason that the Yogis insist on the aspirant for
enlightenment to be at all times through out their awakening process be
guided by a Guru. This is to forestall any imbalance in the ascension
energy that might lead to grand mal seizures or either manic or
schizophrenic psychosis, or creating severe imbalance in the
neuro-transmitter state of the brain. This is especially likely to
happen in brain’s that are severely imbalance with accumulative
matter-hemispheric program copy filters in their spatial hemispheric
introns, as is indicated in figure #021 on page 77, and who are not
doing anything to correct this imbalance. This is the reason for the
brain’s central regulatory machinery to go out of balance in so many
addicts, who are catapulted into un-controlled manic--figure #039--or
schizophrenic psychosis. In the manic psychosis state the machinery
then makes a desperate attempt at restoring the balance (same mechanism
as Prigogine discovered in specific collapsing systems and which is
described in ORDER OUT OF CHAOS),
but unfortunately the individual has not the right guidance, nor is he
in the right environment. In modern cultures, the individual ends up in
the psychiatric quackery, which has not a clue as to what is happening,
with the only treatment available which amounts to locking him with
drugs in the imbalance, which results in the psychosis being alternated
with depression by the hypothalamic biorhythm.
The Manic Side of the
Bi-polar Mental Disorder.
The amazing thing about the
program
and organization of the fellowship of the Amateur Angels is
that—unknown to the founders and members—it is so oriented that it
prevents this fast state of recovery imbalance, or recovers it
gradually, if the individual stays away from the psycho pharmaceutical
chemicals. This, however, requires the individual to have knowledge of
what is taking place in his nerve system or to be under the guidance of
someone who processes such knowledge. The reason for the effectiveness
in the program and organization of the fellowship of the Amateur Angels
is that it is focused on the removal of the filter in the two spatial
hemispheric neuro-transmitter centers; the Jamais Vu Faith Faculty and
the Désjà Vu Compassion (Empathy)Faculty, but these are
the parts of the brain that get the worst filter deposits. This nerve
center is the complimentary mirror part of the matter hemispheric
EGO-self Perceptive Center, which intertwined with the Brocka Speech
Centers, but they are the brains dual polar reality perception
regulatory machinery. They have now been given the name “mirror
neurons” by neuroscientists, which discovered this experimentally
through co-incidence in 2004 but the QF-theory, published in THE LITTLE SCROLL, had already
presented this as a theoretical finding in 2002.
With this knowledge now public in humanity, the teaching of Christ in
his only commandment, change him from a morality teacher into a
neurological- and neurotransmitter specialist, in addition to what ever
else he may have been: “You shall love the Lord your God with all your
heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the
great and first commandment. And a second is like it, You shall love
your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depends all the
law and the prophets.” The first and the second parts tell us how to
produce the neurotransmitters for enlightenment, but the claim that the
consequences are the foundation for “all the law” means that we shall
return to knowing the truth, which was the case before we started
polluting our brains with counterfeit neuro-transmitters. The claim for
the “dependency of the prophets,” refers to our return to the “sixth
sense” perception, which our brains also lost in the same way and which
is, like the rest of our failings, carried forward and accumulated
through the generations.
The Mathematical
Incompleteness Theorem
and the
Functional Programs of the Human Brain.
Before we continue our
research
into interpretation of the Book of Revelation, it is necessary for us
have a look at two Twentieth Century discoveries, which have a profound
bearing on the events that are being assimilated to the prophesy. These
are the 1931 by Kurt Gödel published mathematical Incompleteness
Theorem and, the 50 years later appearing, 1981 Nobel Prize award for
the "split-brain research" discovery of the human brain's Functional
Programming by Roger Sperry.
The Incompleteness Theorem, which shook the very foundations of
mathematics supported logic, was discovered by the 25 year old Kurt
Gödel. Gödel, who was born in Brno, (now the Check republic)
in 1906, had as a young man become famous as a magnificent pure
mathematician gaining his Ph.D. in 1930 at the University of Vienna.
From 1926 to 1931–metaphorically speaking–Gödel 'asked the
discipline of mathematics whether it could be used to prove
everything'. The answer he got was that mathematics could not tell him
all truths. The apparent reason for this–in a metaphor–was that; all by
it self, mathematics did not represent the whole truth.
Sperry's Functional
Program of the Human Brain.
Figure #041 shows the 1981
Nobel
Prize award wining research findings by the neuropsychologist Roger
Wolcott Sperry who was born in Hartford,
Connecticut in 1913. He
received his master’s degree in psychology in 1937 and his Ph.D. in
1941, with his post-doctoral research with Karl Lashley at Harvard
University. In his Nobel-winning work, Sperry separated the corpus
callosum, the area of the brain used to transfer signals between the
right and left hemispheres, to treat epileptics. Sperry and his
colleagues then tested these patients with tasks that were known to be
dependent on specific hemispheres of the brain and demonstrated that
the two halves of the brain now had independent consciousnesses. This
research contributed greatly to understanding the lateralization of
human brain functions, but this Part deals with the process in which
the Aquarian becomes convinced that this represents the solution to the
riddle of Gödel’s theorem. The consequential insights would
eventually lead the Aquarian into the question; what system does the
spatial hemisphere of the brain require in order to look in unison with
the mathematics hemisphere at the quantum nature results from the
particle accelerators. It would render him capable of becoming the
recipient of THE LITTLE SCROLL, as well as turning him into a pauper and
almost lead him into premature death.
The Status of the
Interpretations.
As already suggested in the
Preface
and the Premises of this book, the Book of Revelation is here looked
upon as a futuristic prophesies of the contents of consciousness, the
psychological and the spiritual condition of one human being who makes
this most important insight in humanity. This means that the prophesy
is considered to be the story of a man who in a transcended state of
consciousness is presented with a vision, or an insight, that leads to
the discovery of the final equation in physics, the equation that forms
the description of the “Quantum Wave of the Universe”, which means the
final Complete Unifying Theory, the ultimate knowledge possible for
Man. The receipt of this vision is in the Revelation THE LITTLE SCROLL of this Part,
which in turn lays the foundation for the Ultimate Theory of Everything
that contains the theoretical explanation for Life, the Human Brain and
Consciousness, but if this were not the case, it would not merit the
title Theory of Everything. It would then at best be a Theory of
Something, which is the case with the current theory’s of everything
physics is producing. This is a discovery that represents the Unified
Field Equation that Einstein is said to have searched after during the
last 30 years of his life. It thus represents a discovery that will
provide the basis for nature’s permission of the unification of the
understanding of physics and spirituality, as both Eddington and
Einstein suggested would be possible; however, this does not mean the
unification of science and religion, as the latter is a human
institution subject to the collective fallibility of the human thinking
processes.
That the deciphering of the visions
in the Revelation has been so far from having being realized in the
past two centuries, as history tells us, is in the fact that it
requires comprehensive insights into quantum mechanics, molecular
biology, addictions and their recovery, Jungian psychology and modern
mythological interpretations. This is in part owing to the fact that
the Revelation prophesies have to be seen as themes in a symphony or
poetry that is interwoven from all these subjects. The visions are
however, a continuous order of events describing at different phases,
the life of the individual that is given the insight that produces the
theory that our sciences started looking for as far back as Newton in
the seventeenth century.
The chronological phase of the interpretation in Part Two is now
stepped up as the contents of the prophesy go into greater detail as
the order of events now get into what we might call the thick of the
action; which in turn is what may be alternatively referred to as:
“Quantum Reality Perception,” “Sixth Dimensional Reality Perception,”
“Cosmic Consciousness Perception,” “Holistic Reality Perception” or
“Transcendental Perception.” This further means that all time, the
future and the past, is present in the passing moment, the now, as far
as what some people refer to as the “Cosmic Consciousness” is
concerned. This being further related to the nature of “Quantum
Reality,” which in physical experiments on occasion’s presents the
physicists with timeless, reverse time or half-time spectacles. The
observed Quantum Reality is therefore sometimes being described as
being macabre or bizarre.
However, at the beginning of this period in the Aquarian’s recovery
being dealt with here in Part Two, he has no idea that he has just
begun the quantum change recovery process that is to save his life and
change him and his personality profoundly. Much the less des he have an
idea that he is about to go through a transcended state of
consciousness, that will produce the first comprehensive explanations
for the recovery from addictions and the quantum change phenomenon. It
is not until in the last chapter, chapter nine (Revelation Chapters
11), that he begins to comprehend what has really happened to him, but
this is titled “The Blowing of the Seventh Trumpet”.
Well, it is time we are of to this
most important event in the history of humanity that dwarfs all other
accomplishments of man, be they military achievements, or in political
achievements, or scientific achievements.
“Quantum mechanics
appears to describe a universal order
that includes us
in a very special way. In fact, our minds may
enter into
nature in a way we had not imagined possible....
Perhaps the
appearance of the physical world is magical
because the
orderly processes of science fail to take the
observer into
account. The order of the universe may be
the order of our
own minds.”
Fred Alan Wolf.
Part Two,
Chapter One
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 8.)
The Blowing of the
First Trumpet
The Beginning
of the Quantum Change
Biofeedback in
the Aquarian's Brain and
its
Accompanying Gödel-Sperry Insights.
Gödel’s theorem, the 75-year old
mathematical demonstration, shows that any moderately complex system
of
axioms yields statements that are self-evidently true but cannot be
proven with those axioms. This means that no deterministic, ruled-based
system--that is, neither classical physics, computer science nor
neuro-science --can account for the mind’s creative powers and ability
to
ascertain truth. The mind must exploit non-deterministic effects that
can be described only by
quantum mechanics or “a new physical theory
that will bridge quantum and classical mechanics
and will go beyond
computation.
Roger Penrose
Book of Revelation
Chapter 8.
6)
Then the seven angels with the seven trumpets prepared to blow them. 7)
The first angel blew his trumpet. Hail and fire, mixed with blood, came
pouring down on the earth. A third of the earth was burned up, a third
of the trees, and every blade of green grass.
Revelations 8.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 8 : 6-7.
The Aquarian has now, unknown
to
himself, succeed in gaining contact to the sixth dimensional side of
his brain, which is the Jamais vu center, but this has been initially
engineered through the Desja vu centers. The central action responsible
for this was the Aquarian’s Seventh Step work, which resulted in a
"Vital Spiritual Experience" in the form of an OOBE. His recovery is
now gradually progressing from a slow process to a fast one, which is
necessary if the Aquarian is to stay alive. He will now be
going
through a series of increased "chi or prana virtual energy spirals"
(hail and
fire, mixed with blood) in his spatial hemispheric ear, which triggers
the withdrawals from his brain pollution through the crossing of
codeine and alcohol, accompanied by increased brain activity and
flashes of insights.
"6) Then the seven angels with the seven trumpets prepared to blow
them. 7) The first angel blew his trumpet. Hail and fire, mixed with
blood, came pouring down on the earth. A third of the earth was burned
up, a third of the trees, and every blade of green grass."
The metaphor for the "third of the
earth" denotes the matter hemispheric exon programs erroneously
deposited in the spatial hemispheric intron programs forming the
filter, in the pyramid and glia neurons, denoted by "trees and green
grass". This additional program in the spatial hemisphere serves as
being the equivalent of an extension of the matter hemisphere by what
amounts to approximately one third. This is being portrayed in the
metaphoric graphic in figure #041, here to the left.
The metaphor for the "trumpet blowing" relates to the ancient method of
public announcements made through blowing into sounding devices, such
as a ram's horn (shofar), or a long metallic pipe. The announcement
that is being made through the trumpet blowing concerning the
consciousness of the Aquarian is basically the same for the seven
trumpets. It has always to do with the insight into the fact that the
mathematical abilities of the human brain are only found in the matter
hemisphere and that this is the reason for the 1931 mathematical
Incompleteness Theorem of Kurt Gödel. In the Seven Trumpets the
Aquarian gets to see how this is the reason for the stalemate of
physics and biology.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 8 : 6-7.
The Beginning of the
Quantum Change Biofeedback in
the Aquarian’s
Brain and its Accompanying Insights.
The Blowing of the
First Trumpet.
Narration by
“Merlin the Wizard.”
Well then, it has been agreed
by
all parties that we, Merlin, now continue the recount of this, mildly
put, strangest of stories. Although we are fully aware of the fact that
we are by no virtue qualified to percent this story with any amount of
clarity, elegance or style, we shall not let this fact hinder us, but
simply do our best, which is the most anyone can do in all cases. An
opportunity at partaking in affairs where realities, other than the
ordinary grey ones of everyday life, are being presented is to us a
delight. This especially in realities where our ancient foe, the
Dragon, is a part of the seen.
In the following, both in our descriptive narration as well as in our
analogies, we have dispensed with all attempts at an elegant and
spiritually high flown art of presentation. This belongs to the past,
the ages of Dante, Milton, Göethe and other such masters of the
eloquent rhetoric of the fall of man. The reasons are simple, only a
small portion of humanity really cares to understand or appreciates any
longer such glorified prose. Most ordinary people have not the time for
developing and perfecting the mastery of language, this having become,
at the best, an exclusive luxury of the educated and the wealthy.
Humanity, for the most part, is individually busy enough with the
occupation of securing its existence.
Since our account is in alignment with the Revelation, it will be
dealing with man’s concepts of the Devil and Hell and their creation by
man, as well as the concepts involved in “driving out the Devil” of the
human constitution, which is precisely the subject that the prophesy is
now entering into, we have decided to begin this account by bring you
one of our many tails of the evil powers. We might call this story “The
First Tale of the Devil” (Not to be mistaken for tail, his Lordship has
but one), which is really a simple, naive and childish anecdote, a tale
that we believe might further prepare your understanding and help you
digest and bring you up to date on the mysterious powers of darkness.
This is now a particular necessity since the reader has already been
given to understand that the Master of Disaster, the Devil is in fact
created by Man, as Dostoyevsky postulated it when he said: “If the
Devil does not exist, but man has created him, then he has surely
created him in is own image and likeness.”
First Tale of the Evil
One.
Our story is known as, “The
Story
of the Foundational and Operational Secrets of Hell,” and it is a tale
of a man, who in the late twentieth century, has the good fortune of
winning the first prize in a lottery, but this prize happen to be; “A
Guided Tour of Hell.”
The lucky winner wasted no time in
taking advantage of this good fortune and upon his arrival in Hell; was
promptly greeted by the Devil himself personally. After formal
introductions, as the Devil then ushered the visitor into the foyer of
Hell's main building, the curious visitor asked him a question that had
been burning in his mind; “Venerable master! Who created you?”
The Devil, being of self-content
disposition, laughingly replied; “Indeed, I love being asked this
question. The answer always baffles those who ask it; God created Man
and Man then created me. I am thus Man’s only addition to creation, and
should Man ever find out how and why this is so, that will be my end.
This is the only thing in the Universe that threatens my existence.”
This quite the tourist since he could sense that he had entered upon a
most sensitive subject which would obviously not yield further answers.
The Devil now took his baffled
visitor by the arm and leading him on, he began the excursion by
pointing out the three founding ideological principles forming the
constitution of Hell. These were written in diamond studded golden
letters in the foyer, just over the entrance to the three main
departments of Hell and the visitor stared in awe at this unusual
ideological foundation of this vast and powerful world empire;
Hell’s First
Law:...... The Devil does NOT Exist.
Hell’s Second
Law:..... Should the Devil, however,
Exist,
then his Home is either in Deep
Space or Deep in the
Earth.
Hell’s Third
Law:...... Should the Devil be in Man,
then
he is NOT in Me but in My Fellow.
The visitor could not conceal his amazement at how such a vast world
power could be based on such simple laws. The Devil offered his
explanations; “You see, my good man. It is by these basic decrees that
I derive my powers and it is by them that I rule the world. It is by
these simple principles that I, not God, am the real master of the
world. It is through my non-existence, my invisibility--just as God is
invisible--that I may enter the minds and hearts of Men, harden them
and break. As you know, many things which become too hard easily break.
It is by these rules that my vehicles may enter Man. When I enter, I
bring my servants, and then I may leave again. My servants, ‘The Seven
Deadly Sins’ stay behind after I have left. It is them that call for
me, their master, again and again. They insure that I may repeatedly
enter, as long as I wish. It is not without reason that I am called the
Great Deceiver,” the Devil proudly concluded unable to hide his
concedes.
After this the Devil now took the visitor through the “First Department
of Hell” but this was its armory where the Devil kept his arms for
gaining control over human beings. First and foremost were to be found
in great varieties the mind altering agents; The alcohol, the narcotics
and the drugs, and here the visitor was surprised seeing that the
“Devils Vehicles” carried on them prize labels. Here the greatest
surprise was to see that the alcohol carried the highest prize and the
so called hard drugs were relatively low prized. The tourist made a
stop and hesitantly asked the Master of Deception some questions, to
which the Devil gave explanations; “It is with these that I initially
enter Man, but this is the stuff that Moses talked about when he
squealed on the case of my dealings with Eve. These are the forbidden
fruits of the Tree of Life. Nowadays these are called different names
in order to disguise them, names ranging from; ‘Chemical Compounds,’
‘Psycho-pharmaceuticals’ or ‘Controlled Substances’ but what they do is
to replace the natural endorphins and dopamines in Man’s nerves system.
I told Eve that if she and her husband ate of the tree, they would
become like God and would be able to discern between right and wrong,
good and evil; this of course being my grandest lie, since it is the
other way around. Man, who through his continuous audience with God at
the time, had ‘Free Will’ and could choose between good and evil,
lost this when he started eating, drinking, swallowing, sniffing and
injecting these ‘fruits’ into himself. He quite frequently acts as
though he were God himself. The full effects, on the psychological
processes in the brain of Man--of so much as little alcohol entering it
through Man’s bloodstream or spinal fluid--is not even with today’s
scientific knowledge, fully understood by Man. Much less the extremely
gradual collective effects these chemicals have on the reality
perception of Man. This, our fabulous achievement, our coupe with Eve,
is what started me and my Hell going and through ‘the inherited sin
effect,’ or ‘the all embracing Maya effect,’ the collective alteration
in Man’s perception of reality, has kept us rolling ever since and will
until we destroy humanity.”
Upon the Devil’s explanations, the visitor managed an insight into a
puzzle that had been burning in his consciousness and he exclaimed;
“Well Sir, this does indeed explain why the alcohol is the highest
prized article. Why your prizes are in reverse to the prizes we are
accustomed to on Earth. The alcohol is of course ‘Drug Number One’
since it appears relatively harmless and works so slow on changing the
individual which eventually leads Man to the quicker working agents,
the different drugs; it greatest power obviously being in its filter
accumulation through the generations.” This insight on behalf of the
visitor greatly pleased the Devil who smilingly remarked; “Precisely,
my bad man, precisely, but to further insure the continuation of our
powers, we have our auxiliary weapons; weapons which enter the seen
when someone gets behind our schemes. This way please.”
The weapons which the master of
darkness used for maintaining the status quo were kept in the “Second
Department of Hell,” and these were next on the agenda. Again the
weaponry was priced and the price labels were attached to each, and
again the visitors met with an amazing discovery. This time the
surprise manifested in his finding that the weapons commonly known as
‘The Seven Deadly Sins,’ were labeled with relatively low prices and
most surprising of all was the fact that the weapon of “Arrogance” was
the cheapest in the lot. The visitor again turned to the Master of
Deception asking why this was so. With a cunning grin the Grand
Deceiver replied; “A simple age old principle, which is today called
modern marketing, my bad man. This weapon we sell the most and can
therefore keep it at such a low price, it is high turnover, fast
turnover, that is what counts now a days my bad man.” This satisfied
the visitor, but again, at the sighting of the last three arms in the
collection, he was even more amazed than at what he had seen so far.
The weapons that carried the highest price were labeled "The Denial
Arsenal" and contained; “I am Homo Sapiens, Man the Wise and I possess
Knowledge,” “Man’s Denial of the Truth about him-self,” and “Man’s
Refusal to Side with the Truth” with the last being the highest prized
of all. Mephistopheles who saw the visitors continued puzzlement, again
obliged and offered him the explanation; “You see, it is with these
weapons that I keep Man in the dark. It is with these--after all the
others have failed--that I finally break even the strongest of men.”
Last the visitor was now shown the
various means and devices that the Devil used to torture Man, which was
a most informative and interesting tour. These items were to be found
in “Hell’s Third Department.” In this department most all of the
horrors encountered in the human experience were on display and it was
here that the visitor spent the most of the time. It was like seeing
all the horror movies of Earth all at one go. All the sicknesses and
premature deaths of Man, all neurological disorders of Man, all the
religious disputes of Man, all the quarrels of Man, all the accidents
of Man, all the wars of Man, all the wasted resources of Man and all
the tragedies of Man. We could go on for ever, it was all there. When
the visitor was leaving the department he simply gave the Master of
Evil a puzzled look and again got a brief but satisfying explanation;
“Yes indeed, all this is achieved through the creation of an
‘individual and collective subconscious-unconscious in the human brain
and the initial key to it all is the alcohol. This situation alters the
whole of Man’s reality perception and further renders him incapable of
understanding what is going on, since it knocks out the part of the
brain that would render him capable of understanding it all. Remarkably
simple indeed, too simple for Man to understand and this is the base
for his inability to understand that he will never be able to overcome
his problems with the so called ‘Hard Drugs’ until he has overcome his
problems with the alcohol first;” thus ended this excursion.
When being taken back to the
entrance, the visitor suddenly turned to the slick Master of Deception
and said; “Your grace, it has been most interesting, amusing and
surprising, to see how you operate, and I must admit that I have done
your highness an injustice and by far underestimated your cunning and
baffling powers. There is however one last question that I would like
to ask, if your lordship permits.” The Devil replied approvingly; “Do
go on!” and the visitor continued; “I have been looking for and
noticed, the absence of the sign which Dante described as being over
the main entrance to Hell, it was supposed to say something like,
‘Whosoever enters these doors, abandon all hope!’ Can you explain
Sire?” At this the Devil sneered; “I was afraid you would ask this.
Actually Dante did us great service in his spreading of this lovely lie
for us. You see, there is hope, there is hope at the bottom of
Pandora’s Box, there is hope in the redemption of Man and that has to
do with the other side. I do not care to elaborate on that subject. It
is better for us here, if Man continues to believe that he has gone
past The Point of No Return, so to speak. It is better for us that the
secret of the proper redemption of Man be the worlds best kept secret.
For this end we have the weapons known as shame and denial, and
additionally a vast number of pseudo redeemers operating in the world,
but these lead men from the real redemption with their ineffective
methods. These pseudo redeemers are people who--without knowing or
admitting it--cannot redeem anyone, continuously pretend to redeem or
cure other men in order to redeem their purses. They cannot even redeem
themselves otherwise they would obviously not be in our service.
Fortunately they do not know that it is only my former boss, God
himself, who can redeem the human spirit, and are there for a prized
asset in our arsenal and a major part of our insurance for an all
embracing final victory where we shall destroy the psychological
programming of the human genome.”
The visitor now ended his visit with a final question. “Your eminence,
is there anything that does worry you concerning your authority, or
threatens the future of your sovereignty in the World?” At this the
Devil scratched his head and his balls, then replied; “Well, in
connection with the facts that I mentioned at the beginning of our
tour, there were reports of a new and most threatening type of
disturbance, in the form of the Worlds most powerful redemption system,
based on the man know thyself’ method, combined with man’s return to
spiritually.’ This was a fellowship that labeled itself with the
outrageous title, the Amateur Angels or something to that effect. At
the outset of this organization--but only temporarily--did it cause us
some concern that some of these, despicable Amateur Angels, might
succeed in spreading their system all over the place. Our fears have,
however, proved to be unfounded, since their method could easily be
dealt with, this through weapons which were primarily employed through
some none alcoholic humans. These weapons were; Ignorance, Prejudice,
Resentment and Hate from our classical tactical weapons, which in turn
force the Amateur Angels to hide themselves in anonymity and not many
humans really want to know their ‘Truths,’ only a few of those who are
actually dying by my tortures, manage to escape into their ranks. But
on the whole, we have been successful in making their despicable
‘Truths,’ some of the worlds, if not the worlds, best kept secretes. It
would indeed be a most grave and serious threat to our existence,
should it leak out that the Amateur Angels, have the only perfect key
to the restoration of Man’s endorphin and dopamine production. This
they achieve through the removal of the filters produced in their brain
through its pollution by my counterfeit neuro-transmitters. That this
is achieved through a direct intervention of my former boss and that
they are in direct conscious contact with him, fortunately only extreme
few believe. People are even more likely to believe in my existence
than in this claim.” Thus ends our; “First Tale of the Evil One.”
Well, so much for our anecdote, but
we were of the opinion that this need to be included, this since the
story we are about to begin narrating, is a story of specific events
leading to an extraordinary discovery. This is the actual receipt by
the Aquarian into The Little Scroll whose seals he has already been
broken, but before this takes place, he is going to have to go through
the battle of Armageddon, which marks the end of the world. This ballet
has obviously to do with some radical changing process in the brain of
the Aquarian which will lead to a totally altered reality perception--a
totally altered world view—in which the old views will be discarded.
This is in the classic end of the world metaphor of the Revelation,
whose correct interpretation was first made by the brilliant Joseph
Campbell, the American Professor of Mythology, who expresses his
interpretative insight thus: “The world, as we know it, is coming to an
end. The world as the center of the universe, the world divided from
the heavens, the world bound by horizons in which love is reserved for
the members of the in group: that is the world that is passing away.
Apocalypse does not point to a fiery Armageddon but to the fact that
our ignorance and our complacency are coming to an end….. The
apocalypse is an inner event, it is out of time. The whole idea is a
metaphor for what happens inside when one person or everyone makes a
transformation.”
This is indeed what is now about to
take place in the Aquarian’s brain, with the actual “battle” being
prepared and announced by the enormous increase in the amount and
frequency the Aquarian is receiving the “pranic spirals” in his right
ear. This is the not only the personal beginning of the real redemption
for him personally, but the beginning of the destruction of the Devil
in humanity, since through his recovery he will be handed the ultimate
Theory of Everything in the form of THE
LITTLE SCROLL. This Theory of Everything will include the
Observer and thus permit the creation of the first comprehensive brain
models, the QF-brainmodels, which will in turn make it possible for man
to begin to become free from ALL of his brain’s functional defects,
character defects, unmanageability defects and psychiatric illnesses,
plus a host of statistical DNA-malfunctions in the coming decades.
Ladies and gentlemen, madams et
monseures, damen und herren, senoras e senores! We now proudly present
the beginning of the "Chronicle of the Trumpets," with the first
blowing of trumpet in the Aquarian’s brain.
Friday 23rd November 1984.
The morning of the 23rd of
November
the Aquarian arose before his wife in the early morning hours, and
after his morning meditation, he prepared breakfast for the family; he
was I feeling better than ever before in the recovery. His wife, who
was quite surprised at him getting up so early, soon left for her work
taking the two girls to the kindergarten and he then cleaned up and
went back to reading THE BRAIN,
The Final Frontier, swallowing every word, stopping in between and
contemplating what it all was telling him. In addition to the now
increased number of spiraling sensation that he was experiencing in the
right ear, he now started noticing periods of strange sensations inside
the head; it seemed to be within the brain it self. The sensation was
without any pain or disturbance, but rather felt like some momentum of
something indefinable. When this continued throughout the day, he
decided to give it special attention in his meditation.
He did indeed sense this new sensation better in the quietness of the
long meditation period in the early afternoon and the feeling that he
got about it was that this was something good, something that had to do
with the progress of his recovery. Since it became clear to him that it
did not act disruptive to his thought processes, he did not develop any
further concerns regarding it. He did however notice a marked clearness
of his thought processes as well as an improved ability in achieving
alteration in the frequencies of the wave function in his brain
entering into the meditation for which he used chanting. It felt as
though he had become better capable of achieving the “quantum leap”
into the theta-state of the wave of consciousness. There was to be some
time before he would come up with some sort of plausible explanation to
himself as to what it was that was going on inside his head. The
explanation would be in the form of an understanding of it through the
biofeedback models which he would later develop once he had gained the
theoretical insights of The Little Scroll.
There would be even longer time
before he would be capable of understanding that this was the beginning
of the development process of the capacity for transcendence to an
awareness of higher realities. He had heard and read something of
higher realities before but never taken any of it seriously and
concepts of these he little or had none at the time. Through the
meditation he achieved a calm disposition towards this added sensation
and in fact felt marvelously all about his being. That this was the
beginning of a process that would move the negative photon-quanta out
of the intron positive side of the genetic structure in the brain’s
spatial hemisphere over to the exon negative side in the left brains
hemisphere, of this he had no knowledge, not even a hint. This was just
as well as it might have caused an alarmed consciousness. It would also
be some time before he would become conscious of the fact that the
process that was going on in his brain was giving him a gradually
increased capacity for making clear inferences regarding that which he
was reading and learning about the human brain. An even longer time was
to pass before he would achieve true humility and gratitude towards
this process, but that would gradually come with the insights that came
with The Little Scroll.
In the late afternoon the
Aquarian’s wife and children returned and he made the regular visit to
his stepfather in the hospital before he went to his evening meeting
with the Amateur Angles. The things that were now beginning to happen
to him were difficult to understand and throughout it would be the
advices and the consolations of the Amateur Angles that would carry him
through them. Their main counsel was always, it will pass; you will go
through it and come out improved. Do not crack your head open with too
much thinking about what is happening, if you are resting well and
feeling free of anxiety. Do not complicate things too much. Keep it
simple stupid. On returning home after the meeting the Aquarian spent
an hour an a half telling his wife what he had learned in the therapy
and what he was learning in the meetings and his readings.
Saturday 24th November.
During the afternoon the
Aquarian's
wife went with their daughters to her father in the hospital while the
Aquarian remained at home. After the visit with her father his wife was
then called into the office of the treating doctor who told her the
findings from the tests that had been carried out on the patient. The
test results showed him to have cancer of the liver and that the cancer
had already gone through the metastases (spread) into the lymph nodes
and the brain. The doctor told her not to expect any recovery for her
84 year old father, but this did not come as a surprise to her as she
had been given to understand that she could expect the worst.
While his wife was in her hospital
visit, the Aquarian used the quietness in the house for his afternoon
meditation during which he noticed that the questions that he had been
asking himself during the last days in the rehabilitation home, the
question regarding what possible laws of physics might be infringed on
by man's use of alcohol. He knew of course that there existed no laws
of physics that dealt with human behavior, but something inside him
insisted on playing this game. A game where he lived in a world where
all of human behavior was written down in laws of physics; laws that
decided whether man was to stay alive or die. Whether he would enjoin
good health, happiness and material sufficiency or would suffer
sicknesses, unhappiness and poverty.
During the meditation the Aquarian
found that the contents of his consciousness was back on the Sperry
split-brain discovery that was being presented in the human brain books
by Dr. Restak that he was reading. The simplistic graphics depicting
Sperry’s findings (figure #45), showing the linier thinking, with the
speech, writing and the mathematical abilities on the material
perception side of the brain kept coming into his consciousness. This
was indeed odd and from his short sobriety experience, he now saw this
as representing some form of a Higher Power, consciousness guidance.
After a while of this, he all over sudden came to think again about
Eddington, the controversial genius, whom he had been thinking about
two days prior, when he had his OOBE. Eddington had, from 1920 until
his death in 1944, unsuccessfully tried mathematically to unify or
reconcile Quantum Mechanics and General Relativity in connection with
his “fundamental theory," which was intended to be a unification of
quantum theory, relativity and gravitation. Even during the year’s form
1920 and until 1930 while quantum theory was still being
developed--mostly in Copenhagen--he worked profusely on this, even
after the limits of mathematics were presented in 1931. The
Incompleteness Theorem was discovered by the Austro-Hungarian
mathematical genius, Dr. Kurt Gödel. This mathematical exercise
said that mathematics it self declared that it was limited in its scope
and could not solve all problems--that there were incalculable
situations--but the reasons for this was not understood or known in
science. No one had ever succeeded in the endeavor of Eddington and
this obviously had to do with the Incompleteness Theorem of Kurt
Gödel.
Here the Aquarian was now--in his mind--looking at the Sperry chart of
the functional programming of the human brain that showed that the
mathematical ability was only in the matter hemisphere of the brain. In
a flash of insight he had realized that here was the explanation for
this profound declaration by mathematics and his consciousness started
shooting up flames of contemplative insights regarding the consequences
of this truth, which apparently was not commonly realized or known--if
at all--in the scientific community. His prime focus would gradually
come to the theoretical and experimental physics where men were
obviously looking at the fundaments of reality with just one half of
the brain. It was the question of the obviously limiting consequences
of this and how it should be counteracted, which were the main thoughts
that darted about in his consciousness. These questions would return to
his consciousness during the coming days as if someone was deliberately
trying to draw his attention to their importance and consequences. In
the end they would lead to something larger than himself, his person
and his life.
On the return of his wife and
children the Aquarian got the new of the health situation of his father
in law and the excitement tendered within him wiftly died down.
His wife was in a gloomy mood and she spent the evening watching
television while he attended his meeting.
Sunday 25th November.
Sunday was spent quietly at
home by
the family, with the Aquarian attending the joint American and German
meeting on the airport. These meetings were his favorite meetings in
Frankfurt as they contained the same crowd of old-timers as the
Wednesday Intergroup Meetings. The Aquarian who by now had become
“teachable” had also learned to “stick to the winners” and asks them
questions when ever he had any. This behavior had already saved his
life without him knowing it and it would later save him again; that
time from the biggest danger of all. This would be the danger involved
in allowing someone to cure chemically his alcoholism.
Monday 26th and Tuesday
27th November.
The first two days of the
working
week were spent in the same routine the Aquarian had now established
when the was at home, with him adding the beginning of his work on the
Eight Step list during the afternoons. After the evening meetings, they
would end the day with him giving her a lecturing her on alcoholism and
its recovery.
By this time the Aquarian's
biofeedback recovery process is gradually getting under way, but this
requires altogether 22 days from the time of the vital spiritual
experience on the 22nd of November, that shifted the workings of his
Jamais vu-spiritual faculty into a higher gear. With this comes the
Higher Power conscious contact insights which are the "trumpets" in the
prophesy but they are throughout the first four "trumpets" pretty much
all the same.
The Blowing of the
Second Trumpet.
Part Two, Chapter Two
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 8.)
The Blowing of the
Second Trumpet
The Beginning
of the Aquarian’s Fifth/Sixth
Dimensional
Reality Perceptions.
The human mind’s
ability to grasp higher realities is denied or ignored by conventional
science. Standard science is a dead end because it analyzes experience
into discrete pieces. The human mind.... has an overwhelming need to
impose categories on experience. As a result, the seamless
web of physical reality is divided into separate events that seem to
occur only side by side or in different parts of time and space.
David Bohm
1917-1992
Book of Revelation
Chapter 8.
8) Then the second
angel blew his trumpet. Something that looked like a huge mountain on
fire was thrown into the sea. A third of the sea was
turned into blood, 9) a third of the living creatures in the sea died,
and a third of the ships were destroyed.
Revelations 8.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 8 : 8-9.
The second stage of the series
of
increased "chi or prana energy spirals" (mountain of fire being thrown
into the sea) in his spatial hemispheric ear, is now triggered by the
death of his father-in-law, but these are also accompanied by increased
brain activity and flashes of insights.
As before, the "third of the sea, living creatures and
ships" being
killed or destroyed, denotes that the matter hemispheric exon programs
erroneously deposited in the spatial hemispheric intron programs,
forming the filter, but since the filter is located in the spatial
hemispheric intron programs, it is not just representing one third of
the matter hemisphere, but also one third of the spatial hemisphere,
which is given the metaphorical name of "the sea". The "living
creatures and ships" are then the pyramid and glia neurons being
"prepared" for their biofeedback back to the matter hemispheric exon
programs.
"8) Then the second angel blew his trumpet. Something that looked like
a huge mountain on fire was thrown into the sea. A third of the sea was
turned into blood, 9) a third of the living creatures in the sea died,
and a third of the ships were destroyed."
This metaphor for the second
trumpet is as in all the trumpets after the first, the consequence of
the Sperry-Gödel connection which now keeps coming up in the
Aquarian's meditations. In the Second Trumpet this becomes the question
of the physics fundaments of reality and it stalemated attempts at
describing it conclusively.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 8 : 8-9.
The Beginning of the
Aquarian’s Fifth/Sixth
Dimensional
Reality Perceptions.
The Blowing of the
First Trumpet.
Narration by
“Morgan le Fay.”
Greetings, honored follower of
the
strangest of all tales. My compatriot, Merlin the Wizard, allowed
himself to start his account of the First Trumpet with an introductory
tale of the Master of Disaster. His justification was that the Trumpets
represented the heralding of the beginning of the end for the Empire of
Darkness, which suggests that I should follow suit and present some
insights into the nature of the force that this World Power wields. We
shall indeed oblige with a short anecdote, but its message may describe
a part of the nature of Evil that has far reaching consequences.
Second Tail of the Evil
One.
A reliable source has it that
one
sunny afternoon Mephistopheles was out walking with one of his subjects
when they observed a man bending down and picking something up. The
Devil’s subordinate asked his master what it might have been that the
man had picked up, to which the devil replayed; “It was a peace of
truth you disgusting rascal”. At this the subordinate felt obliged to
enquire; “Is that not bad for our cause, Sire?” “No, not at all.”
replied the Devil smiling, greatly pleased with his angels ignorance.
“But how may that be master?” enquired the puzzled sub-devil.
“Elementary, my filthy goblin, elementary, replied the Devil. You see,
I shall now be able to make that man write a book about this peace of
despicable truth or I shall have him start an organization or a
political party centered on this peace of abhorred truth and then men
are sure to quarrel over it. Thus I shall put them asunder and
sometimes I even succeed in getting wars started on such seemingly
inconspicuous triviality; at the best I get the discoverer murdered by
his supposed-to-be brethren, because of this truth.” replied the Devil.
The Devil and his subject continued walking on with the latter in deep
contemplation of the wisdom that had just been revealed to him. A
little further they came to where an another man bend down and pick
something up, and again the sub-devil asked his master what it had been
the man had found. The Devil now sneered at his subordinate; “It was a
explanation and an understanding for a peace of lie. At this the devils
adjutant joyfully exclaimed; “That must be good for our cause master.”
To his amazement the Devils sneering reply was; “No this is bad, the
man can now watch out for the lie and we thus have a lesser hold on
him. He may actually become of no use to our cause.” -- Well, so much
for my anecdote, you may understand it better when you have managed to
plough through this book.
It is during the time period from the Aquarian’s spiritual experience
on the 22nd of November and until the full action of the withdrawals
three weeks later, or on the 13th of the December, that he notices that
he is going through some changes and experiencing altered perceptions.
These are manifested in gradually increasing perception of the spirals
in his spatial hemispheric ear, gradual increase in a new sensation in
his head and gradual increase in clarity of thought and insights. He is
however, not aware of the fact that it is now the “inner voice” of the
higher self, or the Higher Power contact of consciousness which is now
being gradually “defogged” of the filter and that he is coming into
conscious contact with the universal and personal creation reality, the
God-reality. The Aquarian has no insight into the true construction and
programming principle of the human brain as these are not known in the
neuroscience of humanity and are consequently not presented in the
Richard M. Restak MD literature on the brain that he is presently
reading at this time. That it is the nucleotides in the DNA-structure
of his brain’s neurons are evenly distributed between the
exon-self-perception-matter reality and the
intron-collective-we-perception-spatial reality, of this he has no
hint, much the less of the fact that it is the intron-spatial reality
which initiates all his thought. He has no idea what ever that it is
this reality-half of his brain that always controls his life and that
its manageability depends entirely upon the question of how much
“functional disturbance”, or filter is logged in his brain’s intron
nucleotides as shown in figures #024 and #039. As the Aquarian is about
to be shown the correct equation equivalent for the “quantum wave of
the universe”, which is the key to producing proper brain-modeling, he
has to be prepared in order to become capable of making the initial
comprehension of the set-mathematical description of reality.
With the insight given to the Aquarian on the 24th of November, into
relation of the Roger Sperry Split-brain Discovery to the
Incompleteness Theorem of Kurt Gödel, the foundation of this
understanding has been laid. However, this understanding will have to
be expanded in the brain of the Aquarian through his asking of
questions regarding its consequences and through the insights given him
as the reply to these questions, but that is what this trumpet has been
all about and so will the next four trumpets The Aquarian is of course
not aware that his thinking is a dialogue between his brain’s
intron-causative-reality—the WE-reality--the exon-executive-reality—the
I-reality, with the former producing the thought initiations which is
the equivalent of the “angels blowing their trumpets”. This will then
eventually lead to the Aquarian being shown the ultra simplistic
methodology for getting around the problem of the mathematical
unification, or the reconciliation of Quantum Mechanics and General
Relativity, in connection with the formulation of the fundamental
unification theory of physics Theory of Everything, that includes Life
and the Observer. However, the path of the Aquarian is fraught with
subtle but fatal dangers, which are actually manufactured by the arch
enemy of humanity, the Master of Darkness himself.
Once the Aquarian has achieved this insight, he will become a special
concern of Mephistopheles as indicated in my “Second Tail of the Evil
One”, since he will have done both; picked up the “description of the
ultimate truth”, as well as the “description of what lies are”. He will
thus present a unique threat to the Powers of Darkness, as he has come
into procession of the ultimate truth and the ultimate lies, and can
thus use the knowledge of the ultimate truth to avoid the perils of the
ultimate lies and eventually serve his fellows with the ultimate
insight into reality that he has been given.
It thus need not be explained here
what the Aquarian’s discovery will mean in terms of countermeasures by
the Forces of Evil, as he now enters into the beginning of the decisive
part of his recovery, but this is preceded by the first four trumpets
of the trumpet epoch. He will now have to go through several different
perilous situations where the wrong decision may cost him his sanity
and eventually his life. However, as the Aquarian at this stage has
managed to surrender and has sough refuge with the Amateur Angels,
where he has turned his will and his life over to the care of God, he
has already escaped the worst threat facing the chemical addicts;
outright insanity. He is however, at this stage still subject to the
most threatening part of the journey of recovery, which actually is one
of the favorite destruction methods of the Master of Disaster and
reserved especially for cross-addicted alcohol or drug recovery
candidates. This is to turn their brains into a cabbage-head through a
total collapse of the neuro-transmitter production balance in their
brains, through the inadequate understanding regarding of it’s
fundamental functions, in all phases of the addiction recovery,
psychology and psychiatry industries. These are the cases which the
Indian sage, Gopi Krishna, is referring to here at opening of the Part
Two Introductions on page #262.
During the important recovery
progression period of the "trumpet epoch", the Aquarian is not aware
that his brain's Jamais vu-faith faculties and Désjà
vu-empathy faculty, who were “reawakened” in his spiritual experience
on the 22nd of November, are now begin to become clear of the filter
caused functional disturbances in the introns of the pyramid neurons in
these faculties. Neither does he have any knowledge of what the strange
sensations in his brain signify, but as he is feeling quite well
mentally and has this inner sensation that this is something good that
is happening to him, he is not too concerned. What is now taking place
is that these brain centers are becoming capable of triggering the kind
of endorphin and dopamine neuro-inhibitor production that will “switch
on” ever increasing number of pyramid neuron introns, to become
involved in the brain’s field of consciousness. Such a condition is
known as a transcended state and it connects the filed of consciousness
to the dual reality of the spatial vacuum--the two fundamental
dimensions of the creation reality, the fifth and the sixth--but in the
Aquarian’s brain these represent the reality of the “collective
consciousness” and the reality of the “cosmic consciousness.” A healthy
and balanced such condition is also the state in which the brain
achieves the greatest amount of filter removing recovery biofeedback
(figure #044).
In the recovery it is imperative that this process be balance between
the brain's Jamais vu-faith faculties-Sixth-Dimensional Connection and
the brain's Désjà vu-empathy
faculty-Fifth-Dimensional-Connection, since in the case of this
condition being imbalanced, the danger of a psychotic state or mental
illness is present. To secure a healthy recovery, both of these brain
faculties have to be involved relatively balanced, but just one of them
being active in a brain with a high degree of functional disturbance
imbalance--in particular the Jamais vu-faith faculty--produces a high
risk of the brain and consciousness going into psychosis rather than a
transcended recovery state. This is the reason for the Yoga disciplines
insisting on the “enlightenment aspirants” being guided by a “Guru” (a
guide from darkness to light), as well as many novices, who start
practicing spiritual techniques on their own--even with the help of
drugs--end up in the psychiatric wards.
However, through the fact that the 12-step program of the Amateur
Angels is oriented on both these faculties of faith and compassion,
those using it properly are protected. This is the reason for the fact
that relatively few recovering addicts loose their neuro-transmitter
balance in the recovery and become insane, which is one of the many
unexplained mysteries regarding the magic of this fellowship.
During a healthy transcended recovery state from a severe filter
dysfunctional program, the brain and consciousness usually go into a
state of natural high, not dissimilar to that of the manic-psychosis.
However, in the healthy transcended recovery state the consciousness
does not loose the contact with reality, even though the individual may
seem strange to those who do not understand what is happening,
including the one going through it. This state of consciousness is well
known in the oriental spiritual practices and recovery techniques, in
Sanskrit as “Samadhi” and in Japanese as “Shatori”. The tragedy in our
ignorance of these functions, is that we do not realize that the
“manic-psychosis” is the human nervous system failed attempt at being
rid of its intron filters and we thus remain incapable of dealing with
it properly, instead lock the affected individual up in this state with
drugs.
Good then! Now that I have
explained this to the reader, I can continue my account of the
Aquarian’s progression through the epoch of the trumpets to The Little
Scroll central moment of this prophecy. This is the Eureka moment for
all of humanity; the description of the fundamental reality of the
Universe and Life, including the Observer and his Consciousness.
Wednesday 28th November.
It was the middle of the week
and
the Aquarian was approaching the end of his contracted of monthly-days,
which he spent on the work of his “8th-Step amendment list”. This was
the listing of all the people that he had in some way harmed in his
lifetime, subjectively or objectively, mentally or economically, but
its purpose was to use it as a guide for his approach to the
individuals on the list for the purpose of apologizing or to make
restitution payments. In the late afternoon his wife returned from work
with their daughters as usual and vent about making supper for the
family, but as they sat dining a call came from the hospital announcing
to his wife that her father had just passed away. This meant that the
Aquarian stayed at home with his wife during the evening, but her
father who was a charming man, had been most kind to him throughout
their sharing of time.
Thursday 29th and
Friday 30th of November.
The next days saw the
Aquarian’s
wife quite busy making arrangements for her father’s funeral, preparing
the legal documentation for her overtaking of the inheritance property
with the family lawyer and making arrangements in the household for the
overtaking of her father’s apartment. The Aquarian assisted the best he
could, taking care of the daughters, attending his 8th-Step amendment
list in between. In the evening they would sit together discussing the
future, but the Aquarian, with his new susceptive sense, noted some
marked changes in his wife’s spirit; there was no more interest in
discussing alcoholism and co-dependency, or attending the meetings of
the dependents of the alcoholics. There was a different breeze blowing
of that there was no question in the Aquarian mind, but throughout the
time since the death of his father-in-law he also noted yet another
marked increase in the spiral sensations in his right ear. He had not
told his wife about this so far and now he felt sure that this was
definitely not the time to bring up that subject. As the Aquarian
retired, he noted with satisfaction, that he had not had a drink for
three months and what seemed more pleasing; he had not had craving for
a drink during this time, nor had he been in a grumpy mood wanting a
drink. This had not happened for twenty years or since his days in
Saudi Arabia; it was obviously possible to live without alcohol.
Saturday 01st December.
In the early afternoon the
Aquarian’s wife took the two girls shopping and the Aquarian, who had
not had much time for chanting and meditating, again used the
opportunity of the quietness in the house. Coming out of the chanting
and settling into the meditative state he noted that the
Sperry-Gödel connection he had made came almost immediately into
his consciousness and this was being accompanied by all kinds of
questions regarding its meaning in relation to the physics fundaments
of reality.
The Aquarian, whose favorite
science subject was theoretical physics, had ever since his London days
been keen on its proceedings and kept himself reasonably well updated
on the latest state of the art, now turned to asking himself how this
discipline might be effected by this truth. This time the realization
that mathematics were looking at the fundaments of reality with just
one hemisphere, the matter hemisphere, which obviously represented the
reality of quantum physics, and that any mathematical connection over
to the almost mathematical void of the spatial hemisphere, would be
impossible, which was already an established fact in theoretical
physics. This was obviously the reason for Einstein’s declaration that
the equations of his General Relativity theory were written on the one
side in marble, and on the other side in straw, meaning that the
gravitational curvature of space was proven through the Riemann
mathematics, but the curving effect of space through the presence of
matter, was not explained. It was simply an arbitrary statement or just
another of physics “just because” explanations. This interaction
between matter and space was best described by the marvelous metaphor
of John Archibald Wheeler, which simplified this theory by saying that
“space tells matter where to go and matter tells space how to be”. That
meant that the mathematical approach could not show us what properties
in matter demanded that its presence curved space and this was one of
the main goals of physics to discover through a unification theory for
the four energy fields of nature. This connection between space and
matter constituted the very fundaments of reality itself, thus it was
not strange that the mathematical approach was running into
incalculable situation in its attempts at unifying the forces generated
by matter, to the force of gravity.
As far as the Aquarian knew, there was no talk about Sperry’s discovery
presenting the blame for this difficulty. Was there something that he
was missing? Where these questions not this simple? Anyway; what was he
thinking about such things? His education and brain capacity was
obviously not of the caliber required to be making such grandiose
speculative contemplations. He was a recovering alcoholic with a brain
in tatters from pollution with toxic chemicals; this thinking was in
all probability some alcoholic insanity residue.
What the Aquarian of course does not know is that the reasons for
unusual thinking processes are caused by his conscious connection into
the fifth and the sixth dimensions now becoming really active, but this
will now be his lot until he has passed through the perception of the
Seventh Trumpet.
The Aquarian’s wife and children
returned and the family settled into its routine with him attending a
meeting in the evening where he briefly mentioned his two last
meditation experiences leading to the connection of Sperry-Gödel
and its relevance to physics. Justifiably he got quite a staring at but
was still shown the tolerance that prevailed in these meetings; he was
after all getting relief from his inner confrontations of ideas in
order to keep calm and sober.
Sunday 02nd December.
The day was spent with the
family
with the Aquarian only having an opportunity for chanting and
meditation in the morning and evening, but his evening meeting he would
not miss for anything. He simply had to have this, just as he had been
dependent on the cocktails and long drinks in the evening during his
drinking days, but now, after the death of his father-in-law his wife
seemed not to care any longer if he went to the meetings every night.
Perhaps she had by now accepted this as she had accepted his drinking?
Monday 03rd December.
The day of Aquarian’s
father-in-law
funeral came with the attendance of relatives who came from verthe
televisiondifferent corners of Germany. This occupied the family
throughout the day as after the funeral the relatives were invited to
accept refreshments at the house by his wife. In the evening the
Aquarian started reading a information pamphlet on the children of
alcoholics published by the Hazelden Foundation of Minnesota, USA. In
this pamphlet he had found information suggesting that the risk of
alcoholics having hyperactive children was 20% higher than the average
and he immediately associated this with what he had read in DER SPIEGEL while he was in the
therapy. This again brought his thinking to the condition of his
daughter, but he had by now become convinced that her ADHD condition
was due to his drinking, he would however seek out some literature on
the subject next time he was in the USA.
Tuesday 04th December.
The Aquarian again spent the
day
with his family and while he was having dinner with them, he perceived
for the first time how deeply he loved them all and how wonderful it
was to have come to perceive them in this way. The reminiscence of how
he had felt about them before was vivid in his mind and the comparison
gave him an indescribable feeling of joy. This was unquestionably the
way on should feel about ones family; the alcoholism had robbed him of
this feeling. He was going on a trip in the morning and he felt proud
that he was now going to become capable of becoming a good provider and
a father, but the inheritance of his wife would now make it possible
for them to return to their new house in Luxembourg and rent out the
three apartments in the house, bringing their finances in order.
Little did the Aquarian know that
in the morning he would start his last trip as a pilot for the company
he had hoped to spend the rest of his working days with. Much less did
he know that he was now embarking on a journey that would take him
through events that would eventually separate him from his family, as
well as all other things he had aspired to achieve in his life.
The Blowing of the
Third Trumpet.
Part Two, Chapter Three
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 8.)
The Blowing of the
Third Trumpet
The Beginning
of the Aquarian’s Last
Fligh-tour as a
Pilot with Cargolux.
How
wonderful that we have met with a paradox. Now we have some hope of
making progress.
Niels Bohr
Book of Revelation
Chapter 8.
10)
Then the third angel blew his trumpet. A large star, burning like a
torch, dropped from the sky and fell on a third of the rivers and on
the springs of water. 11) (The name of the star is “Bitterness.”) A
third of the water turned bitter, and many people died from drinking
the water, because it had turned bitter.
Revelations 8.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 8 : 10-11.
The third stage of the series
of
increased "chi or prana energy spirals" (large star, burning like a
torch, dropping from the sky) in the Aquarian's spatial hemispheric
ear, is now triggered by an actual experience with a large asteroid,
burning like a torch, dropping vertically from space, just in front of
the nose of the aircraft he is flying. This steps up the biofeedback
process returning the matter hemispheric exon programs erroneously
deposited in the spatial hemispheric intron programs--forming the
filter--back to the matter hemispheric exon programs.
"10) Then the third angel blew his trumpet. A large star, burning like
a torch, dropped from the sky and fell on a third of the rivers and on
the springs of water. 11) (The name of the star is “Bitterness.”) A
third of the water turned bitter, and many people died from drinking
the water, because it had turned bitter."
The thinking that is accompanying this third trumpet metaphor has to do
with the Aquarian's bitterness over having, through his drinking caused
filter alterations in his DNA, produced a girl-child, severely
afflicted with ADHD and having then made it worse through the
amphetamine drugging advised by the medical profession. This makes him
determined to get all the information available regarding this
syndrome. His further thoughts pertain to the Sperry-Gödel
connection as before, making him wonder if physics is really capable of
ever producing a true unification theory.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 8 : 10-11.
The Beginning of the
Aquarian’s Last Fligh-tour
as a Pilot with Cargolux.
The Blowing of the
Third Trumpet.
Narration by
“Merlin the Wizard.”
As the Aquarian now leaves his
family on a westbound trip across the USA, all the way to Alaska and
back. This is also to be his last trip flying for his current employer
and at the same time his journey to meet his destiny, or his dharma,
but of this he has no knowledge what ever. His mind is set on acquiring
as much literature as he could find on the Attention Deficit
Hyperactivity Disorder or ADHD for short, but he had become bitterly
convinced that it was his alcoholism that caused the condition of his
nine year old daughter. He had further realized that beyond what he had
read in DER SPIEGEL during his
rehabilitation and recently in a Hazelden pamphlet, he knew nothing
about this syndrome. His main motivation was his desire to do al what
might be done to help her and now he was going to look for literature
on the subject in the USA, but at this time the internet
instant-mega-library had not come into being.
This disorder (ADHD) is a condition
that becomes apparent in some children in the preschool and early
school years. It is hard for these children to control their behavior
and/or pay attention. It is estimated that between 3 and 5 percent of
children have ADHD, which means that in a classroom of 25 to 30
children, it is likely that at least one will have ADHD. Attention
deficit hyperactivity disorder was first analyzed in 1902 by Sir George
F. Still who published a series of lectures to the Royal College of
Physicians in England in which he described a group of impulsive
children with significant behavioral problems, caused by a genetic
dysfunction and not by poor child rearing—children who today would be
easily recognized as having ADHD. Since then, several thousand
scientific papers on the disorder have been published, providing
information on its nature, course, causes, impairments, and treatments.
Now, twenty two years after the Aquarian’s search for literature on the
ADHD causes, this is still not known, but one of the first questions
which parents ask is “Why? What went wrong?” “Did we do something to
cause this?” There is little compelling evidence at this time that ADHD
can arise purely from social factors or child-rearing methods. Most
substantiated causes appear to fall in the realm of neurobiology and
genetics, but a lot of other factors are erroneously being associated
with the syndrome such as: Environmental Agents, Brain Injuries, Food
Additives and Sugar, but the Genetic factor is the most prominent
culprit in research. Recent long-term studies on causes of ADHD with
MRI to scanners the children’s brains, which is also the case for other
neurological methods of evaluating the brain, such as PET and SPECT.
The causes for this are in the fact that the neuro-scientists do not
possess the proper models for the brain’s field of consciousness, the
brain’s construction as well as its functions.
What the Aquarian finds on the
ADHD, turns out to be only “how” information, no “why” explanations.
However, never the less his search for the literature on the subject
will lead him to literature that eventually will help him to become the
first human being that can explain the fault in the DNA-programming
that causes the ADHD, as well as the mechanism in the hyperactivity.
Without it being known to the Aquarian at the time, the answer to the
ADHD riddle has also to do with the “trumpet blowing” consciousness
inductions he has been experiencing since his spiritual experience on
the 22nd of November. This is the insight connection between the Kurt
Gödel 1931 Incompleteness Theorem and the Roger Sperry 1981 Nobel
Prize winning Split-brain Functional Program discovery, but it is going
to be popping into the Aquarian’s consciousness until he has succeeding
in understanding its significance and learns to ask the right question
regarding its powers.
The Aquarian is now entering into
the blowing of the third trumpet phase of his progression toward the
goal of his existence; his receipt of the little scroll. During the
first two days of the eight day trip to Fairbanks Alaska, his thoughts
now center on his daughters condition and its causes in his drinking,
as well as the continuation of the Sperry-Gödel connection, which
no involve the question of the viability of the Unification Theories in
Physics without overcoming the consequences of the mathematical
limitations described in the Incompleteness Theorem and explained in
the Split-brain Functional Program.
Wednesday, the 5th
December 1984 - The Asteroid Flight.
The 5th day of December 1984
came
around and the Aquarian kissed his wife and two daughters good by in
the mid morning hours. He was on his way to the Luxembourg where he was
to depart on another round-robin of the United States. The three hour
drive seemed like only a few minutes in the state of consciousness in
which he now perceived time. As before the Aquarian noted the absence
of the anxiety before the coming long hours of flight as it had been
ever since he returned from his major overhaul in Atlantiz. On the way
his thoughts were spent thinking about his older daughter and her
disabling ADHD, but he was determined to make a thorough search for
literature on this subject once he got to San Francisco.
The Aquarian arrived at the
operations office well in advance of the check-in time and the flight
preparations were without any major considerations of anticipated
weather or snags. The Captain, an Atlantizian nick-named Gee Gee, was
one of his favorite co-workers. An able pilot and generally liked
amongst the crews as a flight crew manager but with somewhat disputed
manners as company for going out drinking or to restaurants. The
engineer, also an Atlantizian, was the only one of the co-workers he
had experienced problems with. Taking care of the passengers was the
English ex loadmaster that had become chief steward. Another cabin
attendant, a girl from the City of Light was deadheading on the flight.
The structurally reinforced 747
freighter, LX-ECV--call sign CV 774--was airborne on the scheduled
departure time at 15:03Z, with its first intended stop, Atlantiz. Gee
Gee flew the first leg with the Aquarian assisting and the flight
arrived in Atlantiz three and half hours later for loading of frozen
fish freight. Locally it was quarter past six in the evening and while
the aircraft was being loaded the Aquarian got a chance for a local
call to his parents and brothers and sister. Soon after the loading it
became apparent that the aircraft had been incorrectly loaded and it
now had to be unloaded and reloaded but this would cause an unscheduled
5 hour delay. It was then 23:15Z when CV 774 was re-airborne heading
west for San Francisco. The over 8 hour leg was now flown by the
Aquarian who climbed the 747 on course to it causing altitude and
settled down to managing an monitoring the cruse. Shortly after
reaching cruse, Captain Gee Gee left the flight deck and went back to
the cabin for sleep. On the flight deck were only the Aquarian and the
engineer.
The sky was clear and the stars
reminded the Aquarian--as they had done so many times before--of the
wonders of the Universe as he at the same time reflected on the
experience he had made 13 days before. Somehow, the space above and the
stars in it seemed closer. Somehow he felt as a part of it all. Better
not think too much about that. The Aquarian’s contemplations and
stargazing was only interrupted by his reporting the progress of the
flight over the radio. About four hour into the flight, shortly after
CV 774 had made landfall on the Westside of the Hudson Bay, and just
past Gimli, the old settlement town of the first Atlantizian immigrants
in Canada, a most unusual thing would happen in the environment of the
flight. Suddenly the sky became bright as at daytime as an asteroid
came falling vertically down and literally burning like a torch. This
he had never seen; asteroids always fell in an arc. It appeared to be
only a few hundred yards in front of the aircraft and for lack of
references it was difficult to access its size and distance from the
aircraft. It seemed very near.
The circumference of the asteroid
appeared the size of the moons face and it brightness could only be
compared to be about half that of the sun. The Aquarian involuntarily
exclaimed “Wow!” but the engineer who was sleeping in his chair did not
stir. Without much contemplation he picked up the microphone and called
Gimli Radio and told the controller or radioman of his sighting, who in
turn enquired further at which he gave him the INS position and
magnetic bearing to the asteroid, which was the heading of the
aircraft. A short while later another aircraft confirmed the sighting
and gave its position and bearing to the asteroid. The other pilot
agreeing with the Aquarian; the asteroid must have reached the ground
with-out burning up. Maybe some scientists would go out looking for it
to further unravel the secrets of the Universe the Aquarian thought.
The Aquarian now spent some time
thinking about this sighting and how close the asteroid had come. What
if it had hit the aircraft? What a freakish way to go? The odds must be
one to an unbelievable number; one in unknown trillions or some
outrageous numerical value. Wow! One would not even have any knowledge
during the last seconds of ones life, of what the hell had happened.
Hit by an asteroid in flight. Crazy! Who so ever would have to end his
life that way, would have to have been a real goner anyway, but the
Aquarian did not believe that such co-incidences were being anything
other than a mean quirk of the statistical laws of nature.
The arrival of CV 774 in San
Francisco half an hour before midnight local time was routine, but this
was the same local time in Atlantiz as the CV 774 flight had departed.
Atlantiz was on Greenwich Mean Time as local time and San Francisco was
GMT-8, which meant that the 8 hour flight time caused CV 774 to land at
the same time it departed if one only used local time as a reference.
An hour later the crew was in the Meridian Hotel by the Moscone
Convention Center in the middle of the city, but by now it was 90:30 in
the morning of the 6th in Frankfurt am Main Germany, but that is where
his body was. It was thus not a surprise that the Aquarian found it a
marveled how good it was to get under the sheets in the hotel after
going through his newly acquired techniques of reciting mantras and
meditating in order to relax out of the flights tension. What a
wondrous way to end the day without having to de-stress with alcohol!
Thursday, the 6th
December
The Aquarian slept well into
the
morning hour’s local time of the 6th of December, with no conscious
awareness of the effects the flight incident with the asteroid from the
night before was having on the subconscious part of his brain. Had
someone told him, he would not have believed it anyway.
In spit of the long flight the Aquarian only needed 8 hours of sleep
and felt fit and fine and wide awake as he got into his Burmese lotus
position for his morning chanting and mediation. He had hardly gotten
into the lotus posture before the theme of the past days--the
Sperry-Gödel connection--was in his consciousness. This time it
was the realization that the limits of mathematics were affecting the
analyses of the particle tracks in the high energy accelerators of
experimental physics which were only indicating the path of the
fundamental particle. The high energy accelerators were the biggest,
the most expensive machines men built, producing the highest energies,
fastest motion, and greatest density men could muster, all for the
purpose of investigating the smallest objects man could discern. The
high energy accelerators were thus a sort of man’s biggest microscopes
trying to answer man’s biggest questions by looking at the smallest
fragments of the Universe. The particles in the experiments were far
too small to be seen by any means whatever, since they were too small
to reflect anything for an indication or measurement of some sort.
When the Aquarian now meditated the
Roger Sperry findings with his focus on the fact that all the
creativity, intuitively and imaginative properties of the brain were in
the spatial hemisphere, he got to the conclusion that the spatial
hemisphere had to contain the “causative” programs. This now brought
into focus the fact that Quantum Mechanics did not offer any causative
explanations, only described “events” and “interactions”, and was thus
not a theory of the “whys”, only of the “hows.” No wonder that
Professor Stephen Hawking described it by saying, “Quantum mechanic is
essentially a theory of what we do not know and cannot predict”. The
“events” in the accelerators were being analyzed via mathematics which
meant that the experimental physicists were looking at the foundations
of reality by looking with just one half of the brain; the causative
half of the brain. This had also been the case with all experimental
particle physicists, all the way from J. J. Thompson and Ernest
Rutherford to Leon Lederman and Carlo Rubia.
The “half-brain” limitation of
mathematics, expressed by Gödel’s Incompleteness Theorem, were
keeping both theoretical and experimental physicists bogged down and
would do so for all foreseeable future, as this brain programming
arrangement would prevent mathematics from ever connecting Quantum
Mechanics and General Relativity. This would mean that the New Physics
would not produce a Grand Unified Theory or a Complete Unified Theory
in the near future, if at all ever. The Aquarian got a momentary
negative feeling of disappointment as this would mean that he was not
likely to be a witness to humanity’s discovery of the ultimate truth
about God, the Universe, Life and the True Nature of Humans. The lack
of the “causative” reality in the New Physics was now obviously behind
the Copenhagen Interpretation of Quantum Mechanics, where no causes
other than the “statistical random events” were behind reality and the
Universe. The Universe had thus originated in nothing and was expanding
into the nothing of heat death, without any purpose; and so was the
nature of life. No wonder that Einstein had said “Quantum mechanics is
certainly imposing. But an inner voice tells me it is not yet the real
thing. The theory says a lot, but does not really bring us closer to
the secret of the old one.” and had then rejected Bohr’s statistical
conclusion by saying “I cannot believe that the old one would choose to
play dice with the universe.” In this had to be the key to his genius;
he was using his spatial hemisphere more than the rest of us; no wonder
he said “Imagination is more important than knowledge”.
The Aquarian got out of his
meditative state, shaved and went down for breakfast; he was feeling
quite excited, jet quite calm. His state of consciousness had of late
become somewhat different that what it used to be, but that this was a
change that would grow and become permanent, of this he had no idea.
All that matter was that he was feeling great. In the restaurant he
found Captain Gee Gee who just arrived and he joined him. During the
breakfast the Aquarian told his colleague about the incident with the
asteroid in great detail getting the equivalent of a major “wow” in
response from his friend, who could not recall ever seeing an asteroid
fall anywhere close to the aircraft on any of his flights, much the
less vertically. They had always been streaks slanted to the horizon
and always far away, but Gee Gee, who was as superstitious as the
average Atlantizian, told the Aquarian that this was unquestionably an
omen of some sort; hopefully a good one. The Aquarian did not believe
in omens although he had by now begun to notice some odd coincidences
in his life since his therapy, but they were still explainable by the
synchronicity concepts of the Jungian psychology.
After breakfast the Aquarian went
to the bellhops in the lobby and asked for direction to the biggest
bookstore in the neighborhood. He was directed to a bookstore not to
far away on Kearney Street where he was given assistance in looking for
literature on the Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, but none
was found. The search ended in the science section where the assistant
pointed out a recent book, THE BROKEN
BRAIN, by Nancy C. Andersen and then left the Aquarian browsing.
The Andersen book, which dealt primarily with the more severe psychotic
sicknesses, did not offer any information on the ADHD problem. However,
the Aquarian decided that this book would be of help understanding the
malfunctions of the brain in general while having no idea that he
himself would soon be reading it with great interest, trying to figure
out if he was suffering from one of the more severe psychiatric
illnesses. Next to the Andersen book the Aquarian saw a book with a
most curious title, THE ORIGIN OF
CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE BRAKEDOWNOF THE BICAMERAL MIND by a
Princeton psychologist, Julian Jaynes and something inside him told him
that he should buy this book to. All over sudden it was if he
wood be looking at all the books in the science section at once and
that this someone inside him was pointing at books, one after the
other, and telling him to buy them. THE
ENDORPHINS, NEW DISCOVERIES IN BRAINWAVES by Joel Davis, TAKING THE QUANTUM LEAP by Fred
Allan Wolf, THE HOLOGRAPHIC PARADIGM
by Ken Wilber, THE LIMITS OF SCIENCE
by P. B. Medawar and STEPHEN
HAWKING’S UNIVERSE by John Boslough were all on the cashier’s
counter before the Aquarian had time to think much about why he was
buying these books. At this stage in his recovery’s spiritual
development, the Aquarian was not so far advance that he would see this
as a the guidance by the Higher Power which was brokered through the
3rd-Step by his “turning of his will and his life over to the care of
God as he understood Him.” However, later, when he had read the books
and knew the association of their contents to his personal “dharma”, he
would recognize this book buying as spiritual guidance from the
God-reality.
On the return to his hotel room,
the Aquarian soon discovered that the subjects of these books were high
on the list of his science topics of interest and he began looking them
over which lead to him becoming unable to decide on which book he
should start. In the end the book by Joel Davis became his first
engagement, but the topic of the endorphins had been heard quite often
in Doctor Wolfsfield’s lectures in the detoxification center, as well
as appearing frequently in Doctor Restak’s books on the brain. The
Aquarian now spent the rest of the day devouring the contents of THE ENDORPHINS, NEW DISCOVERIES IN
BRAINWAVES, being left in total fascination, braking for evening
dinner with Gee Gee, who was having his bier with the meal and telling
the Aquarian that he was going to the crew’s favorite bar after the
meal. No, the Aquarian was not going to the pub this time he would see
him for breakfast the next day.
After dinner the Aquarian returned
to his room where he by coincidence switched on a channel where Billy
Graham was preaching and this time he decided not to dismiss this as
some fanaticism, but to watch and listen to this famous spiritualist.
Perhaps he could learn something from him that he might use for his own
spiritual development? This was indeed the case and much to his
surprise, the Aquarian got on several occasions the feeling that Dr.
Graham was talking directly to him personally. When he then got into
his before the sleep chanting and mediation posture, he was feeling
unusually content and happy and then fell asleep as soon as he had his
head on the pillow, totally free from all worries about the future.
The Blowing of the
Fourth Trumpet.
Part
Two, Chapter Four
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 8.)
The Blowing of the
Fourth Trumpet
The Beginning
of the Aquarian’s Crucial
Sperry-Gödel
Insights into the Failure of
Theoretical
Physics to Include the Observer
in its
Equations.
It is known that the natural sciences
have arrived at the boundary of the objectively knowable. They
recognize a boundless mysterious field behind all life, a
transcendental and autonomous order, to which the psyche of the
observer, as well as that which can be observed are subordinate.
Aniela Jaffé.
Book of Revelation
Chapter 8.
12)
Then the fourth angel blew his trumpet. A third of the sun was struck,
and a third of the moon, and a third of the stars, so that their light
lost a third of its brightness; there was no light during a third of
the day and a third of the night also.
13)
Then I looked, and I heard an eagle that was flying high in the air say
in a loud voice, “O horror! Horror! How horrible it will be for all who
live on earth when the sound comes from the trumpets that the other
three angels must blow!
Revelations 8.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 8 : 12-13.
The fourth stage of the series
of
increased "chi or prana energy spirals" is a continuation of the effect
of the "the large star, burning like a torch, dropping from the sky"
event in the third trumpet. This step is thus describing the clensing
action of the filter in one third of the DNA-introns in the Aquarian's
brains Jamais vu-faith center (the sun), Désjà vu-empathy
center (the moon), as well as rest of the introns (the stars), with
other functions. This disrupts the brain's endorphin and dopamine
production spordiadicly, and produces strange sensations in the
Aquarian's consciousness. This means that the three "last trumpets"
fullblown "Kundalini-quntum change" biofeeback surges are about to
beginn and will be horrific for the novice Aquarian as 13) indicates.
"12) Then the fourth angel blew his trumpet. A third of the sun was
struck, and a third of the moon, and a third of the stars, so that
their light lost a third of its brightness; there was no light during a
third of the day and a third of the night also.
13) Then I looked, and I heard an eagle that was flying high in the air
say in a loud voice, “O horror! Horror! How horrible it will be for all
who live on earth when the sound comes from the trumpets that the other
three angels must blow!" During this period the Aquarian's meditaions
produce thoughts concerning the physics search for the ultimate
equiation describing the Universe, Life and the Observer's
consciousness, in the light of the Sperry-Gödel connection.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 8 : 12-13.
The Beginning of the
Aquarian’s Crucial Sperry-Gödel Insights into the Failure of
Theoretical Physics to Include the Observer in its Equations.
The Blowing of the
Fourth Trumpet.
Narration by
“Morgan le Fay.”
Yes, it’s me again, Morgan. We
are
going to continue the narration of the turning of the tide in the life
of the Aquarian and his headlong hurdle towards his destiny; his
dharma. This is the process which was unleashed with his spiritual
experience in the re-awakening of the intron faith and empathy
faculties, which do not contain the self-perception of the individual.
This re-awakening was accomplished by the all encompassing sixth
dimensional spatial creation reality, or God-reality, or Higher Power
reality, during the Aquarian’s 7th-step work as it is known in the
fellowship of the Amateur Angels, or the rupture of the seventh seal as
it is known in the Revelation. Through years of alcohol consumption,
creating a drastically reduced ability in producing the vital
endorphins and dopamine, which are normally created through the
thinking process that take place IN-part of the wave of consciousness,
interacting with the brains compassion- and faith-centers. These are
the parts of the pyramid neurons primarily faculties responsible for
the brain’s neuro-inhibitor production, which were severely disturbed
by the fact that the positive intron-side of the DNA-structure have
become programmed with negative experiences (negative photon quanta). A
great number of them are thus not functioning and some of them are the
equivalent of being dead; this through being in a state like where they
do not partake in the consciousness interactions. This is the part of
the brain that has to be reawakened, or brought back to live, or has to
“rise from the dead,” in order that the Aquarian may continue to live.
In other words, this will have to take place through the negative
“karmic”, or “filter” functional disorders in the DNA-introns of his
neurons in both hemispheres, being removed. This is only pertaining to
the dominant program of the spatial hemisphere, but its removal from
the matter hemispheric background DNA-introns is not believed to be
possible. In addition to this the Aquarian will have to go through the
withdrawal removals of residual chemicals in the neurons themselves,
primarily in the autonomic nerves system. This is the process that is
now going through step-incremental progression that is described in the
“blowing of the trumpet” metaphors, but unknown to the Aquarian—who has
no idea from where his thoughts originate from and who is not even
speculating on the question—he is being injected with specific thoughts
pertaining to the Sperry-Gödel insight he made two days after his
initial “awakening.” As Merlin has already explained these thoughts are
parts of the Aquarian’s preparation for the receipt of The Little
Scroll, but he himself has no idea of this whatever. To him, he is just
thinking as always, however, he is conscious of the fact that these
thoughts are rather unusual.
Now that we are to be looking at
the unusual thoughts of the Aquarian, we are in need for some
preparatory information, since most of these will be dealing with
subject which the general reader is not much acquainted. These are
thoughts which have to do with the riddle of the Observer’s connection
in the New Physics of Quantum Mechanics, which is a subject of
Theoretical and Experimental Physics. Through the 20th century
scientists have failed to include the Observer in the analyses of the
ultimate reality, which should be produced by the ultimate unification
theory of physics, which should climax in the Ultimate Theory of
Everything that includes Life and Consciousness of the Observer. We
thus think it helpful to begin this chapter with a brief account of the
New Physics of Quantum Mechanics and the demand for the inclusion for
the Observer.
The New Physics.
At the onset of the 20th
century,
on the 14th of December 1900--the official birthday of The New
Physics--Max Plank presented the findings of his investigation into the
ultraviolet blackbody radiation and solved the enigma of the so called
ultra-violet catastrophe. At this time it was generally assumed that
physics could explain every thing, which did lead to the closure of the
Kaiserliche Patentoffice in Berlin and the Royal Academy’s
consideration for closing it self down. The reasons; nothing more would
be discovered since the causes for everything were known. There was
only one thing that seemed to throw a shadow on the deterministic
sciences, but this was the fact that ultraviolet radiation violated the
known laws of nature--all of which were believed to be known. Plank’s
findings that energy came in individual units—quanta-- destroyed this
believe of Man. With the evolution of The New Physics, Man now acquired
two classes of Physical Laws, instead of one; Classical Mechanical and
Quantum Mechanical. This would, forty-five years later, lead to
detonation of the plutonium bomb in Alamogordo, New Mexico, and thereby
the onset of The Age of the Atom. The story of the evolution of the New
Physics, quantum physics, is a story of a discipline which tells us
that the material part of the Universe, even Space itself, are composed
of matter/energy units whose smallest division is one quanta. This
story is seen by many as the most magnificent part of the evolutionary
history of Man’s search for knowledge and understanding
Ever since Rutherford, at the
beginning of the century, began his famous experiments by firing alpha
particles at thin gold foils, and along with Bohr, created our new
ideas of the Atom, this method has been evolving in the building of
ever larger accelerators, with ever increasing energy. In this we have
been asking nature questions and she has been replying to us. - In turn
we have had to use the discipline of mathematics to understand the
answers. This has been relatively successful but none the less critic
on this method has appeared in the form of metaphors which suggest that
this is like someone taking a sledge hammer and with it, granulating
grandpas watch, then getting someone, who has never seen a watch, to
investigate the fragments and ask him to tell what they once were and
how they worked together. The critic is connected to doubts about our
interpretation and understanding of nature’s answers.
The Ghost in the
Machine.
The physicists have pointed
out
that Nature does not deceive us in her replies and that mathematics is
a language which does not permit delusions. On the other hand the minds
of Man are quite often caught being delusional. However, a problem is
still associated with our understanding of the replies of nature in the
symbolism of mathematics and in spit of the unquestionable and
grandiose success of quantum physics, it is still, as Stephen Hawking
has said “Basically a theory about something which we do not know and
can not predict.” Here the reference is to the fact that although we
can control the outcome statistically, we do not know what is
happening. This was described by the late Professor, Dr. Heinz R.
Pagels when he said: “We can imagine that quantum reality is like a
sealed box out of which we receive messages. We can ask questions about
the contents of the box but never actually see what is inside. The
principle of complementarity asserts that in describing reality we must
invoke complementarity concepts that exclude each other--they can not
both be true. The road to quantum reality may go on far into the future
of physics, and new insights may be found. Perhaps quantum theory is
experimentally wrong or incomplete, something that is not logically
impossible.”
Quantum mechanical investigation of
the physical world has brought with it a ghost which has proven
difficult to exorcise. This ghost has repeatedly reappeared and has
caused many a physicist to sneer in disgust when ever it has been
mentioned. The ghost is in the form of the demand for the Observer, the
scientific investigator, Man himself, be included in the outcome of the
experiment. Even that he be included in the mathematical equations of
quantum mechanics. Here enters one of the most famous of all physics
thought experiments, that of the cat in the box by Erwin
Schrödinger; a metaphor whose focal questions are till open for
debate in science, but whose solution is nowhere in sight. The trail of
the ghost is found in remarkable remarks of many of the physicists and
it can be said that Plank himself initiated this in 1931, when he said
“Science can never solve the enigma of Nature, and this is because that
in the final analyzes, we our selves are a part of the puzzle which we
are trying to solve.” This is still being echoed in numerous such
remarks. Right at the onset of the evolution of the discoveries of
quantum mechanics, the British physicists Sir James Jeans quipped “The
Universe begins to look more like a great thought than a machine.”
Later, Adolf Portman commented on this; “It is now known that the
natural sciences have arrived at the borders of the physically
knowable. They have had to acknowledge an infinite mystical domain
behind all life.” The temperamental 1945 “exclusion principle” Nobel
laureate, Wolfgang Pauli, is said to have raised the question regarding
the understanding of the connection between the observer and the
experiment when he visited Carl Gustaf Jung in Zurich in 1930. Later
Pauli was quoted saying “Behind reality there is an elevated and
independent order which both the spirit of the observer, as well as the
object of investigation, are subject to.”
When Professor David Bohm later
sought out Jiddu Krishnamurti, then he was not the first physicist of
The New Physics, who turned to those who investigate the spirit of Man.
Their discourse ended up with Arthur Costler’s old question; “What
happened to humanity? Did we take a wrong turn somewhere on the way?”
The physicist Brandon Carter has pointed out; “According to the basic
laws of physics, we have to include the characteristics of the
instruments. Here, the observer must be counted amongst the
instruments.” Here we must take care not to forget the grand old man of
physics, Professor Emeritus, John Archibald Wheeler, who has emphasized
the fact that quantum theory forces us to look inward by the comment
“Nothing is more important about quantum physics than this: it has
destroyed the concept of the world as ‘sitting out there.’ The universe
will never afterwards be the same.” These remarks are not new in the
history of Man and have been heard at other times in history. Here we
are reminded that 2400 years ago Protagoras pointed out that “Man is
the measurer of all things.” However, this being the crux of all the
riddles of physics, is a claim that not may are conscious of, neither
do all agree with that claim.
In spit of many attempts at
including the Observer in the outcome of the experiments, this has not
succeeded. There has not even been anything which could be classified
as being close to some kind of success and Stephen Hawking says
“Although we know the basic equations which bring together all of our
biology, we have not been able to bring together any investigation of
human behavior into the branch of applied mathematics.” The physicist
and Nobel laureate, Eugene Wigner, claimed in the early part of the
century that “Man will never understand physical reality unless he
takes into account the self reflecting properties of his
consciousness.” Spiritual giants have also tackled the riddle of the
Observer and centuries ago Francis of Assisi had described these
difficulties thus: “Who is it that does the knowing? What we are
seeking is that which is seeking.” Bishop George Berkeley is also known
for remarks of this nature.
In the seventies, some physicists
presented a model of the Universe, The Holographic Paradigm, and for a
time there was much to do about this model. This further lead to the
first--in modern times--connections between the so called real
sciences, that is physics and biology, and real believes, believes
where Men say not just that they believe, but that they know. Here the
reference is to the spiritual sciences: Theosophy and the wisdom which
Men gain in a changed state of consciousness that is now sometimes
referred to as “quantum changed”. In 1978 Lawrence Beynam made the
following claims “We are currently undergoing a paradigm shift in
science--perhaps the greatest shift of its kind to date. It is for the
first time that we have stumbled upon a comprehensive model for
mystical experiences, which has the additional advantages of deriving
from the forefront of contemporary physics.” Six years later, the
grand commentator of mystical phenomena, Ken Wilber, wrote on the
subject and it maybe said that he wiped out the hopes of those who saw
before them the marriage of mysticism and physics. In this article
Wilber paraphrased Eckhart “If your God is the God of today’s physics,
then where ever that physics goes (tomorrow), that God goes with it.”
None the less, this model lead to some physicists beginning to see
connections between their work and the philosophy behind Eastern
Mysticism, and the writings of Fritjof Capra THE TAO OF PHYSICS and Gary Zukav THE DANCING WU LI MASTERS
soared. In his book Capra made reference to the ideas of David
Bohm who said; “Quantum theory forces us to see the universe not as a
collection of physical objects, but rather as a unified whole... All
[physical] particles are dynamically composed of one another in a self
consistent way, and in that sense can be said to ‘contain’ one another.
In this theory, the emphasis is on the interaction, or ‘inter
penetration,’ of all particles.” In this search the director of the max
Plank Instituted in Göttingen, physics Professor, Karl von
Weizecker, sought out the Indian “Kundalini-quantum change” expert,
Gobi Krishna, with whom he exchanged ideas regarding the Observer’s
inclusion.
Virtual Matter/Energy
of the Vacuum.
But there are more ghosts on
the
trail of the New Physics in the twentieth century, and here we should
primarily name the so called mathematical renormalization technique
which is used on the energy exchanges of the fermions (permanent matter
particles). In the last years of the twenties, experimental physicists
succeeded in seeing the energy exchanges of the electron. It was
discovered that for this the electron exchanged the photon as a force
carrier, or by sending and receiving a photon. As an aid in this the
electron borrowed some virtual energy from the surrounding space.
Virtual energy of space is something which physicist, Karl von
Weizecker, has refer to as prana or chi energy and at the same time
claim that Man had access to this energy.
When the physicists began to
investigate the energy exchanges of the electron, it was discovered
that the mathematics told them that it (the electron) was endowed with
infinite energy while it was engaged in the exchange. This was of
course an absurdity for the physicists and to solve this problem a
mathematical renormalization process was created to whip this out. When
the father of Quantum Electro Dynamics (QED), the Nobel laureate Paul
Dirac, heard about this, he sternly protested claiming that this meant
that something was being swept under the rug. The causes were not
investigated and the phenomena not explained. There are still doubts
about this solution. But what is all the search of the New Physics
about? On the 13th of June 1988 NEWSWEEK
presented an interview with Professor Stephen Hawking on the occasion
of the publication of his book A BRIEF HISTORY OF TIME. In this
interview he expressed his opinion that it will be possible to
explain--in one mathematical equation--all that is observable in
creation. That the solution would be in mathematics and that he was
convinced that “God spoke that language.” One of the prime components
of this equation requires the unification of General Relativity and
Quantum Mechanics; thereby the unification of the classical laws of
physics/the mechanical laws, with the statistical/quantum mechanical
laws, but the 85 years of failure of this achievement is the subject
that is now fascinating the Aquarian as he goes through his blowing of
trumpets epoch. Hawking has none the less expressed his believes in
this final search of Man with his statement; “I would like to know
exactly what happened between 10-33 second
and 10-43. It is there that the
ultimate answer to all questions about the universe--life itself
included--lies” but it obviously is referring to the Observer in
its inclusion statement. To sum up the demand for the Observer’s
inclusion, we close this account with the words of the 1979 Nobel Prize
physics Professor, Steven Weinberg, but he describes the problem
squarely and simply by his 1992 declaration; “What one needs is a
quantum mechanical model with a wave function that describes not only
various systems under study but also something representing a conscious
observer.”
We now turn to our observation of
the Aquarian as he spends Pearl Harbor Day in San Francisco
contemplating this most important of all physics riddles in the light
of his Sperry-Gödel insight. He is of course thinking that it is
his curiosity nature that is driving his thinking and has no clue what
ever that this is being run by his Higher Power, through the Jamais
vu-spiritual connection.
Friday 07th December
1984.
The Aquarian awoke early for
his
morning chanting and mediation session and right at his achieving the
inner calm, he found the Sperry-Gödel connection floating into his
consciousness. This time he was asking himself what consequences this
had for the inclusion of the Observer into the new physics
theorizations and quantum mechanical experiments, but he did not spend
much time on this and went down for breakfast. His mate, Gee Gee, did
not show up, but this was not a surprise to him as it was still quite
early. When he returned to his room he began reading another of the
books he had bought without having finished the first book; it was like
having a bit of several different deserts at the same dinner party.
This was TAKING THE QUANTUM LEAP,
The New Physics for Nonscientists
by Fred Allan Wolf, but much to his surprise he found that the book’s
introduction seemed to fit his thinking in the mediation earlier. It
seemed to be another of these strange coincidences which he was now
beginning to become conscious of were happening in his life; maybe it
had always been like this and he had simply not noticed them due to his
brain having being so foggy from drinking. However, he realized that he
could not make any assessment of his brain’s consciousness performance
since he did not know what the perfect thought performance might appear
like.
In the afternoon meditation his
thoughts were now sharply focused on the question of the Observer’s
connection, but Dr. Wolf’s book was all about this mystery and the
mystery of quantum reality. His meditation took him to the Light and
Life address Niels Bohr delivered in Copenhagen in 1932; a discussion
which he then reopened 30 years later in a lecture in Cologne in 1962.
It took the Aquarian’s thoughts to the 1944 book by Ervin
Schrödinger, WHAT IS LIFE?
and his famous thought experiment with the cat in the box and all
through the physicists contemplations on the Observer as the creator.
It gradually dawned on the Aquarian that this mystery seemed now
impossible to solve without first finding a way around the
Gödelian obstruction. Thought in the form of question’s darted
around in his consciousness as he came to think about the reality of
the DNA nucleotides, which had fundamentally to be functioning in
quantum reality. How was the brain organized? How did the neurons know
whether they should deal with material reality or spatial reality? The
DNA-structure and programming was the same in all neurons! This was the
Gödelian riddle all over again! Somehow the DNA had solved the
riddle of connecting objective material reality with subjective spatial
reality and the Sperry, Gödel connection seemed like a gigantic
hint into the direction of solving that riddle.
How did the brain store information
from consciousness? How did the brain submit information to
consciousness? How did the DNA-carry survival selection-acquired and
genetically stored information through just a half of its structure in
the meiosis? This was definitely not in the “genes” which served as
blueprints for the protein production; this had to be in a different
form. The Aquarian had already made up his mind that it was not the
neuron’s action impulses and their neuro-transmitter deliveries which
constituted the thoughts; these were secondary reward-system and
interaction polarization consequences of the thinking process. The
mystery was in the field of consciousness and its interactions with the
neuronal nucleotides, which were at the core of the riddle.
There was no doubt about it in the
Aquarian’s mind that the problem of Grand or Complete unification in
physics was in the inability of connecting Quantum Mechanics and
General Relativity, or simply; the connection between matter and space.
There would be no physics unification until man achieved the solution
of this problem and the meant that the same was true for the
explanations for Schrödinger’s “negative-entropy” of the “missing
arrow of time” and the order in the living organism it brought with it.
The same was also true for man’s fundamental understanding of the
quantum reality of the DNA and consciousness. Quantum theory was not
just inconclusive; it was incomplete. Hawking was not just right in his
1980 statement; “I would like to know exactly what happened between
10-33
second and 10-43.
It is there that the ultimate answer to
all questions about the universe--life itself included--lies” but the
insight was brilliant. The riddle of consciousness and the brain was
the riddle of the Sperry-Gödel insight, the riddle of quantum
reality, which was the riddle of unification, which was the riddle of
the DNA and of Life.
During the meditation the Aquarian
again noticed an increase in the spiral’s in his right ear and also
noticed reoccurrence and an increase in the recent strange sensation in
his consciousness; these were as before, intermittent but without any
unpleasant sensation or thought distraction that he was aware of. He
now spent the rest of the afternoon reading and in the evening he
walked up to Sutton Street where a large Alano club was situated. These
clubs are in all major cities of the United States and are non-profit
organizations housing Amateur Angel’s meetings, social gatherings and
even snack bars or fast food restaurants, which was the case at Sutton
Street.
When there, the Aquarian went to
the restaurant and ordered a hamburger, but while he was waiting for it
an elderly woman sat down at his table and introduced herself by saying
that she was a Jewish alcoholic and when he asked if they were
different from other alcoholics, she laughed and said; “No, we are the
same all over”. They went together into the evening meting of about 80
to 100 people where the Aquarian introduced himself as a newcomer from
Luxembourg and Atlantiz. He was then invited to share after the speaker
and he told about his dual-addiction to alcohol and painkillers, or
“cross-addiction” as it is known in the fellowship. He then told the
meeting that now had 95 days and that he had been advised that he might
expect withdrawals anywhere from 90 to 100 days and asked for people
who had experience with withdrawals from such cross-addiction who were
willing to meet him after the meeting and give him advice.
After the meeting, two men came to
him and brought to a private room where they gave him advice. One of
them was in his primes, the other at about retirement age, but it was
the older one who did most of the talking. He had been a skid-row bum,
but now he ran a half-way-house having been sober for more than 30
years. The other had also been sober for extensive time and both were
known as “old-timers”. The main contents of their advice was that once
the withdrawals started, he should not take any medication for the
symptoms, nor let any medical doctors talk him into taking drugs to
relieve them, no matter how discomforting. He was repeatedly reminded
that the Blue Book of the Amateur Angels suggested that no human power
could relieve the alcoholic symptoms, only the Higher Power. The final
advice they gave him was to stop working as soon as the withdrawals
started, go someplace where he had access to many meetings and rest all
he could.
It would later be the sticking to
this advice that made the difference in the balance between life and
death for the Aquarian.
The Blowing of the
Fifth Trumpet.
Part Two, Chapter Five
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 9.)
The Blowing of the
Fifth Trumpet
The Beginning
of the Aquarian's
Insights into the Failure of Science to Explain the Human Brain's
Addictions and Psychiatric Malfunctions in the Light of the
Sperry-Gödel Connection. This is the First Surge of the Aquarian’s
Massive Biofeedback during "The First Horror."
The introspective study of nervous
impulses and analyses of thought in the highly penetrative supersensual
states of consciousness or shamadhi, has revealed amazing knowledge of
the
nervous sysem’s flow of two kinds of currents of nerves energy....
It is obvious that the brain
actively participates in inducing
trensendent conditions of consciousness in a way which is a
mystery at
present.
Gopi Krishna
Book of Revelation
Chapter 9.
1)
Then the fifth angel blew his trumpet. I saw a star which had fallen
down to the earth, and it was given the key to the abyss.* 2) The star
opened the abyss, and smoke poured out of it, like the smoke from a
large furnace; the sunlight and the air were darkened by the smoke from
the abyss. 3) Locusts came down out of the smoke upon the earth, and
they were given the same kind of power that scorpions have. 4) They
were told not to harm the grass or the trees or any other plant; they
could harm only the people who did not have the mark of God’s seal on
their foreheads. 5) The locusts were not allowed to kill these people,
but only to torture them for five months. The pain caused by the
torture is like the pain caused by a scorpion’s sting. 6) During those
five months they will seek death, but will not find it; they will want
to die, but death will flee from them.
7) The locusts looked like horses ready for battle; on their heads they
had what seemed to be crowns of gold, and their faces were like men’s
faces. 8) Their hair was like women’s hair, their teeth were like
lions’ teeth. 9) Their chests were covered with what looked like iron
breastplates, and the sound made by their wings was like the noise of
many horse-drawn chariots rushing into battle. 10) They have tails and
stings like those of a scorpion, and it is with their tails that they
have the power to hurt people for five months. 11) They have a king
ruling over them, who is the angel in charge of the abyss. His name in
Hebrew is Abaddon; in Greek the name is Apollyon (meaning “The
Destroyer”).
12)
The first horror is over; after this there are still two more horrors
to come.
Revelations 9.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 9 : 01-12.
The sounding of the fifth
trumpet
is the first of the three biofeedback surges, described as the "three
horrors", which are at the top and the end of the Aquarian's five month
recovery curve--"torture... for five months"--from the 1st of September
1984 until the 31st of January 1985. These surges are accompanied by a
marked increase in the "chi or prana energy spirals", which began with
the "the large star--key to the abyss--dropping from the sky" event in
the third trumpet. During the first surge peak period--which is rather
short--starting on the 8th of December with the fifth trumpet, and
ending in the evening of the 9th of December, the Aquarian experiences
intermittent strong surges of fractionalized electromagnetic
field--"darkened by the smoke"--flow from the spatial hemisphere to the
matter hemisphere.
This is the biofeedback
electromagnetic field flow that removes the filter, or the erroneously
deposited holistic memory photons in approximately one third of the
DNA-introns in the Aquarian's brain. It is the first surge of a
full-blown "kundalini-quantum change" consciousness field "positive
virtual electromagnetic energy" or "spiritual energy," acting in the
brain in unison with the brain's normal electromagnetic field flow. The
spiritual metaphors for the quantum properties of the quanta in the
flow are in verses 7), 8), 9) and 10). During this period the
Aquarian's meditations produce thoughts concerning the failure of
science to explain the human brain's addictions and psychiatric
malfunctions in the light of the Sperry-Gödel connection.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 9 : 01-12.
The
First Massive Biofeedback Surge in the
Aquarian’s Brain during “The First
Horror.”
The Blowing of the
Fifth Trumpet.
Narration
by
“Merlin the Wizard.”
It is indeed a great honor to
be
here again, but at the same time a horror to have to deal with this
most difficult subject that carries the complex title of the heading;
it even deals with a very special kind of horror which our Aquarian is
to go through.
The Quantum Biofeedback
Surge.
The rare experience of going
through a non-malfunctioning Kundalini-quantum change biofeedback
surges in ones own personal brains, without having any idea of what is
going on, can only be described as horrific. This is said to be still
quite a nerve racking experience to go through for an individual who is
under the guidance of a Guru, or a Spiritual Master of the transcendent
arts. For a cross addicted drug addict to go through this all on his
own and without any knowledge of the phenomenon, or without expert
guidance, is a deadly risky undertaking; but our subject has only just
heard of this fleetingly in discussions on mysticism by others.
However, although the Aquarian is not under any form of guidance
labeled as transcendent art, he is not quite without guidance although
it is not classified or labeled as such. As a matter of fact, he is
under possibly the best available guidance in the Western Cultures for
achieving a safe spiritual awakening brain condition, but this is the
fellowship of the Amateur Angels and it 12-step program. This program
uses different terminology than the oriental transcendent arts do,
where the terms “spiritual experience” and “spiritual awakening” are
the equivalent of the transcendent Samadhi, or Shatori states. The
advantage the 12-step program of the Amateur Angels has over the other
brain and consciousness improvement systems is the fact that it is
focused on both, the Jamais vu-faith faculty and the
Désjà vu-empathy faculty of the spatial hemisphere, not
jus on the Jamai vu-God-connection. This prevents imbalance in the
biofeedback flow in brains with accumulated functional
disturbances—filters--and thus the danger of total brake down of
healthy brain functions. Additionally, the program’s use of a
“sponsors”, serves as a further aid in the prevention of imbalance.
This is verified by the great success of the program in recovering
safely the alcoholics-addicts with their severe program imbalance, so
our Aquarian is indeed under safe guidance as long as he is in the
hands of genuine Amateur Angels. The danger comes about when the
Kundalini-quantum change biofeedback surge process is being “treated”
by modern allopathic medicine and may result in permanent insanity and
even premature death.
The five month recovery process of
the Aquarian is now approaching its culmination during which he will
experience the surges in the biofeedback cross-flow from the spine and
into the spatial hemisphere and across the corpus callosum to the
matter hemisphere (the neuronal mechanism that regulates this is the
same which malfunctioning, causes the grand mal seizure convulsions in
humans). During the strong peak flow surges, the field of consciousness
in the Aquarian’s brain will occasionally be broken into two or three
sections due to the filter obstructions, which produces a most unusual
sensation of awareness, but for someone who has extensive experiences
with severe hangovers; this is not at all unfamiliar. However, since he
is not drinking and expecting the withdrawals to be starting any day
now, this is of considerable concern to him, in particular since he is
flying. The problem being that he does not know what to expect in the
form of withdrawals.
The Poverty stricken Neuro-sciences.
That he is now beginning to go
through a fast Kundalini-quantum change biofeedback, of this he has no
idea and even if he did, it would not have any meaning for him as he
does not know anything about this phenomenon. The high degree of
likelihood that he will have to recover in this manner in order to
live, is even further from him, but that is just as well since all
forms of fears are a sever hindrance to recovery.
These are phenomena which are a part of the numerous functions and
malfunctions, whose causes the medical sciences of man has failed to
figure out. Our neuro-sciences only have the description of the
consequences of the malfunctions. This is due to the fact that these
are quantum mechanical phenomena and have their roots in the quantum
mechanically written “programs” in the nucleons of the DNA-structure.
These “programs” are not the 2.75% of the 3.200.000.000 nucleotides
that are generally referred to as the “genes” and which are the
blueprints for the RNA-transcription of the DNA for protein production.
These “programs” are a part of the remaining 97.25% of the nucleotides
which are currently described as genetic junk. In the QF-theorizations
these programs are quantum mechanical information contained in the
“intron nucleotides”, which comprise approximately 50% of the
DNA-structure, but without an insight into this arrangement, the
neuro-scientists are unable to resolve the riddles of the brain. Our
anti-hero, the Aquarian knows nothing of all this as he now goes
through his first of three biofeedback surges, but never the less his
ignorance does not prevent him from speculating on the situation in the
neurological sciences. He is now gradually becoming aware of the fact
that our neurological sciences have no conclusive knowledge regarding
the original causes for the addictions and even less is known regarding
the mystery of the addiction recovery. The same situation is the case
with the psychiatric illnesses and the neurosis for which psychology
and psychiatry has no cures what ever, with the firs group selling the
services of a “friend for rent” and the second one selling the services
of inhibition of symptoms through “educated drugging”. So let’s get
back to the speculating novice where we find him about awaken in his
hotel room in San Francisco.
Saturday 08th December
Beginning of
first biofeedback surge.
Again the Aquarian awoke early
and
got himself into his morning chanting and meditative posture, but now
he soon became aware that the strange sensation in his brain had
increased considerably and now he had no doubt that something was
moving inside his head. It seemed to be inside his brain, but thinking
about it, this seemed ridiculous; according to what he had been reading
the brain had no sensing and could be operated on with the patient
awake and talking to the surgeon. Again he calmed himself with the fact
that he was feeling good and his thinking seemed undisturbed and quite
normal; this had to be a part of the withdrawals he was expecting. He
cut his session short and got dressed to go down to the restaurant;
maybe this would go if he had some breakfast.
He now took with him THE BROKEN BRAIN,
by Nancy C. Andersen; perhaps this would give him some clues as to what
was happening in his brain. Even while taking his meal he plowed
through the book in his usual speed-reading manner and now, in addition
to what he had already been reading in the brain-writhing of Richard M.
Restak MD, he became again conscious of the poverty situation in the
neuro-sciences and what a colossal enigma and challenge the human brain
presented. How ridiculous he thought, as he noticed that the sensation
in his brain was unquestionably increasing; reading about the broken
brain with such sensation in ones own brain had to be most unusual, but
he found that he was no longer free of thoughts of concern.
As he returned to his room where he
continued reading without interruption at the same time thinking how
weird his condition was; he was continuing his reading and thinking
about what he was reading, while at the same time he was having the
strange sensation in his head, apparently in the brain. When he now got
into his mid afternoon mediation brake he found that the sensation
slowed down and his flow of insights came uninterrupted as before.
Obviously to him the meditative flow was associated with what he was
reading and what was going on in his life. Here he was trying to get
information on what was taking place in his head and all he was getting
was more insights into the shortcomings of the neuro-sciences. Again
the inner voice brought up the subject of the Sperry-Gödel
connection and it seemed as if it was saying to him that this was the
cause for all the problems of science; not just in physics, but in the
neuro-sciences as well. When it came to the addictions, the
neuro-sciences, as usual, could only produce the descriptive “how”
information without the causative “why” explanations.
According to what the Aquarian had
read, it seemed to him, that all the problems of the brain were in the
spatial hemisphere and that this hemisphere housed the greatest
mysteries. It was obvious to him that the mathematical matter
hemisphere was the quantum mechanical action reality negotiator and the
non-mathematical spatial hemisphere the spiritual reality negotiator.
This suggested to the Aquarian that the mysteries of the spatial
hemisphere—the brain as a whole—was closely related to the physics
riddles of gravity, which were not mathematically solvable as the
Gödel theorem demanded.
In the evening the Aquarian again
walked up to the Sutton Street Alano club for some snacks and a meeting
and again he met the two men who had given him the advice the day
before; they were obviously attending a lot of meetings. Afterwards
they came to him asking how he was with a reference to the possibility
of the withdrawals and the Aquarian told them about the strange
sensation in his head and the again reiterated their advice from the
day before, but also suggested that if this got to be much worse he
should stop working and sticking to the meetings. When he got the hotel
the Aquarian went back to reading and then to his meditation before
retiring; the strange sensation continued and so did the strong
perception of the “spiraling nothing” as he was now beginning to think
about the mysterious spirals.
Sunday 09th December
End of first
biofeedback surge.
As before, the Aquarian awoke
early
and turned to his meditation and again the insight processes that were
now regularly accompanying the meditation were producing strange
thoughts about the inefficiency of the psychiatric professions in
“curing” any neurological problems founded in “functional disturbances”
and then only being capable of drugging the individuals who were
suffering from these. The thoughts continued as he went down for the
breakfast and now he was feeling the strange sensation in his head
stronger than ever. He was also beginning to sense that he was thinking
differently from the way he was used to; he was beginning to feel
connected to other people around him, even if they were total
strangers. This was getting really strange and when he returned to his
room and switched on the TV; he now bean to see himself as part of the
seen that were taking place on the screen. He now spent the rest of the
day in his room alternatively reading and watching television, but as
the afternoon progressed, his concentration for reading seemed to
decrease and the consciousness attachment to the TV events increased
and so did the strange sensation in his head. Towards the evening he
began to get the strange perception that in the subject that was
talking place on the screen, there was somehow a message for him and he
began to try to understand this message and at the same time this
strange thinking.
In the early evening the Aquarian
got himself into his routine meditation posture but somehow the strange
sensation of momentum in his head seemed to make the meditation state
almost impossible to achieve; this even by chanting for longer periods.
The sensation in his head and the strange association thoughts was all
that he perceived and this seemed to be on the increase and so were the
spirals. He was now beginning to become concern and began to ask
himself whether he was really being responsible in this situation but
what kept him from panicking was the fact that he was feeling really
good and he felt connected to reality. He was certainly not having any
paranoid thoughts. When the Aquarian had been reading Dr. Andersen’s
book, THE BROKEN BRAIN, he had
given special attention to its fourth chapter titled; WHAT IS MENTAL
ILLNESS?: Four Major Syndromes.” There he found descriptions of
symptoms attributed to two of the syndromes discussed--Bipolar
Affective or Manic-Depressive disorder and Schizophrenia—which seemed
to be similar to the perceptions and thoughts he had been and was
experiencing. This pertained in particular to the schizophrenic symptom
of “unusual sensations in ones body” but his spiral sensations could
possibly be one form of this; however, his were on the body, not in it.
At the same time the Aquarian
became quite pleased with the information gained from reading Dr.
Andersen’s book, he also experienced a profound disappointment in
reading about how limited knowledge of the causes for the psychiatric
illnesses. His reading of Dr. Restak’s book however, showed him what
the main cause for this was; this was the lack of having solved the
riddle of the human brain. The lack of having a proper model of the
normal brain functions necessarily lead to the lack of models for the
pathological brain functions. What amazed the Aquarian the most in his
reading of Dr. Andersen’s book was the fact that it suggested that most
of the causes were “at least in part biologically caused” and that the
good doctor declined any discussion of “alcoholism, drug abuse, and
personality problems”. However, she was honest enough to explain this
by saying “because we know much less about them.”
After returning from going to the
restaurant for supper and suffering his strange sensation all the time
while dining, he returned to his room asking himself about the
situation. He was to fly in the afternoon on the next day; what should
he do? Should he advice Captain Gee Gee about his condition? There was
no company reserve pilot available in San Francisco and the only
possibility would be for the incoming First Officer—who was by that
time out of legal duty time--to continue to Seattle where a full
compliment of crew would take the aircraft over. This was all very
difficult to decide. If he claimed to be sick, the question of what
would no doubt come up. What would he say? I am going insane! I am
going crazy! I am having these strange thoughts. Was he going insane?
What was happening to him? It all seemed like asking for more trouble;
claiming sickness just before the flight would raise eyebrows. They
would all think that he had been drinking or that he was drunk or in a
state of severe hangover like the Bad Boy pilot a month before. It
would be a mess if he turned the flight down. He gradually got to the
conclusion that as long as he was keeping his reality contact
undistorted, he would go on. Yet the question how would he know it if
he was loosing his reality contact kept bugging him; it had to be
something like being drunk and he would be able to recognize that.
Anyway; all he had to do was to assist Gee Gee on a two and a half hour
flight to Seattle and then he would be back in a hotel for rest. What
could go wrong on such a short trip? Anyway; he was yet to sleep the
night in San Francisco and it was not until in the afternoon that he
was to fly and a lot could change during this time; his consciousness
state had by now been changing quite a bit over short time spans. Even
now, the strange sensation was changing; it seemed to come
intermittently.
In the late evening the Aquarian
gave up trying to read and just sat watching the television, but the
strange momentum sensation in his consciousness seemed stronger than
ever. The Aquarian had no idea that what was going on in his brain was
a strong surge of quantum change biofeedback moving holographic photon
quanta from the QF-intron nucleotides in his spatial hemisphere, to the
QF-exon nucleotides in the matter hemisphere. Much the less did he know
that this is what he had been praying to his Higher Power for in his
Seventh Step prayer and the Sixth Dimensional causative reality was now
indeed making this happen. However, it seemed to the Aquarian that he
had some inner feeling that in spite of what was happening was doing
him good and all this would sort itself out in the end. After
switching channels for a while he found a program where the evangelic
preacher, Billy Graham was just starting to preach, in a large stadium
with thousands of peoples. It was not his practice to watch such
programs, but now it seemed the most appropriate one to watch; perhaps
he would find some bits of altruistic truths in the preaching of Dr.
Graham? Indeed; as the Aquarian now began to listen to what the famous
preacher had to say, he again started to get the feeling that the
sermon contained a special and personal message for him and he found
himself understanding every word the preacher said. How strange he
thought, that he had never discovered this before? How strange that he
had never found this preacher interesting before? It was all very
profound what he was hearing. However, the “special message”, or “dual
interpretation” of the TV programs he had been watching, especially in
the sermon of Dr. Graham, seemed suspicious, but with these strange
perceptions he was definitely getting intermittent sensations in his
head. This was unquestionable his inner “insight voice,” which until
now had been beyond reproach; was this some form of beginning of
delusions leading to hallucinations as apparently was the case with
either or both, the schizophrenic and the manic syndromes? Ah! What the
heck? How could he be playing a psychiatric doctor diagnosing himself?
This was outrageous; a pilot trying to decide whether he was going
insane or not before going on a flight. That alone was nuts all by
itself. Well, he was not going to solve this riddle to-day; it would
have to wait until to morrow. His state to-morrow would decide whether
he would have to force the incoming pilot to take the leg to Seattle,
but for the company to send a pilot from Luxembourg to replace him, for
this there was not enough time without causing an expensive delay. His
thought was; well, he would see what the situation was to-morrow, his
Higher Power would decide what was to be. This was now beginning to
seem like some form of hallucination to him; reading this nut brain
book by Dr. Andersen was now making him nuts.
As he continued watching the hour
long sermon late into the evening, he started noticing the momentum
sensation in his head was decreasing; however, the spirals continued
coming into his right ear at about twenty minutes intervals. After the
preaching had finished, the Aquarian got into his before-the-sleep
meditation posture and by now he found that his chanting was bringing
his consciousness into clear focus and that the motion sensation had
subsided to a trickle in comparison to what it had been in the
afternoon and evening. All the strange sensation seemed to be
dissipating and so did the strange connecting thinking; good thing that
he had not panicked. After the meditation the, from thinking, exhausted
Aquarian, fell with ease into the sleep of the just and sleeping
through for eight hours.
The Blowing of the
Sixth Trumpet.
Part Two,
Chapter Six
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 9.)
The Blowing of the
Sixth Trumpet
Aquarian's
asking the Ultimate
Question; What is the Solution to the Sperry-Gödel Dilemma in
Physics?
First Half of the Second Massive Biofeedback Surge in the Aquarian's
Brain; the Beginning of:
"The Second Horror."
The
mystical state is still an
incomprehensible phenomenon of consciousness. The range of its
expression is so varied and the area of its manifestation so extensive
that it is difficult at this stage of knowledge to assign any
well-marked limits to it. In its most common form the time of its
occurrence and the duration of its operation are unpredictable.
Gopi Krishna
Book of Revelation
Chapter 9.
13)
Then the sixth angel blew his trumpet. I heard a voice coming from the
four corners of the gold altar standing before God. 14) The voice said
to the sixth angel, “Release the four angels who are bound at the great
Euphrates River!” 15) The four angels were released; for this very hour
of this very day of this very month and year they had been kept ready
to kill a third of all mankind. 16) I was told the number of the
mounted troops: it was two hundred million. 17) And in my vision I saw
the horses and their riders: they had breastplates red as fire, blue as
sapphire, and yellow as sulfur. The horses’ heads were like lions’
heads, and from their mouths came out fire, smoke, and sulfur. 18) A
third of mankind was killed by those three plagues: the fire, the
smoke, and the sulfur coming out of the horses’ mouths. 19) For the
power of the horses is in their mouths and also in their tails. Their
tails are like snakes with heads, and they use them to hurt people.
20) The rest of
mankind, all those who had not been killed by these plagues, did not
turn away from what they themselves had made. They did not stop
worshiping demons, nor the idols of gold, silver, bronze, stone, and
wood, which cannot see, hear, or walk. 21) Nor did they repent of their
murders, their magic, their sexual immorality, or their stealing.
Revelations 9.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 9 : 13-21.
The sounding of the sixth
trumpet
is the second of the three biofeedback surges, described as the "three
horrors", which are at the top and the end of the Aquarian's five month
recovery curve--"torture... for five months"--from the 1st of September
1984 until the 31st of January 1985. This second period, which start on
the 10th of December and ends on the 18th of December, begins with a
strong surges of fractionalized electromagnetic field flow across the
corpus callosum in the Aquarian's brain. It is then interrupted by an
indescribable spiritual experience, corresponding to "The Angel and the
Little Scroll", Chapter 10 in the Revelation. After this the field flow
returns stronger than before, leading to the Aquarian's meeting with
"The Two Witnesses" of Chapter 11 in the Revelation. As with the seals
after the sixth, these events require two extra chapters in the
QF-interpretation.
This trumpets describes the release by the sixth
dimension, or God,
through the --"voice coming from the four corners of the gold altar
standing before God"--, which corresponds to the brain's spatial
hemispheric Jamais vu-spiritual-faith-creativity faculty. The--"Release
the four angels who are bound at the great Euphrates
River"--corresponds to the DNA's-master regulatory gene's (homeotic
genes) collective initiation of a strong electromagnetic field flow
from the base of the spine and up through the vertebrate which in the
metaphor is--"the great Euphrates River." The --"four angels...
bound"--are the field flow consisting of the two, positive-negative
W-matter/energy waves and their corresponding two spatial virtual
energy waves; four waves in all.
What the four angels are up to is the removal of the erroneously
deposited matter hemispheric photon quanta in the introns in the
primary program of the spatial hemisphere (figure #035) forming the
filter. This matter hemispheric quanta deposited in the WE-hemisphere
amounts to about a one third addition to the normal brain program--"a
third of all mankind"--for this hemisphere and the metaphoric
description thus becomes--"The four angels.. released... ready to
kill a third of all mankind." Next is the --"the number of the mounted
troops: it was two hundred million"--but here the description is
commensurate with the number of neurons in the corpus callosum being
two hundred million (figure #016). It is across these neurons that the
electromagnetic quantum field flow will bring the erroneously placed
photons, but these--"horses and their riders:... breastplates red..,
blue.., and yellow"--but the same goes for the--"horses’
heads.... from which comes fire (red), smoke (blue), and sulfur
(yellow)"--are the field flow with its filter photons, but the
QF-physics quantum unification theory, describes the photons as being
in the three fundamental colors of nature; red, blue and yellow.
Although the quantum nature of this QF-interpretation may seem
difficult to understand, it is certainly more acceptable than trying to
imagine an army of 200.000.000 horses and 200.000.000 soldiers. The
feeding and upkeep of such a horde is hard to envisage. The last
part--"rest of mankind, all those who had not been killed by these
plagues, did not turn away from what they themselves had made. They did
not stop worshiping...."--pertains to the false filter program (figure
#038) in the introns in the matter hemispheric back-up spatial program,
which is not removed and remains in the brain to re-kindle the
addiction and gradually return the filter to the spatial hemispheric
introns, if the addict does not adhere to the altruistic living which
produces the necessary neuro-inhibitors required to maintain his
sobriety.
During this period the Aquarian's meditations produce thoughts
concerning the question of a solution to the Gödelian limits on
mathematics and the stalemate of physics, which is further the cause
for the failure of science to explain the human brain's addictions and
psychiatric malfunctions in the light of the Sperry-Gödel
connection. He fails to see any hope for finding an alternate solution
to this grave problem.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 9 : 13-21.
The Second Massive
Biofeedback Surge in the
Aquarian’s
Brain during “The Second Horror.”
The Blowing of the
Sixth Trumpet.
Narration by
“Morgan le Fay.”
Hi! Morgan here to continue
the
horror story Merlin started reciting. The Aquarian is now to go through
a more severe biofeedback in his brain, which is especially amusing to
him as he does no know what is happening in his head. This inescapably
produces a conflict within his consciousness as he does not know
whether he is just going through some form of withdrawals or whether he
is progressing into some form of psychiatric illness. However, as he is
feeling quite well, he manages to keep his calm, but he happens to have
acquired a book on the psychiatric illnesses and has already been
making diagnosis of himself with references to its descriptions.
In order to understand better the
background of what is now about to happen in the life of the Aquarian,
it is of advantage to go through a abbreviated review of some
evolutionary events in the Renaissance history of the western cultures,
particularly of the British thinkers, mathematicians and logicians.
Newton-Boole-Venn-Turing.
The late 19th century Irish
born
poet and playwright Oscar Wilde is quoted as having uttered the
following sharp insight; “There are works which wait, and which one
does not understand for a long time; the reason is that they bring
answers to questions which have not yet been raised; for the question
often arrives a terribly long time after the answer.” This remark is
most remarkable for making us aware of the fact that it is more common
than we realize that some thing, or some methodology, may have been
created without its full potential being realized until years or
decades later. This truth has a particular application in the events we
are about to describe to you in this chapter, but is subject is amongst
others, the formulation of a fundamental question which in all
simplicity makes a demand on the art of theoretical physics which is
founded in the insight given us in the late seventies of the last
century, by the late Professor Roger Sperry.
The order of events that manifest
the foundation for the contents of The Little Scroll, which the
Aquarian is about to receive, go through on two occasions prior to this
taking place, the process where something has been discovered before
one understands it full application potential. In other words; they
manifest two cases where “the answer has appeared before we know the
question.” This takes us to the story of the “working class boy who
made good”, but this was George Boole (1815-1864) in his early years
struggled with Isaac Newton’s ‘Principia’ and the works of 18th and
19th century French mathematicians Pierre-Simon Laplace and
Joseph-Louis Lagrange and soon mastered the most intricate mathematical
principles of his day. At the age of 24, George Boole published his
first paper (‘Researches on the Theory of Analytical Transformations’)
in the Cambridge Mathematical Journal and by 1844 he was concentrating
on the uses of combined algebra and calculus. Boole soon began to see
the possibilities for applying his algebra to the solution of logical
problems and his 1847 work, ‘The Mathematical Analysis of Logic’, not
only expanded on Gottfried Leibniz’ earlier speculations on the
correlation between logic and math, but argued that logic was
principally a discipline of mathematics, rather than philosophy. In
1854 he then began the algebra of logic now called Boolean algebra and
in 1859 presented his influential Treatise on Differential Equations
and in 1860 its sequel, Treatise on the Calculus of Finite Differences
which were initially his most important discoveries. The remarkable
evolution that Boole goes through, highlights the founding influence
Newton’s calculus has on the development of his analyses of the
relationship between algebra and logic.
The Boolean algebra was fully
appreciated by mathematicians but in other circles in Britain it was
for the better part of a hundred years used as a reference for
knowledge that was utterly useless, until during the Second World War
years, the founder of computer science, mathematician, philosopher,
code-breaker, strange visionary, Alan Turing (1912-1954) used its
binary digits system as a foundation for the firs computer. This
manifested in the 1 and 0 digits form the Boolean algebra being used
for differentiation, but they corresponded to the differential and the
integral sides of the calculus, which is reflected in the fundamental
analyses of the A and the B circles of the Venn diagram, which is based
on Boolean algebra. John Venn (1834-1923) is remembered chiefly for his
Symbolic Logic of the Venn diagrams, introduced and 1881. It should be
noted, however, that Geometrical Representations to illustrate
syllogistic logic was not something Venn created; in fact, Gottfried
Leibniz (who is involved in both the thinking of Boole and Venn) used
them consistently. Venn became critical of the methods used in diagrams
in the nineteenth century, especially those of George Boole and
Augustus de Morgan and wrote the book Symbolic Logic mostly to
interpret and make his own personal corrections on Boole’s work. Prior
to the publishing of this book, Venn wrote a paper entitled On the
Diagrammatic and Mechanical Representation of Prepositions and
Reasoning introducing diagrams known today as Venn diagrams. This paper
was published in the Philosophical Magazine and Journal of Science in
July of 1880. In Symbolic Logic, Venn further elaborated on these Venn
diagrams, which is what actually became the most consequential part of
his trilogy, rather than his attempt to clarify what he believed to be
inconsistencies and ambiguities in Boole’s logic.
The Universal Reality
Division.
The connected thinking
between, the
Newtonian mathematics, Boolean binary digit logic and the Vennian
graphical-set analyses, eventually leads to the discovery of the their
relationship to the fundamental construction principle of the human
brain. This is founded in an even distribution of the specific
realities and roles of the DNA’s nucleotides--beyond the ACGT
classification—into exons and introns for the whole of the
3.200.000.000 nucleotides. Here the exons represent the
material-reality of the matter hemisphere and the introns the
spatial-reality of the spatial hemisphere. The fundaments of the
mathematical-logic reality of the mater hemisphere is in Newton’s
differential calculus, the 1 digit of the Boolean algebra and the A
circle of the Venn diagram, with the fundaments of the
mathematical-logic reality of the spatial hemisphere being the ones
described through the material hemisphere, by Newton’s integral
calculus, the 0 digit of the Boolean algebra and the B circle of the
Venn diagram. With the acquisition of the QF-theory in THE LITTLE
SCROLL, the fundamental nature of these two founding realities
becomes
even clearer in its classification of the reality of the vacuum into
its un-manifested explicate and implicate realities of the two virtual
matter/energy into the V-explicate pole and the V-implicate pole, as
well as all the fundamental particles of matter/energy into manifested
OUT-explicate and IN-implicate realities.
This is the story of this book and
this is the discovery which is about to take place in the next chapter.
However, once the discovery is made, the individual making it—here the
Aquarian—will realize that this is not something that he is
discovering; rather something that he is being “handed”, or “given”,
and which he is the custodian off. This is something Carl Gustaf Jung’s
1930 ‘Psychology and Literature’ describes for the artist, most
eloquently; “The artist is not a person endowed with free will who
seeks his own ends, but one who allows art to realize its purposes
through him. As a human being he may have moods and a will and personal
aims, but as an artist he is 'man' in a higher sense - he is
'collective man,' a vehicle and molder of the unconscious psychic life
of mankind.” This has a wider application and scope in the case of the
transcended spiritual experience as describe by Albert Einstein; “The
most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. It is the
fundamental emotion which stands at the cradle of the true art and true
science.”
Off all this the poor Aquarian has
no clue and is expecting only some form of withdrawals in line with the
descriptions he heard in his detox and therapy days. Had he known that
the events at this stage in his life were already known somewhere in
his sub-conscious, or the cosmos, or that his subconscious and the
cosmos were the same reality, would have been considered to be a
psychosis state; not just by others but by him as well. However, his
mission in this stage of the devolvement is to receive the sound from
the sixth trumpet, which no longer consists of any direct insights but
of a trigger to try the formulation of the right question—this not
knowing that the answer is already at hand--concerning the overcoming
of the Gödel-Sperry shortcomings in mathematics. This is a
question that eventually becomes; in what manner must men look at the
fundaments of reality in order to compensate for the Incompleteness
Theorem? Well, we are of to follow the poor Aquarian, who will now be
asking the most important question in all of man’s sciences, at the
same time as he goes through his biofeedback ordeal of “The Second
Horror.” What an outrage?
Monday 10th December.
The Beginning of
Second Biofeedback Surge.
As the Aquarian awoke he
noticed
that the sensation in his head had decreased considerably and as he got
into his meditation posture his and his thoughts came into focus, he
began to think that what he had been experiencing had simply been the
withdrawals symptoms he had been expecting. It was all in decline and
probably over by now he thought, little knowing that what he had been
experiencing was just the overture of what was to come. In the
meditation he again found that the Gödel-Sperry connection was
still coming into focus and this time it was not analyzing the problems
the legacy of Gödel’s discovery presented, but the question; how
do we get around this hindrance. The theoretical physicists were
apparently using extra dimensions in their attempts to get around this
and taking their reference in the Kaluza-Klein super-symmetry extra
dimensional approach.
As the Aquarian left his room for
breakfast, he took with him another of the books he bought, this time
it was THE HOLOGRAPHIC PARADIGM
edited by Ken Wilber, which he continued reading until at noon, when he
went to the Sutton Street Alano club for a lunch hour meeting. During
the morning hours and after the meeting the sensation in his head was
quite mild and did not interfere with his reading and he became
convinced that this had been withdrawals and that they were in
remission. In the late afternoon he was to fly on duty taking the
incoming CV-774 to Seattle, but the hotel allowed the crew to use the
rooms until their pick-up time at 1500 local time, so the Aquarian got
himself dressed, packed his suitcase and sat down riding the new, most
interesting book from Ken Wilber, which introduced to him for the first
time the possibilities for connection of physics to mysticism, for the
purpose of solving its fundamental riddles. As he read more into this
book tits contents seemed to connect more and more to his morning
meditation thinking and it gradually dawned on him that the alternate
approach for the connection between quantum mechanics and general
relativity had primarily to do with perceptions through the spatial
hemisphere. This meant no doubt mystical or metaphysical, or
parapsychological perceptions and had to do with the unresolved spatial
hemispheric riddles, primarily concerning the Jamais vu and the
Désjà vu center focused around the spatial hemispheric
Sylvian fissure. In agreement with the findings of Dr. Roger Sperry,
this was definitely the area that the Swiss psychiatrist was the
greatest expert on and had no doubt to do with and whose language was
to a great extend in a symbolic form. Men had begun his writing
endeavors through graphical symbolism and the answer to the riddle of
an alternate logical expression approach for the spatial hemisphere,
had to be in some form of the symbolic expression; however, in the
Aquarian’s mind there was no sight of the logical form of the Venn-set.
Soon he became discontent with his thinking deciding that it was
ridiculous for him to believe that he could simply think-up an answer
to such a strange and complex riddle.
The Aquarian and his crewmates left
the hotel at 0300 in the afternoon for the airport and the flight,
CV-774, rolled of the blocks at 0600 getting airborne a few minutes
later for a two and a quarter hour flight to Seattle where it arrived
on the blocks at 08:15 in the evening. Going through the aircraft
handover the Aquarian met one of his favorite friend in the company,
Captain Judge, to whom he told about the fascinating book he was
reading and forty-five minutes later, the crew was in the airport
hotel. The Aquarian who had eaten on the plain did not go to the
restaurant with the rest of the crew and settled into continue reading
his new book, but now he was sensing that the strange sensation in his
head was again increasing and so was the spiral sensation in his
spatial hemispheric ear. This time it seemed to be increasing faster
than the last time and now put the Aquarian into a state of alarm. In a
short while the same sensations as during the peak of the last surge
had returned, with all the accompanying strangeness of thinking. The
only thing the Aquarian now could think of was to get into his bed and
execute all the chanting he could muster which after a while calmed him
into falling asleep that lasted a couple of hours.
Tuesday 11th December.
Throughout the night the
Aquarian
would awaken after about two hours of sleep, to which he responded by
the returned to the chanting and again he would fell asleep, but this
would be repeated throughout the night and into the early morning with
the biofeedback surge being continuous in-between. As he finally got
out of bed it was getting close to noon and he had to get ready in a
hurry to leave the hotel at noon for the airport to catch Air Alaska
flight to Anchorage, which left at two thirty in the afternoon for a
three hour and forty minute flight.
During the flight the strong
sensation remained in his head and he found it too difficult to keep
concentration for reading, just as it had been in the first sensation
spell, so he passed the time attempting to think about the question of
the alternate spatial hemispheric view for the fundaments of reality;
it really fascinated him. When the dinner was brought a small bottle of
wine was served with it, which the Aquarian offered to a passenger
sitting next to him, who accepted gratefully looking at him with a
questioning look. In Anchorage the flight arrived at five thirty in the
early evening where the Aquarian and his colleagues had to wait for two
hours for their Air Alaska connection to Fairbanks. An hour and fifteen
minutes later they landed in Fairbanks and about an hour after arriving
they were outside of the little terminal building where Captain Gee Gee
got a taxi which brought them a while later to the hotel where they had
been booked; a hotel which they were not used to use. The strange
sensation in the Aquarian’s head was now decreasing rapidly and a good
feeling growing proportionally. He was now getting the strange
sensation of knowing beforehand what would happen next and when Captain
Gee, Gee and the flight engineer decided that they did not want to stay
in this hotel and wanted to go the regular one; citing its restaurant
which also was an excellent stake house, it was something the Aquarian
had known beforehand. The amazing part of this for the Aquarian was
that at the moment his colleagues started talking about moving across
the street, the sensations in his head started decreasing even more
rapidly and his inn-consciousness voice, which he seemed to have begun
to hear clearly in the past two weeks, seemed to be saying loudly;
“stay here in this hotel. Do not go to the other hotel.” He now told
his colleagues that he was tired and did not want to spend more time on
traveling between hotels; explaining that it was shortly before
midnight local time and the crew rest in the hotel was only four hours
anyway. This seen would later come to his mind in a most unusual manner
and with a strong undertone of the mystery of the coincidences and of
his personal life-experiences.
It was about 10:30 in the evening
when the Aquarian had checked in he spent some time loitering in the
hotel lobby, looking the postcards and the tourist booklets, with all
the fascinating pictures of picturesque Alaska. It now seemed to him
that the sensation in his head had disappeared altogether and he again
became convinced that what were happening to him was, just withdrawals
sensations. After a while he made his way to his room and the meeting
with the strangest experience anyone can have in a lifetime; a
transcended experience where he went through a spiritual process,
during which he took receipt of The Little Scroll.
The Angel and the
Little Scroll.
Part
Two, Chapter Seven
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 10.)
The Angel and the
Little Scroll
The Aquarian’s
Profound Transcended
Vital Spiritual
Experience on the Fiftieth
Anniversary of
the Spiritual Experience of
the Founder of
the Amateur Angels.
If this law is found, it could prove
almost meaningless, or it could lead to a new golden age of science.
Scientists don’t know just as they had no idea that Einstein’s
unification of mass and energy would lead to the age of the atom. Or
that quantum mechanics, the mathematical system used by physicists to
explain the movements of sub-atomic particles, would be used to make
the first laser. Yet, a unification theory remains an almost religious
vision to some scientists, a Zen-like view of reality in which all the
forces and all the matter in nature come from a single source.
John Boslogh
Book of Revelation
Chapter 10.
1)
Then I saw another mighty angel coming down out of heaven. He was
wrapped in a cloud and had a rainbow around his head; his face was like
the sun, and his legs were like columns of fire. 2) He had a small
scroll open in his hand. He put his right foot on the sea and his left
foot on the land, 3) and called out in a loud voice that sounded like
the roar of lions. After he had called out, the seven thunders answered
with a roar. 4) As soon as they spoke, I was about to write. But I
heard a voice speak from heaven, “Keep secret what the seven thunders
have said; do not write it down!”
5)
Then the angel that I saw standing on the sea and on the land raised
his right hand to heaven 6) and took a vow in the name of God, who
lives forever and ever, who created heaven, earth, and the sea, and
everything in them. The angel said, “There will be no more delay! 7)
But in the days when the seventh angel blows his trumpet, then mystery
of God should be finished, as he hath declared to his servants, the
prophets.” 8) Then the voice that I had heard speaking from heaven
spoke to me again, saying, “Go and take the open scroll which is in the
hand of the angel standing on the sea and on the land.” 9) I went to
the angel and asked him to give me the little scroll. He said to me,
“Take it and eat it; it will turn sour in your stomach, but in your
mouth it wilt be sweet as honey.” 10) I took the little scroll from his
hand and ate it, and it tasted sweet as honey in my mouth. But after I
swallowed it, it turned sour in my stomach.” Then I was told, “Once
again you must proclaim God’s message about many nations, races,
languages, and kings.”
Revelations 9.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 10 : 01-10.
This is the core of the
prophesy
and it describes the events during the lull in the second strong
biofeedback surge on the Aquarian’s brain--the “second horror” of the
“three horrors”--during which he takes receipt of THE LITTLE SCROLL. In this vision
the consciousness of the one receiving the prophesy and the
consciousness of the one experiencing its manifestation 1900 years
later become the same in timeless space. The reality of the two becomes
the same reality, but the description of the “angel coming down from
heaven” pertains to the spatial IN-side of their field of
consciousness, which corresponds to the soul for both individuals,
while the receiver of the prophesy and the one manifesting it, pertains
to the matter OUT-side of their field of consciousness. The
apparitions
being “wrapped in a cloud with a rainbow around the head and a face
like the sun”, is a spiritual metaphoric description of someone in
transcended state of consciousness. Legs like columns or pillars of
white marble, may pertain to a vision of someone in pants, which were
not used by men in the Middle East; had not been invented in the days
of the prophesy receipt. The “fire” description is believed to be a
reference to the shoes the one in the pants is wearing, but this is
believed to be the same apparition as the one described in Chapter 1,
verse 15. In other words, the apparition is dressed in white jeans and
wearing highly polished cordovan colored shoes, which would look like
“shining brass that has been refined and polished”, or being on “fire”
to someone seeing this through a transcendental vision 1900 years ago.
The spiritual metaphor of the “right leg of the apparition being placed
on the see and the left on the land” is to indicate that the
consciousness of the individual is evenly distributed between the
matter-OUT-land and space-IN- sea hemispheres. In view of this
QF-metaphorical interpretation, the Durrer’s literal interpretation in
figure #047 becomes quite amusing and serving as a reference for the
objective reality’s comparison to the subjective reality.
The reply of the “seven thunders” is a reference to the achievement of
an enlightened consciousness of the “Seven Spirits of God”, or the
“Seven Virtues of Men”, meaning that the individual has become rid of
enough of the “filter in his brain’s introns” and is about to enter the
service of the God-reality. This is thus the announced of the coming of
the Seventh Trumpet, which is the Aquarian’s Seventh Consecration
described in the ninth chapter. he deference from describing in the
prophesy its central mystery should be obvious; it would rob it of much
of its grandiose mystery. The wows of the angel and his declaration
that; “There will be no more delay! But in the days when the seventh
angel blows his trumpet, then mystery of God should be finished, as he
hath declared to his servants, the prophets.” is very much in line with
the contention that the Aquarian has been handed down the ultimate
Unification Theory in Physics, congaing Life and the Observer and his
Consciousness. It is thus a true Theory of Everything, but this should
eventually bring about the unification of the material sciences and the
spiritual sciences, objective and subjective reality. This is what the
God-reality has been promising humanity through the spiritually
enlightened individuals of the past and where it not like that, the
God-reality would be a cheat, a roguery, or a hokes of the human
sub-conscious; a spiritual masturbation as Sigmund Freud suggested in
his 1927 morphine sponsored book DIE
ZUKUNFT EINER ILLUSION or THE
FUTURE OF AN ILLUSION.
When the witness to the prophesy hears the voice tell him to “Go and
take the open scroll which is in the hand of the angel standing on the
sea and on the land” this is the spatial hemispheric reality
consciousness preparing the Aquarian’s matter hemispheric reality
consciousness for the receipt of THE
LITTLE SCROLL, which he is told “Take it and eat it; it will
turn sour in your stomach, but in your mouth it wilt be sweet as
honey.” This is what the Aquarian does--metaphorically speaking--and
the information it contains “are indeed sweet in his mouth”, meaning
they seem exciting and grand to talk about, but their detailed
understanding; digestion, is a real challenge and hard work, hence the
metaphor of “the sour digestion”. This turns out to be the experience
for the Aquarian through the next 18 years or until he manages to
publish the first edition of the book THE
LITTEL SCROLL.
That publication and the accompanying brain-model sequels of the
QF-theory which it contains are then an effort at complying with the
command he gets when he is told “Once again you must proclaim God’s
message about many nations, races, languages, and kings.” This is
obviously a suggesting for the Aquarian to do all in his power to
present these physics and biology models to humanity, with the sole
purpose of guiding men into taking a hard look at what it is saying
about the collective long term effects of alcohol and other
consciousness altering chemicals on the human brain, primarily the
Jamais vu-faith faculty and the Désjà vu-compassion,
empathy faculty.
This is the main importance in the message of the QF-theory contained
in the book THE LITTLE SCROLL;
to show humanity that with the changes taking place in the human
genomes and consequently in the human culture, men is not going to
survive. Neither in civilization or the brake down of law and order
barbarism. It shows men how the use of alcohol has caused all the wars
and al the misery in the history of man, through the subtle alterations
in the functions of the human brain brought about by the alcohol. These
are functional alterations that are passed on through the next
generations and they are the cause for the aberrations of all the
religions and all the human relations; from the political seen to the
family structure. They are the original cause for all the statistical
sickness of man, both the psychological and the psychiatric, as well as
all the unexplained malfunctions in the DNA’s expressions. This should
make it clear to all, that if there is a creation reality as the
God-reality and it does not know about this and does not do something
about it, then it is just an illusion as Freud and Dawkins suggest.
The main insight in this is the
fact that the first thing the alcohol distorts in the human brain, is
its Jamais vu-faith faculty, hence the great diversity in man’s
religious leanings. It is also the reason for it taking so long a time
to get this message to humanity, requiring first 100 years of quantum
history.
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 10 : 01-10
The Aquarian’s
Transcended Experience during
a Respite in
“The Second Horror”.
The Angel with the
Little Scroll.
Narration by
“Merlin the Wizard.”
Well then, we have come to the
crux
of this story. The moment of truth for those who might believe that the
prophesy of the Revelation is not just a gibberish from the mouth of
someone in manic psychosis, but something else. That it may be some
form of metaphorical message from the collective subconscious of men,
or a message from a cosmic reality, a higher reality, higher dimension,
or for that matter, from the God-reality. From the creation, causative
reality, that is behind the order, the positive entropy that is the
cause for all life. Indeed; a most interesting event if that is its
nature.
That this is the moment when man
makes the spiritual connection that enables him to take receipt of the
truth that represents the much sought after Holy Grail of physics and
molecular biology, and indeed, the Holy Grail of all the religions of
men. This is not a moment of discovery, but a moment of acceptance of
information from another dimension, or another reality. This is the
moment that men is shown how to combine the reality of quantum
mechanics and general relativity, the moment when man is shown how to
combine the quantum mechanical models of physics with a wave function
that describes not only various systems under study but also something
representing a conscious observer. This is essentially the explanation
for the mystery of life itself and at the same time the Recipe for the
Universe, but to accentuate this, the causative reality makes this
event take place on the 12th of the 12th, 50 years to the date after
the founding father of the Amateur Angels had the spiritual experience
that became its foundation and the beginning of the 12 and 12 solution
discovery.
It is some time since Men have
begun the talk of one such Recipe for the Universe--one general
knowledge and wisdom. Our history has many accounts of such
intellectual desires. After having had his famous “cogito ergo sum”,
spiritual experience on the 10th of November 1619, Rene Descartes
became enthusiastic about what he called the admirable scientific
method. This would be a sort of a collective general method that would
unify all of Man’s knowledge, into one all encompassing wisdom. This
took place at the same time when Galileo was in his prime and the
Second Age of Enlightenment in its birth throes with the Dark Ages in
growing retreat. About this time, Sir Francis Bacon began to see the
knowledge of Man as if it was “structured like a pyramid with a
specific top stone.” The top stone alone, being as a pyramid and the
pyramid not a pyramid without it. It may be said that the physical
sciences--with theoretical physics at the forefront--have now been
evolving in its search for this top stone during the 388 years elapsed
since the renowned mystical experience of Descartes. Sir Isaac Newton
is for many the first prime witness in the search for The Recipe of the
Universe. Newton may be described as being enraptured by the beauty and
simplicity of his laws of gravity, and hoped that he would stumble on
an all encompassing theory, even though he kept this secret, and that
this would only be known after his death. Through this it may be said
that Newton had laid the cornerstone to all the endeavors of modern
physics: To show and prove the logical necessity of the Universe as we
experience it. The guidepost to this goal, say the physicists, is to be
found in the beauty of the equations. Beauty according to Shakespeare
is something “In the eye of the observer.” Beauty according to the
physicist is the “The logical invariance in Nature.”
Einstein’s Search.
Albert Einstein is here an
example
of a physicist who revolutionizes physics, only by following his sense
of aesthetics. When Einstein began, he found two shining theories:
Maxwell’s Theory of Electro-magnetism and the Gravitational Theory of
Newton. Nothing indicated that these theories might be erroneous--only
a small aesthetic discrepancy; they did not fit together. Maxwell’s
equations did not permit anything traveling between places faster than
the speed of light. On the other hand, the gravitation of Newton
distributed itself over cosmic distances with an infinite speed.
Einstein’s cure for this malady was a new theory of gravity,
relativity--which is, to this day, no doubt the most beautiful of all
science theories. Smitten by this beauty, also Einstein, like Newton,
fell for the desire after the last theory of the complete unification
of the Laws of Nature. He dedicated the rest of his life to this
endeavor; to melt together into one theoretical structure, Gravity and
Electromagnetism, in the form of something which has been called the
Unified Field Equation. This goal however, eluded him and he died
rather disappointed having not reached it.
Grand Unified Theories.
It was first towards the end
of the
seventies that a row of magnificent discoveries, recreated the old
deem: The American physicist Murray Gell-Mann, made predictions of the
inner construction of the nucleons; the quarks. With the help of these
fraction fractions of atoms, mathematically defined in the so called
Quantum Chromo Dynamics (QCD), it became possible to classify all
fundamental particles into three families. Success in reaching another
goal was registered, but any future Recipe for the Universe will depend
on this: This was the unification of the Weak and Electromagnetic
Energy exchanges into what now is known as the Electro-Weak-Force, a
unification which at the same time will be a kind of ancestor to any
future Grand Unified Theory (GUT) of the three of the four forces of
nature. This unification of the EMF, WNF and SNF is the primary goal of
physics and is today, along with Quantum Chromo Dynamics, the backbone
in the Standard Model, as the physicist now call the present
theoretical constructions of the physical Universe. However, according
to the QF-theory which is the fruit of The Little Scroll, which is the
subject of this chapter, this is not possible.
The Super Symmetry
Theories.
At about the same time that
the
GUT-Theories were being developed, the so called Super-Symmetry
Theories, or Susys, began to be created. These are theories which have
evolved out of what is known as the Kaluza-Kline discoveries, which
first appeared in 1919, and which are very special solutions to the
equations of general relativity from 1916. In 1919 the Koningsberg
mathematician, Theodore Kaluza, was experimenting with writing the
General Relativity equations in the “5th dimensions”. To his surprise
the equations transformed into those of Maxwell expressing
electromagnetism, showing for the first time a connection between
gravity and electromagnetism. In combination with mathematical models
known as Group Theory, these solutions have now evolved into the
Supersymmetry mathematics and have lead to the mathematical discovery
of twice the number of particles observed. These are known as the Susy
Particles, but these have never been experimentally detected.
The Superstring
Theories/Theories of Everything.
In the year 1968 the particle
physicist, Gabriel Veneziano at CERN, created mathematical models
reminiscent of strings, which worked well and to which the physicist
Yoichiro Nambu produced improved versions in 1970. In Nambu’s model,
the one dimensional strings vibrated and rotated and acquired the name
“string theory.” The model was then developed further by the physicists
Michael Green, John Schwartz and Edward Witten, and with the
incorporation of Super-Symmetry, the model became Superstring Theory.
This model then developed into the so called Theory of Everything in
1984. Although these theories do not include the observer, Man, they
were by many believed to be on the route to producing physics final
answers to everything in the Universe. However, ten years later, or in
1994, this method had produced five Theories of Everything that all
employed six additional dimensions in order to get around the
mathematical limitations imposed by the Incompleteness Theorem of Kurt
Gödel. This became an embarrassment to the string theories
physicists, since in their mathematical details, their experimentally
un-provable theories were all different and suggested that all that was
needed for a Superstring Theory of Everything, was a good
mathematician. Were many reminded of the 1980s warnings by the late
Nobel physicists, Paul Dirac, that superstrings were just some fancy
mathematics.
The Membrane
Theory/Theories of Everything.
Ten years after the 1984 birth
of
the Superstring Theories of Everything, the embarrassment of their
10-dimensional mathematical foundations, was in 1994 rectified by the
brilliant Edward Whitten’s by the production of the so-called
11-dimensiona M-theory, or Membrane Theory. However, no signs of any
connection to Life and the Observer’s Consciousness are anywhere
visible in these theorizations. Unfortunately, no experimentation is
possible in proving any of these theories. The energies required are
far too high. It would be this 11-dimensional format of theoretical
mathematical presentat-ion for the fundamental particles that
eventually would fit the closest to the 6-dimensional graphical format
given to the Aquarian in his vision.
The Search in Eastern
Ideas.
In the beginning of the
nineteen
eighties, some physicists began to see the paradoxes, the coincidences
and the statistical possibilities, as well as the requirement for the
Observer in quantum mechanics, as having been projected in the writings
of Hinduism, Buddhism and Taoism. Quantum mechanics, they suggested, is
just a rediscovery of Shiva or Mahadeva, the triple horned Hindu god of
destruction and cosmic solution. In continuation of this came the
criticism of the late David Bohm, after he had consulted Krishnamurti
and he had become conscious of the limits in the nature of the
scientific method; that is that the scientist does not turn his
attention inwards. Bohm’s remark; “The human minds ability to grasp
higher realities is denied or ignored by conventional science. Standard
science is a dead end because it analyzes experience into discrete
pieces. The human mind--and particularity the mind of the
physicist--has an overwhelming need to impose categories on experience.
As a result the seamless web of physical reality is divided into
separate events that seem to occur only side by side in different parts
of time and space.” By understanding Eastern mysticism, Bohm suggested
that physicists can free their minds, at least briefly, from the
self-created prison in order to attain an instant of scientific
creation. At Cambridge, Brian Josephson has for some time actively
practiced Eastern meditation techniques. He won the Nobel Prize in
1973, but has now as a meditation target, the relationship between
human intelligence and the world it observes, but he is a discipline of
Maharishi Mahesh and practices Transcendental Meditation. At these
proceedings professor Hawking declared; “I think all this is absolute
rubbish. Its pure rubbish! The Universe of Eastern mysticism is an
illusion. A physicist who attempts to link it with his own work has
abandoned physics.”
The Wave-function of
the Universe.
The Fundamental
Program of the Quantum Wave.
In all this, the previously
mentioned demand for the inclusion of the Observer in the findings of
Man’s investigation of the physical reality has disappeared completely
from the arena of the material world’s investigating sciences. This
means that the most important insight in physics is the one
previously quoted from Professor Stephen Hawking. In this he expresses
his believes in this final search of Man “I would like to know
exactly what happened between 10-33 second and 10-43. It is there that the
ultimate answer to all questions about the universe--life itself
included--lies.” What is here the foundation of this
deceleration is the hope of the physicists to find the “program” for
the wave-function of the Universe. That would then represent the
“program” for all wave-functions, as well as the wave-function of the
human brain.
While Einstein partook in this
search, he was quoted “I want to know how God created this world. I am
not interested in the phenomena of the spectra of this or that element;
I want to know his thought; the rest are details.” This in turn
reflected his remarkable focus on what is relevant, or what matters
most, when it comes to knowledge. Here it is Fred Alan Wolf who has the
sharpest comment; “Quantum mechanics appears to describe a universal
order that includes us in a very special way. In fact, our minds may
enter into nature in a way we had not imagined possible... Perhaps the
appearance of the physical world is magical because the orderly
processes of science fail to take the observer into account. The order
of the universe may be the order of our own minds.” This remark is one
of the most intuitively brilliant according to our understanding. Oddly
enough, the drug addicted doctor Sigmund Freud did in fact hit the nail
on the head when he said “The voice of the intellect is a soft one, but
it does not rest until it has gained a hearing. Ultimately, after
endless rebuffs, it succeeds. This is one of the few points in which
one may be optimistic about the future of mankind.” This is just what
we are about to witness in this chapter, as the Aquarian--our most
unusual, if not outright questionable hero--is about to gain a
personal hearing with God himself, in which he is to take receipt of
the most important information in the history of man.
Wednesday 12th December.
There were no other guests to
be
seen in the lobby nor did the Aquarian ever see any other guests in the
hotel. After registering his lodgings with the woman at the desk she
gave him the key advising that the room was at the end of the corridor
she pointed to. He grabbed his suitcase and flight kit and walked down
the hall, but by now the sensation in his head had completely
disappeared and had been replaced by the sensation that something
special would now take place. Sure enough, it started the moment he
closed the door to the room; a powerful feeling of not being alone
overwhelmed him. He placed his suitcase on the luggage-rack and as he
started taking his jacket of, he began to wonder at this
presence-sensation which now was growing. It was the same as he had
experienced in the hotel rooms in San Francisco and in Seattle, except
this time it was more powerful than ever before. Mindful of his
previous experiences, particularly the one of the O.O.B.E., he decided
to stay calm and see what would happen. He could however not help the
tendency to secure that there was really no one else in the room so he
looked in the bathroom behind the shower curtain and under the bead. No
there was no one in the room; how silly of him. The Aquarian’s
knowledge of paranoia made him want to check this further; he had to
convince myself that this was not some kind of paranoia attack. The
solution would be to leave the room; but if he was having some paranoia
fit; the feeling should follow him everywhere as it would be in his
head.
Again the Aquarian put on his
jacket and went to the reception but the presence-feeling left him as
soon as he locked the door of the room. In the reception he made up an
errand of asking for tourist brochures, but there were no other
available than those on the postcard rack. As he returned to the room
the same thing happened gain as soon as he closed the door. Well, if
there was something in here, it was something that was supposed to be
there, he decided; he was not going to let it disturb or create fears
in his consciousness. He took of his cloths and placed the pillows on
the middle of the bed and sat on them in his Burmese lotus posture, but
he had put out the lights. As he started receding his mantra and
gaining tranquility in his consciousness with his eyes closed, he moved
the focal point of consciousness back to the visual cortex in the back
of the head and “looked” for the colors inside the brain. He saw no
colors but he sensed the room full of something that seemed as soft
silvery light that was wrapping itself around him and he started
sensing the prana spiraling into his left ear and after a while he got
under the covers and put a rolled up pillow under his neck continuing
to recite his initiation mantra. He immediately got a pleasure
sensation in his guts and the heart started beating in a changed
powerful rhythm, pumping the blood to the brain so that the head
jerked. His consciousness slowed further down into the “theta phase”
and onward into un-conscious slumber that lasted about twenty minutes.
When he came out of it, the pleasure feeling in the body was
overwhelming and the state of consciousness was of indescribable joy
over nothing that he could attribute it to but his existence. He now
saw the colors of the yin and yang (indigo blue and magenta read)
rolling alternating and slowly into a silver ball. He knew the wave in
his head had become holistic and slow, so he again got back into the
Burmese posture on the pillows sitting still in the dark with the eyes
closed. After a while he placed his consciousness into a state of
examining its contents but did not have to wait long for thought
visions to appear. They were most unusual, but strong, clear and
unexpected.
The first sensation was the
none-audible voice within, which came on in unusually strong clarity,
but this voice was not that of his personal ego-will. The voice, which
seemed to be a lovely soft voice of a teenage boy, now said; “Apallo!
Remember the book by Steven Weinberg you read seven years ago; The
First Three Minutes”. He thought of the book and he remembered it. Next
the none-audible voice said; “Now remember the seventh chapter in this
book, the chapter titled; The First One-hundredth Second. Remember the
way Weinberg took it a part into second fraction frames, as in a movie
film.” The Aquarian felt as if he was answering; Yes, I do remember,
but at this the voice said; “All right, we are now going to show you
the missing slides in Weinberg’s presentation.” At this the Aquarian
thought; What is this? How strange? This has nothing to do with the
questions that have been predominant in my consciousness during the
past days. Or did it? Yes, it did have to do with Quantum Physics. It
was too far fetched. These thought shot through his consciousness in a
fraction of a second as he continued monitoring for the none-audible
voice, but it did not come again. After what could not have been more
than a couple of seconds, a series of visions started to appeared
inside the Aquarian’s brain and the focal point of his consciousness,
where it was sitting in the visual cortex, watched with interest. It
would be many hours later that he would start to become conscious how
unique these visions were. Shortly after the series of visions started,
the none-audible voice appeared as to explain the visions. The visions,
the voice said, were a series of movie film frames describing the
standard model of the Big Bang theory. The visions gave no idea of any
measurements involved in the events the described, just simple
pictures, jumping as the events progressed. The whole experience was
over in 15 to 20 minutes after which the none-audible voice said;
“Well, this is it, there is no more. Now you show everybody” at which
the voice disappeared. Nothing more came and the Aquarian became
conscious of the change in sensing of his consciousness; the feeling of
something being in his presence was gone. Everything was back to
normal. It was just after midnight and he felt a slight hunger
sensation and jumped out of the bead, switched on the light and put on
his trousers, shoes and a shirt. The local time was about 00:30 as he
went to the lobby where he asked the woman innkeeper about some food.
Yes. Certainly he could have a sandwich and some coffee. “You can take
it in the bar” she said as she pointed him to a small lounge where he
sat down after having ordered grilled ham and cheese with coffee.
He had taken with him the book; The
Holographic Paradigm, but somehow it had presently lost its interest;
his consciousness being preoccupied with the experience he had just
been through. The main questions in his mind were cantered around
trying to understand what these visions had to do with his brains
occupations in the past days or weeks; he had not thought of
Weinberger’s book for years. Why was it now cropping up through the
subconscious? What had this part of cosmology and particle physics to
do with his attempts at understand himself, his brain, the nature of
nature of his consciousness, the nature of his alcoholism and the
nature of reality? The Aquarian was not fully aware that he was no
longer up-to-date in the proceedings of physics and was not informed
enough about the theories regarding the GUT AREA in the standard Big
Bang model. As he waited for his coffee and sandwich, he continued
contemplating the whole seen. When the innkeeper lady brought his
order, he asked for some mustard and she smilingly obliged. After he
had become alone again, he decided that he would write down the central
visions in the series of visions he had just perceived; they had been
in a form similar to what is known as a Venn diagrams. He got up and
got a whisky glass from the bar and drew the last Venn diagram on the
last page of the book he was reading.
Hum. Yes. This is how it was.
Here was the Strong Nuclear Force. This
was the Week Nuclear Force and the Electromagnetic one. Hum. Yes; and
here was the force that controlled the most how the Universe was,
Gravity. These were their relations of these forces. The whole process
was equivalent to mathematical processes, the frames being the
equivalent to mathematical differential equations in a simplistic form.
Now then, all he needed to do is to add the Observer and his DNA. Hum.
Yes. Here is the analogical “I”, here the analogical “We” and here is
the combination of both. Simple! That was that. The answer was there.
Symmetrical and beautiful, yes it met the truth and beauty requirements
as well. The Aquarian sensed that the answers to all the questions of
the past days and weeks were here; he simply would have to sort them
out. That would be the next in order of his contemplations. It all
seemed so simple; nothing to it, since he had acquired this system of
talking to his Higher Power through his subconscious. It was really
outrageously simple. Why had he never thought of this before, but he
knew the answer to that question. He paid for his sandwich and went to
his room to catch some sleep during the couple of hours that were left
till calling time, then sleeping like a log during this short time. At
this stage in his evolution the Aquarian was completely unaware of what
the real meaning of his visions had been and it was just as well.
Captain Gee Gee called about two
hours later, “I pick you up in half an hour” to which the Aquarian
responded “I’ll be ready boss.” Arriving at the airport the crew
proceeded with the preflight routine; no problems were anticipated for
the next leg to Montreal Mirabelle. A telex awaited the crew,
confirming that after Montreal they were to position the aircraft to
Puerto Rico. There they would end the duty and were given the option to
continue home to Luxembourg, deadheading aboard the aircraft, or to
take crew rest and return commercially after taking full crew rest. The
aircraft arrived on the blocks and the incoming crew informed the
outgoing one that it was in top shape; no snags were reported. The
Aquarian got the computer plan for the flight, collected the whether
briefing and other papers and filed the flight plan. The flight would
have one passenger; a deadheading company captain.
As the Aquarian took his seat in
the cockpit and started going through the flight preparations, starting
and aligning the INS-navigation computers he found himself alone with
the flight engineer and realized that this was an opportunity to
apologize to him for the rough reactions to the unjust accusations that
he had some months prior leveled at him. He would ask the engineer
forgiveness without looking at what his attitude had been; that was no
longer the criteria. The Aquarian apologized for his behavior asking
the engineer his forgiveness. It probably was no surprise to the
engineer whose former wife was an Amateur Angle, but the Aquarian was
keenly aware that the engineer looked on this as admission of guilt on
his behalf. Though the Aquarian knew that the engineer had been in the
wrong, this mattered not; it was his own behavior that now mattered.
The engineer looked at him with a grinning face replying “I shall have
to think about this.” That was to be the end of this matter. It was not
the Aquarian’s business whether he would forgive him or not; his was to
seek the forgiveness.
Is this Eureka or have
I gone Nuts?
A short while later captain
Gee Gee
appeared with the dead heading captain who would sit in the cockpit
during the take-off and departure. Again it was to be the Aquarian’s
leg to fly and shortly after the engines had been cranked up and the
check-list completed, the 368,000 kg Boeing 747 aircraft, CV-flight
908, was at the end of the runaway with an airway and a take-off
clearance. When airborne the Aquarian executed a climbing turn on
course to Montreal. It was the middle of the night but as the aircraft
climbed the light from the sun began to light up the night sky across
the polar region. They were flying into the twilight part of the
midnight sun in the higher levels of the atmosphere. When the flight go
on course at the cruising level, Captain Gee Gee turned to the Aquarian
and asked whether he would like to be first for the berth in the
passenger cabin, but they were to take turns at sleeping in the back as
usual. As the Aquarian thought about the fact that the first part of
the flight was more of a bore than the last, he accepted.
The Aquarian got out of his seat
and went back to lie down on the long bunk that stretched a cross the
cabin against its rear bulkhead. The dead heading captain was already
snoring on one side of it. As he calmed down he sensed that the strange
motion sensation in his head of the past days seemed to be reoccurring
and he came to the same conclusion as before. This had to be some sort
of biofeedback associated with some sort of transfer from one brain
hemisphere to the other; that was what it felt like. Well what of it,
he had no power over it.
While the Aquarian laid there for a while thinking about the experience
he had made in the Fairbanks hotel, he found it easy to get into a
meditative state with the colors appearing when he had moved the focal
point of consciousness to the visual cortex. The more he thought of the
Venn diagram “equation” and observed it in his thoughts, the more it
seemed to tell me and he began to get the suspicion that this might
actually have something to do with the Gödel-Sperry connection he
had made. While going through this, the none-audible voice of the
subconscious came around and this time it brought the information that
something was to happen on the next leg from Montreal to Puerto Rico
and it would happen in the middle of the Bermuda Triangle. He got this
information a couple of times without further explanations. What was to
happen he wanted to know, but got no answer and eventually fell a sleep
for a couple of hours. He had no idea that he was now beginning to go
through the full force of what the occult sciences call “Awakening of
the Fire of the Kundalini”. However, knowing that would have been of
little use for him since he knew nothing about this and neither did
anyone else. It was enough that he knew roughly what was happening in
his brain; enough to keep him calm.
When the Aquarian awoke from his
two hour sleep he returned to the flight deck and relived captain Gee
Gee and for the reminder of the cruse, the cockpit remained quite.
There was not a word out of the flight engineer who dosed in his chair
and the Aquarian amused himself by watching the stars in the slightly
illuminated night sky so that only the first magnitude stars were
visible. His thoughts again centered on the visions in Fairbanks and he
began to attempt a systematic analyzes of their meaning. The visions
were sure to be just around the moment of the creation of time, parts
of the first hundredth of a second and was sure to be just either side
of the Plank Wall; most likely just prior to it. It was after these
thoughts that he started to re visualize the series of visions
backwards in the process and it was then that it happened that he
realized that the Venn diagram “was telling him” that the fore forces
known to Man, had originated in one. Yes, the visions indeed expressed
a Complete Unification of the four forces. Wait a minute! Hang on! That
was what the leading physicists of the world were seeking. That is what
Einstein, while in Princeton, had been seeking for the last thirty
years of his life. This was outrageous; he could not have been seeing
this. No way. These were sure to be some deletions. This simply could
not be. It was out of the question. He left the subject out of his
thoughts since he was now getting into VHF contact with the controllers
and it was time to get the whether at the destination and start to plan
the descend into Montreal.
As usual, Gee Gee’s sixth sense
awoke him just in time to appear in the cockpit just before
top-of-descend and a little while later the dead heading captain came
on the flight deck. The whether was nice and the Aquarian was advised
of a long descend before the approach, with one turn to finals. He
noticed making a slight miscalculation in his descend planning due to
an INS error and this in turn resulted in the aircraft arriving at the
initial approach altitude a couple of minutes to early. This meant a
couple of hundred pounds of unnecessary consumption of fuel, which was
something the Aquarian’s pedantic disposition did not like. This would
later bother him and he would take it as a sign of possible lack of
judgment but turned out that he was wrong; it would have happened no
matter how perfect his thinking processes.
After a smooth landing the Aquarian--which unknown to him was to be his
last landing of a 747 aircraft--he rolled the aircraft into the freight
bay and the crew prepared to spend the next seven hours on the ground,
of which six were to be spent sleeping. It would be good if he were
able to utilize them for sleep, considering the accumulated jet-lag in
his nerves system. For the crew rest the crew went to the airport
Hilton and as soon as the Aquarian had showered and shaved, he was in
the restaurant having some coffee and light snacks. His thoughts were
now centered on the outrage that had cropped up in my mind during the
last leg. Found the Unified Field Equation; how nutty can you get?
Maybe this is what the deletions of the mind look like. Well, if this
was some process of the subconscious conjured up to get him to drink;
how far could such a “fata morgana” go? Did it have to go all the way
to the Big Bang? Ridiculous! It was all too far fetched. An outrage!
Utter rubbish! It could be nothing else. Just think of it. It would
mean the Nobel Prize in most of the disciplines of the sciences. Apallo
what is happening to you? Then the information regarding the next leg;
something would happen in the middle of the Bermuda Triangle. Apallo,
where is this all leading to? What is going on? He got back to his room
and recited his mantra for a while before getting into his horizontal
posture. Now again, from out of nowhere and all over sudden, the strong
sensing of something being present, came over him and he felt strong
currents of the pranic spirals twisting into his right ear and
something like a light breeze touching his body.
Sleep came shortly after he got
under the sheets and he again awoke, feeling fully rested, about three
hours later. There was an hour to go before calling time and he spent
it lying in the bead further contemplating the processes of thought
that he had been going through the past hours. This time he tried to
take a positive view of what was going on. So what if you had been
given the Unified Field Equation in an alternate format. What if he had
discovered a Complete Unification Theory for the four forces of nature?
At any rate, this could not be a Grand Unified Theory unifying just the
three forces; it unified them all and included the Observer. He could
see that. So what of it? It did not mean the end of the world. Well,
what if these were all delusion, then they were his punishment for his
interest in physics. Well, he would find our as time passed. It was all
in the hands of his Higher Power. Why was he to worry? It was not his
business. It was a God-reality business. It would all sort it self out
anyway. God, what ever you are up to, it’s your business; this is too
big for me he thought.
He spent the rest of the time
before the pick-up to contemplate how the Venn diagram matched the
knowledge he had already gained about the construction of the human
brain; his brain. Here it showed him that it was fully consistent with
all what he had learned as well as all the insights that he had gained.
Perhaps that was just what it was; new insight into the fundaments of
reality and the human brain. However, why the cosmic consciousness or
the God-reality or what ever one called it, had to deliver this Big
Bang model to him, was beyond his present understanding. The spookiest
part about this “equation equivalent” was that it clarified all his
concepts of God but at the same time it seemed sort of blasphemous.
God’s existence, concepts of God, clarified through a Venn-diagram set
equation. Somehow this seemed preposterous. He did not know what to
think here. The awareness that the equation might eventually be capable
of answering all conceivable questions started creeping into his
consciousness and again put him on guard against self deception. The
situation again started to create doubts in his mind as he thought;
let’s have a look at what this is that will happen in the Bermuda
Triangle. Bermuda Triangle; was he turning into a nitwit, idiot or
cook? It was all starting to smack like a wacky fiction at the best and
getting a tone of sensationalism. Was this to be another episode in
Berlitze’s book? The crew-call came and they were off. Dam the
torpedoes! At the airport they found the aircraft empty, fuelled and
ready for flight. The paperwork was at hand and after the briefing they
left the blocks at 20:20 Local Time, or 01:20 Zulu Time (GMT).
Captain Gee Gee rotated the 747 in
the short, reduced thrust take-off run and CV 788 was airborne and
cleared on course for the three and a half hour flight to Puerto Rico.
The sun was setting as they headed in the direction of Long Island, New
York, climbing straight up to 39.000 feet with the empty 747. The
Aquarian diminished biofeedback activity in his brain had been
continuous since the experience in the hotel in Fairbanks but now he
was beginning to feel its reoccurrence and this time with occasional
stinging sensation in the guts, nerve-end itching and some light
vibrations in his left arm. However, the sensation in the brain was
nothing compared to what he had experienced during the last day in San
Francisco and during the night in Seattle, but it was there. As both
pilots were well rested, neither one wanted to go to the bunk in the
cabin, but the Aquarian wanted to be up front during the whole flight.
He was not going to miss this--what ever it was--that was to happen in
the Bermuda Triangle. Of course he did not dare mention this to his
fellow crew member. What a ridicule that would prompt? Apollo the
nutcase! Yech! For a moment he thought about how he and one of his
brothers had repeatedly dreamt of the volcanic eruption on Dragon
Island in detail and as it had happened in reality, years later. Well,
this was an improvement. He was now getting premonitions awake and on
short notice. No need to wait for years to see whether they would come
true or not.
Thirty seven minutes after becoming airborne CV 788 crossed the eastern
seaboard of the USA, shortly after passing overhead JFK setting course
heading south across the Atlantic for Puerto Rico. The track would take
the flight smack through the center of the mystical area forming the
notorious Bermuda Triangle. This was exciting since the Aquarian did
not believe in the spooky tails of the Bermuda Triangle; the lost USN
flight 19 and all. The flight had been a smooth ride since it had
reached its cruising altitude of thirty nine thousand feet twenty five
minutes before leaving the coast. The sky was clear, there were no high
clouds and the moon, an almost full face, could be seen through some
mist in the general direction of the flights heading. Captain Gee Gee
was flying the leg and the Aquarian was monitoring the navigation and
making the position reports. There was not much to do now that they
were on the ocean track and the Aquarian relaxed in the seat for the
next hour and thought about the past days, but by now the sensation
that something was about to happen was rapidly increasing.
When CV 788 had past a checkpoint
called CHAMP--an hour and a half before midnight local time--it entered
into some mild clear air turbulence or CAT as it was commonly called.
The Aquarian switched momentarily all the INS-navigation computers to
the wind position where he could get a direct indication of the wind;
it indicated 270 degrees at 23 knots. He had already noted that the
wind was different from the forecasted and they were not getting the
tailwind component forecasted. The CAT effect increased slowly but
steadily for the next thirty minutes but by this time the Aquarian had
started to notice that there was something odd about this CAT. The wind
indication on the INS was steady all the time and the outside air
temperature and the MAC number and airspeed indications were steady.
These three indications invariably fluctuated when CAT was encountered
and the more the stronger the CAT activity. During this time he started
noticing a gradual build up of a sensation of being touched all around
the head which he had experienced before, but not as strong as now.
Occasionally he noticed the pranic spirals entering his right ear but
most amazing was something that seemed like a thin veil of grey
radiation extending about five to ten inches out from the surface of
the aircraft where he looked out of the windows. It seemed something
similar to the Saint Elmo’s Fires that he knew when flying through
thunderstorms, but this radiation was gray, not blue as the SEF. It was
all very spooky.
An hour before midnight local CV 788 crossed point SWAPS and now the
strange CAT effect doubled in intensity and so did the sensation around
the top of his head. It did now feel like that he had a heavy helmet on
his head; a helmet that was a size to small. The strangeness of the
situation now became apparent in the fact that none of the indications
normally associated with a CAT appeared on the INS or the instruments.
Flight CV 788 was now entering the middle of the Bermuda Triangle and
the Aquarian now, for the first time since he had gone fore therapy,
got a feeling of fear. The feeling seemed alien, since had had not
experienced it for such a long time; 100 days at least. The strange CAT
effect could now be classified as moderate and stile there were not
even the expected fluctuations in the airspeed and temperature or the
wind-shear indication on the INS. This continued for the next forty
minutes until passing point ENDER where the CAT effect became moderate
to severe and sitting in the aircraft became like bronco busting. The
pilots had both been sitting quietly up until now watching the
instruments and trying to make some sense out of what was happening. In
addition to this the Aquarian had his weird sensations to add to his
questions; the flight had become most unpleasant. A short while after
CV 788 passed ENDER, the Aquarian turned to Gee Gee and said “I’m going
to call New York and ask for a lower level.” Gee Gee nodded his head
and the Aquarian had to repeat the suggestion for a verbal confirmation
since he did not know whether he was really nodding his head or whether
it was just shaking. “Ye, by all means get us a lower level. This is
not flying any more. This is camel riding.” The Aquarian called New
York on the HF and New York came back with the information that there
was an Eastern flight from Puerto Rico to New York yet to be cleared,
advising that when CV 788 had passed the next position, KRAFT, it would
be cleared down. The Aquarian acknowledged and asked for the flight
number of the Eastern flight which was 2000 feet below at 37.000 and
now he got on the VHF radio and called the Eastern flight which
immediately responded. The pilots reported a “silk smooth ride” for
their flight. “It’s a good night for flying,” the Eastern pilot added
and the Aquarian thanked him for the information. CV 788 would have to
stay in this mysterious CAT conditions for the next half an hour and
the CAT effect increased and reached severe proportions shortly before
reaching KRAFT at midnight local time. By now the Aquarian had enough
to do in dealing with his thoughts; there had come plenty of fears into
his consciousness and all kinds of speculative visions of impending
disasters, but other than the severe shaking of the aircraft, there
were no signs that indicated that the flight might be upset. His main
worries were connected to thinking of some conditions that might
deprive us of the generators and thus place the flight in jeopardy, but
these fears were connected to the strange visual radiation on the
airframe and the, by now strong sensation around his head.
Thursday 13th December.
Seven minutes after midnight
local
time CV 788 passed point KRAFT and was cleared to descend to flight
level 370 or thirty seven thousand feet and shortly after leaving
flight level 390 the bizarre CAT disappeared as did the sensations that
the Aquarian had been experiencing. Seventeen minutes later CV 788
crossed point LENNT and began the descend into Puerto Rico where there
were broken clouds about 2000 feet above the field and once
through these the lights of the city of San Juan and its surroundings
became into view. The sight looked beautiful and felt good and Captain
Gee Gee touched the 747 smoothly down a few minutes later. The flight,
Charley Victor Seven Eight Eight, had come to an end and so had the
Aquarians flying carrier, but of that the Aquarian had no premonition
at the time. The local time was 01:07 in the night, 05:07 GMT and the
new day was the 13th of December which was Lucia’s Day in Scandinavia
when our hero arrived in the city that was named after the apostle
which had received the prophesy the Aquarian was living. However, of
this the unsuspecting Aquarian knew nothing; the other experiences he
was going throug sufficed.
The Two Witnesses.
Part Two, Chapter Eight
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 11.)
The Two Witnesses
The Aquarian’s
seeking of Counsel
resulting in a Deadly Label. Second Half of the Second Massive
Biofeedback Surge in the Aquarian's Brain and the End of: "The Second
Horror."
Science cannot solve the ultimate
mystery of Nature. And it is because in the last analysis we ourselves are a part of the mystery we are
trying to solve.
Max Planck.
Book of Revelation
Chapter 11.
1) I was then given a
stick that looked like a measuring-rod, and was told, “Go and measure
the temple of God and the altar, and count those who are worshiping in
the temple. 2) But do not measure the outer courts, because they have
been given to the heathen, who will trample on the Holy City for
forty-two months. 3) I will send my two witnesses dressed in sackcloth,
and they will proclaim God’s message during those 1260 days.” 4) The
two witnesses are the two olive trees and the two lamps that stand
before the Lord of the earth. 5) If anyone tries to harm them, fire
comes out of their mouths and destroys their enemies; and in this way
whoever tries to harm them will be killed. 6) They have authority to
shut up the sky so that there will be no rain during the time they
proclaim God’s message. They have authority also over the springs of
water, to turn them into blood; they have authority also to strike the
earth with every kind of plague as often as they wish. 7) When they
finish proclaiming their message, the beast that comes up out of the
abyss will fight against them. He will defeat them and kill them, 8)
and their bodies will lie in the street of the great city, where their
Lord was crucified. The symbolic name of that city is Sodom, or Egypt.
9) People from all nations, tribes, languages, and races will look at
their bodies for three and a half days and will not allow them to be
buried. 10) The people of the earth will be happy because of the death
of these two. They will celebrate and send presents to each other,
because those two prophets brought much suffering upon mankind. 11)
After three and a half days a lifegiving breath came from God and
entered them, and they stood up; and all who saw them were terrified.
12) Then the two prophets heard a loud voice say to them from heaven,
“Come up here!” As their enemies watched, they went up into heaven in a
cloud. 13) At that very moment there was a violent earthquake; a tenth
of the city was destroyed, and seven thousand people were killed. The
rest of the people were terrified and praised the greatness of the God
of heaven. 14) The second horror is over, but the third horror will
come soon!
Revelations 9.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 11 : 01-14.
The events in the life of the
Aquarian described in this part, are events that must take place in
order for him to undestand the purpouse of the vision he experienced in
Alaska. These are, like in the other QF-interpretations, descriptions
of that which is taking place in the Aquarian's consciousness and
brain, with secondary reference to what is taking place in his
environment, as well as in his interactions with others. However, as
this part deals with the Aquarian's dealings with two
individuals--addiction coucellors that are working with psycholgists
and psychiatrists--whose wrong approach to the correction of the
functional dissorders in the human brain, lead to him loosing
everything and severly thretten his life, these metaphores are seen as
covering an esxtended period, or three and a half years. This is what
makes the QF-interpretaion of this chapter one of the most difficult of
all the chapters, to explain clearly.
1) As indicated in the first verse, this has to do with the Aquarian's
efforts at getting councill on his condition including that of getting
an acessment of what is taking place in the spatial hemisphere of his
brain; the "Go and measure the temple of God and the altar, and count
those who are worshiping in the temple." This measuring of the "temple
and the altar" takes place as the Aquarian tells the two counsellors
that he seeks the healp from, about his experience in the hotel in
Alaska and on his journey through what is known as the bermuda
triangle. 2) However, little does the Aquarian know that this is a
phenomenon which no one on planet earth knows what is, much the less
understands or can explain. The only response he can get is that the
counsellors think that he may be going through a psychotic episode of
some sort; in all probability, a manic-psycosis episode. At this stage
the Aquarian is beginning to continuing to go through his "second
horror" or the seocnd half of the second biofeed surge in his brain,
but from now on he is to go through 42 months of mild
biofeedback--"trample the Holy City"--accompanied by stong virtual
energy spiral perceptions.
3) The "two witnesses dressed in
sackcloth" are the two counsellours to
which the Aquarian goes for help and the "sackcloth dress" is a
metaphor for the false humility mask that these people carry. The
Aquarian, will during the "forty-two months" or "1260 days" of his
biofeedback, be strongly concerned with the important learning that the
actions of the two "witnesses" teach him and the seriousness of the
error in their teaching. 4) The accompanying metaphor of the "two olive
trees and lamps beforee the Lord of the earth" are the selve-perception
faculties of the matter hemisphere--"the earth"--and the corresponding
fliter copy of this in the spatial hemispheric introns; this is better
known as the EGO and the SUPEREGO. This is a metaphoric description of
the condition of the brain of recovered alcoholics, which do not belive
in a Higher Power and have not achieved spiritual awakening.
5) The main insight that the Aquarian derrives from his association
with these "two witnesses" is the danger that is involved in the
oposition to their counselling methods concerning what is known as
"dual diagnosis", which is later to become one of the fundamental
issues in the Aquarians work. 6) The three different "authoirity"
powers given to the "two witnesses" and the effect they have in the
life of the Aquarian, through his acceptance of their councelling on
alcholism and addictions--"proclaim God’s message"--are the "no rain",
"springs of water into blood" and "earth with every kind of plague" is
a metaphor for the effect of the drug the Aquarian reluctantly agrees
to take through their counselling.
7) It is not untill the Aquarian fully understands that he had to go
through the experience with the "two falsce witnesses" in order to
become fully capabel of understanding the error of modern
allopathic medicine, that he eventually owercomes his "filter
centiments" for them, "the beast... out of the abyss.... fights... and
kills them" 8) For the Aquarian it takes a long time to understand this
and his "filter induced centiments" continue talking of their lack of
proper knowledge and the serious damage the erronious councelling
wrought in his life--"bodies lie in streets of the great city, where
their Lord was crucified.... Sodom, or Egypt".
9) As the Aquarian continues his membership in the fellowship of the
Amateur Angels, his experience with the "two witnesses" will reoccure
in his consciousness--"people from all nations, tribes, languages, and
races.... will not allow them to be buried", the main reason for this
is his conviction that the attitude of the "two witnesses" is precisely
what is disturbing the effisciencey of the fellowship in saving addicts
and is threttening its very existence. 10) The attendence of the
Aquarian to the fellowship keeps him constantly aware of this fact and
it becomes one of the main motives for his future work--"people of the
earth will be happy because of the death of these two. They will
celebrate.... because those two prophets brought much suffering upon
mankind" 11) Eventually, after the three and a half years, the 42
months, the 1260 days, the Aquarian achieves forgives in his spatial
hemisphere for the "two witnesses", which produces--"three and a half
days a lifegiving breath came from God and entered them, and they stood
up; and all who saw them were terrified"--which is the filter in he
matter hemispheric background program (see figure 039-seconday
program).
12) Here the forgiveness is manifested in--"the two prophets heard a
voice say...., “Come up here!” As their enemies watched, they went up
into heaven in a cloud"--but this is as before the filter in he matter
hemispheric background program. 13) At the time of the Aquarian's
forgivenss--three and a half years later--he goes through the end of
the biofeed corrections to his brain's fundamental programs, but this
is accompanied by strong quantum change vibrations--"At that very
moment there was a violent earthquake; a tenth of the city was
destroyed" During this process the rest of the filter in the spatial
hemispheric neurons are removed, or--"seven thousand people were
killed."
14) With the Aquarian's agreement to take lithium the second massive
biofeedback surge in his brain is stopped, or "second horror is over",
however, his third and last massive biofeedback is yet to come--"third
horror will come soon"--but this is in reality a continuation of the
second surge, which is now effectively being put on hold through his
lithium consumption
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 11 : 01-14
The Second Half of the
Massive Biofeedback Surge
in the
Aquarian’s Brain during
“The Second
Horror.”
The Two Witnesses.
Narration by
“Morgan le Fay.”
Well, well, well! Here we are
in
the city named after the apostle that is credited with the Book of
Revelation; the Apocalypse of St. John, as many know it. It is one
thing for anyone to go through to brake the seventh seal and get to
receive the little scroll talked about in the Revelation, through a
major spiritual upheaval or transcendent state accompanied by the onset
of major chemical withdrawals; it is yet quite another to comprehend
what has happened to one self in such circumstances. This is not just
unusual but disturbing to say the least; disturbing to the extent that
most people going through such an experience for the first time, would
seriously question their own mental health. This is just the case with
the Aquarian who has no idea about what is happening to him, other than
that he had been expecting withdrawals from his cross-addiction of
codeine and alcohol; which is something he does not have experience
with either. The Aquarian at this stage knows nothing about the
phenomenon of Kundalini, or Quantum Change and consequently has no idea
that if this process goes wrong, then it may produce any one of the
major psychiatric illnesses. Obviously, he does not know that if this
process is successful it will cure him not just of his addictions, but
most other defects as well. He knows of course nothing about this being
what is known as a fast recovery and the he is in relative protection
from it going astray, due to the fact that he is working both of his
brain’s neuro-inhibitory faculties; the Jamais vu-spiritual faculty and
the Desja vu-empathy faculty. He knows nothing about the danger for a
severely functionally imbalanced brain working only the Jamais
vu-spiritual faculty and the danger of psychosis it can produce.
Neither has he ever heard of the “shamady state” or the “satory state”,
which are achieved through the fast version of this phenomenon and
although he has heard talk of enlightenment; he does not know how that
comes about and what that is.
No, our poor little recovering alcoholic addict angel of light to be,
the Aquarian, contrary to what he thinks himself, does not know
anything; and understands even less. Flying a Boeing 747 is not a proof
of knowledge; nor is it proof of understanding. He does not know in
what life threatening situation he is in and much the less does he know
how much more life threatening the situation is going to get when he
endeavors to seek expert explanation for this, as well as advice and
guidance. How could the poor Aquarian know this; no one on the planet
does know what this is or how it comes about, except perhaps some
mystics or oriental witchdoctors who may be able to explain this in the
form of mythological metaphors at the best. In the terms of physics and
biology, nothing is to be had in the form of explanation anywhere on
the planet.
Fundamentally, the reason for this
ignorance is found in the fact that man’s sciences of physics and
molecular biology have not been able to produce the correct models for
the human brain (and for that matter for all other central nervous
systems) and its basic functions as well as its malfunctions. This in
turn leads to man’s ignorance of how the functional disorders of the
human brain are created and how these will eventually, once they have
produced enough imbalance in the brain’s fundamental programming,
produce anything from neurosis to severe psychiatric illnesses. In
other words, the most serious consequence of the ignorance of the
Kundalini, or Quantum Change phenomenon in humanity, are the
psychiatric and epileptic disorders in man and the consequential modern
“witchdoctoring” that is being applied to this problem. This means that
hundred of thousands of humans are subjected to insolvable dysfunctions
in their thinking and subjected to the consumption of chemicals, which
are alien to the human brain and which causes the functional disorder
imbalance in the first place.
No, the Aquarian does not know any
of thee things, but what is worse is that he does not know that through
all the confusion this ignorance produces is that the psychologists and
the psychiatrists cannot differentiate between a healthy recovery
Kundalini, or Quantum Change. This results in a deadly “dual diagnosis”
treatment for alcoholics and addicts, on top of all the other deadly
depression “dual diagnosis” of these professions; but this is the part
of the ignorance the has to do with the missing neurological
explanations for the “miracle of the recovery process” produced by the
12-step program of the Amateur Angels.
This is the reason that on the next
day after his arrival in Orlando it will be the 14th of December 1984
which is the 84th birthday of the New Physics or of Man’s Quantum
Mechanic view of reality we have the poor Aquarian in dire straits with
this Quantum Change phenomenon taking place in his central nervous
system. Here the Aquarian is totally ignorant of both the anniversary
and its connection to his condition, but he, like the rest of humanity,
does not know that half of his life’s events are predestined and that
he has for the past two months been gradually inching into adjusting
his actions to the predestined part. This had begun during the weeks
before the Aquarian’s going for the detoxification and rehabilitation,
and was taking place through the guidance of his subconscious, which
since the spiritual experience on the 22nd of November had been coming
stronger into his consciousness to regulate his behavior ever since.
This means that what now takes place in the Aquarian’s life is
something that the collective- cosmic consciousness has planed for him
in order that he may become aware of this problem in its widest scope.
The insight into these problems has to be a part of his “digestion” of
the little scroll, which he has now—metaphorically speaking—has
swallowed.
These predestined events in the
Aquarian’s life surrounding the experience he had made in the past 24
your, now crystallize in his meeting with “The Two Witnesses”, but they
have to do with the immediate events following his discovery and leads
to his withdrawals being erroneously arrested. This chapter tells how
he begins to realize the meaning of his discovery and at the same time
starts to go through the final withdrawals from the painkillers. He
initially refuses to believe the possibility of him having made the
discovery of the final Grand Unifying Theory and begins doubting his
sanity. He then goes to see a couple of Chemical Addiction Counselors
in Florida, who are working for his employer and also working with
psychologists and psychiatrists dealing with addictions, which in this
case becomes detrimental to his recovery. His reasons for seeing these
counselors are twofold, one to obtain a medical certificate while going
through the withdrawals and at the same time he intends to consult the
counselors on his psychiatric condition. They in turn, most naturally,
declare him insane and advice him that there will be no medical
certificate unless he voluntarily enters an open psychiatric ward.
After some contemplation he finally finds himself forced to agree and
he then stays for three and a half days in this ward. The counselors
are further instrumental in getting a psychiatrist to write an
erroneous report concerning his mental condition and the Aquarian goes
through the experiences of meeting “The First Nutcracker.”
Thursday 13th December.
The Day of the
Return of the Dragon.
The Cargolux Boeing 747,
flight CV
788, arrived on the blocks in San Juan Airport at 01:07 Local Time, or
05:07 Zulu (GMT) on the 13th of December. An hour after their landing
in San Juan, the Aquarian and Captain Gee Gee found themselves in a
taxi on our way to a hotel on the beach. They had both, for different
reasons, decided to take the crew rest in San Juan and commercial
afterwards home, but the engineer decided to continue on the aircraft.
They got to the hotel and the Aquarian started thinking about the
numerous questions lodging in his consciousness as he went through the
business of checking into the hotel and getting to my room. As usual,
the shower felt unusually good but now he noticed that the biofeedback
sensation was back in his head and this time it seemed much stronger
than the last days in San Francisco and Seattle. He also noticed that
his digital watch had gone crazy with its readings all garbled. His
next questions would be whether he had also gone crazy and he felt an
urgent need to find someone to talk to about his experiences in
Fairbanks and in the Bermuda Triangle, even though he was aware that
there were only a few physicists on Planet Earth that would be capable
of understanding what he was talking about when it came to discussing
the insight into the so called GUT AREA in the standard Big Bang model.
What had happened in the Bermuda Triangle was all clear to him the CAT
had been Schrödinger’s Cat. That was all clear. It had been the
hidden variables. He laughed to himself. It was all really funny he
thought. The sun bombarding the Earths ions in the upper atmosphere
with high energy photons on the other side of the earth and the
downwind spirals had been hitting the aircraft on the opposite side of
the planet. The effects of these downwind spirals had to be working to
such low levels though investigations indicated that they would not go
below 100.000 feet. This was an exception of course. It had to be
something like that if it was ever to be explained. It was no ordinary
high altitude wind shear, the indications on the instruments supported
the sensations he had been experiencing. What a coincidence! What a
synchronicity! The only other conceivable explanation was
Schrödinger’s Cat, the hidden variables; an explanation at the
border of the logical sciences.
The hotel room was on the fifth
flour and had a lovely view from its window over the beach and harbor
entrance, but held no interest for the Aquarian who pulled the thick
curtains to darken the room. He now found that the state of sensation
in his brain was increasing in intensity and he knew that he would not
be unable to sleep with this, what he now took to be some sort of
biofeedback action in his brain. Even the short bursts of fine
vibrations in my left arm which he had experienced in Montreal were
coming back. Maybe he was about to have a heart attack, or maybe he was
starting to develop Parkinson’s syndrome. He decided to sit in his
mixture of Zen and Mahayana, Burmese Lotus posture and meditate the
past on-goings and see if he could come up with a decision on what
action to take. There was no doubt about it, the on-going in his
central nerves system and body where withdrawal symptoms from the
painkillers and other medication that he had been using in ever
increasing and uncontrolled dosages the last seven years before he
entered detoxification. These chemicals must have begun to radiate out
of the neurons. The time was right as it had been suggested by the
Amateur Angles that this might occur between 90 and 110 days after
stopping consumption. No one could tell him what this would be like in
precise details, how severe it would be or how long it would last. When
he had made the decision to get of in Puerto Rico, it had been with
thoughts of returning home to Luxembourg via Atlantiz and to consult
the addicted psychiatrist in the detox in which he had been initially
interned in.
As he now sat in the meditative posture and started to get the wave
whole and slower, he found his thoughts to contain the strong sensation
of something being present but this did not bother him any more. The
thought processes centered on a decision as to what he should do and
the advice of the elderly Amateur Angle in San Francisco came to my
mind. “When the withdrawals start, stop working and attend a lot of
meetings. Eat well and rest well. Take a hot bath and pray while you
are in it.” Even the last strange suggestion made sense to him now; the
hot bath would calm his nerves system and the praying would produce
endorphins and dopamines. Yes it all made sense but how long would
these on-going last? How severe would they get? He would need a medical
attest for his employer to cover him while he was going through this.
The personal manager was sure to start creating difficulties for him
after all the other sick-leaves during the year. He was sure to try all
to make life difficult for him after he had “lost face” on the salary
issue after his six weeks away from work during the detox and rehab. He
was one of the natives of Luxembourg that “wrote the law” himself as he
went along, when he was dealing with foreigners.
To the Aquarian’s thoughts were added the need for discussing his
insights into the GUT AREA, the possibility of a Unified Field Equation
the included the Observer; preferably someone who could evaluate this
and at the same time his mental condition. It was all quite confusing
and he decided that he would have to deal with all this slowly. The
withdrawals were first on his list the Aquarian thought, but he would
not be capable of dealing with anything before he had gone through the
withdrawals; thinking this he now laid turned on the television and
soon as he started viewing he noticed that the double interpretation of
the program had again started in his brain. He soon started to get the
same feeling as in San Francisco as if someone was trying to get some
important information to him through the television and at the same
time he found himself identifying with all the persons in the program
and seeing himself as each of them. He did of course not know that this
was a continuation of the return of the function of his
“mirror-compassion- empathy neurons” in his spatial hemisphere. This
was not much fun observing as it gave the Aquarian a bad feeling to
which he reacted by laying down on the bead and sleeping for about a
half an hour.
When he awoke his thoughts were somehow with a sense of disgust;
starting to go through withdrawals that are both psychological and
physical, accompanied with a series of extraordinary insights that
culminate in some sort of a discovery; an outrageously rare sort of
discovery. This was then followed by a series of bizarre and spooky
experiences; it all seemed quite outrageous mildly put and there was no
question that he needed to make decisions on what to do. First decision
would be regarding the withdrawals.
He again sat in my meditative
posture and examined the content of his consciousness and after he had
gotten the wave function in the state he wanted he became amazed at how
easy it had become for him and how much power he seemed to have over
his state of consciousness. It did not take long and the none-audible
voice was there and it gave him one key word; Cornerstone Institute.
That seemed to be all he got from the voice, it came no more but he
took the hint and meditated it. Yes, this was sure to be the solution;
the Cornerstone Institute was on the intended route back home via
Atlantiz and he could get of there and consult Hanjoson and his wife.
They had a consulting contract with his employer and were sure to be
able to provide a sick leave attest that would cover him against the
personnel manager’s assaults. Since they were both recovering addicts
and trained as counselors on addictions, they were sure to possess
knowledge regarding his late appearing withdrawals from chemicals. A
couple of the Amateur Angles in Luxembourg had spoken very highly of
them and told him that they were running a detox and a rehabilitation
center in Orlando. That would be it; he would stay there while going
through the late appearing withdrawals. He would be in a protected
environment and amongst other addicts and he thought of how comforting
it might be to talking to Mr. and Mrs. Hanjoson who additionally to the
councilor’s code of confidence, they as members of the fellowship,
could be trusted to keep confident all what went between him and them.
He could tell them all without risking that they would tell others.
It was indeed a brilliant idea that his Higher Power had through the
none-audible voice provided him with thought the Aquarian. He picked up
the telephone and called their number at home in Orlando; he had the
number from the brochures on the “Family Assistance Program” they were
selling to his employer. It was in the middle of the night in Orlando
as in Puerto Rico, but this was an emergency and he soon had Hanjoson
on the phone and he could hear that he had awakened him. After
apologizing for calling at this hour and excusing this with
explanations of the urgency of his condition, the Aquarian told him his
position and what was going on and further that he wanted to come to
Orlando and go through the withdrawals there using his counseling and
that of his wife during this time. He would truly appreciate it if he
could meet him at the airport reiterating that if he had ever needed
consultation in his life, then it was now. Hanjoson agreed to meat him
at the airport and the conversation ended. To the Aquarian’s surprise
he could detect something that seemed like a grudge in his voice all
through the conversation and he ascribed that to the fact that he was
calling him up at four o’clock in the morning. The phone call made him
however feel better and he sensed the good feeling after having made a
decision and acted on it; it was a feeling of being responsible,
responsible for himself and his sickness. One thing was for sure, he
was not doing any further flying while going through these withdrawals.
He would remain grounded until he was fully through them and for that
he needed a medical attest. Hopefully the withdrawals would not last
too long but he knew that he would be much better of afterwards. He got
out of the room and went out of the hotel for a walk and found a nearby
outlet for food and drink and sat down there and sipped fruit juices
for about an hour after which he walked a round in deep thoughts. A
homeless tramp that was lying on a bench and asked for money without
rising up, brought him out of his thinking and he gave him a dollar and
returned to the hotel. The time was getting close to six local when he
got to the room and he laid down for a couple of hours of sleep before
Gee Gee would call him for breakfast.
The morning light of the 13th of
December, Lucy’s Day, came to Puerto Rico, but this was the day of
Santa Lucia which the Scandinavian’s celebrated, mainly in Sweden as a
part of the advent. It was the day of the celebration of the candle
light; however, that it was the day of Lucifer to some he did not know.
It was a lovely sunny day and unknown to him it would be a good day for
him personally, even though he would not understand for a long time
what was so good about it. He noted that it was the one hundredth day
since he had been given the last psycho-pharmaceutical in the detox in
Atlantiz and his 104th day of official sobriety. It all matched what I
had been told by the Amateur Angels.
Captain Gee Gee called shortly
after eight and told the Aquarian that he would see him in about a half
an hour for breakfast; after which they set about getting their ticket
for the flight home. The Aquarian advised Gee Gee that he would
probably not be continuing through to Luxembourg and was intending to
go to Orlando and see there the company’s counselors of the Cornerstone
Institute. There he would make a decision whether he was continuing on
to Atlantiz or back to Luxembourg. Gee Gee made no comments, the flight
was to have an intermediate landing in Miami and the Aquarian was to
fly from there to Orlando where he might spend a couple of days there
before continuing home. The biofeedback sensation was now going the
same way as it had in San Francisco and Seattle and he sensed that his
thinking processes were amazingly clear but unusually fast. Somehow he
enjoyed this; what fun it would be if one could be this clear and fast
at thinking all the time. He was still feeling short bursts of
vibrations, mainly in his left arm and hand; short sensations of spasms
were occasionally felt his abdomen. The physical effect of the
withdrawals did not bother him, it was the thinking about the
experience during the past days and the night before that did. Here the
experience in the hotel in Alaska and the possibility that he might
have found the “ultimate equation” or alternatively, the possibility
that he might be temporarily or permanently insane, that was troubling
him. In spite of all this he felt amazingly rested though he had only
enjoyed a couple of hours of sleep after the last leg. After coffee and
some toast and rolls the two pilots walked up the street to the Pan Am
office for their tickets. On the way Gee Gee started talking about the
“CAT” they had experienced on the flight the night before; to him this
was not a natural Clear Air Turbulence and he made no bones about it.
“The Bermuda Triangle screwed-up my watch; it was all crazy after the
flight, I had to reset it when I awoke this morning”. At this the
Aquarian told him about his experience with his watch to which he
exclaimed. “See, it is no nonsense what they say about that triangle;
there is something mysterious going on there”. The Aquarian agreed with
him and told him so, even though he did not tell him of the experience
which apparently, only he had made during the flight. It did feel
comforting to know that someone else, not just he alone, had been
experiencing the strangeness and aberrations. A couple of hours later
they were on an Eastern flight to Miami where their paths parted.
The Aquarian felt “the strong
spirit” or the strong biofeedback action with-in his head and was now
becoming conscious of his consciousness expanding although he did not
define it as such. There was no question in his mind that he was
rapidly becoming more and more conscious in the subconscious part of
his brain; the left hemisphere. The feeling of joy was strong, but was
at the same time accompanied by the conscious awareness that he might
be experiencing some form of delusions that accompanied the withdrawal.
His logic told him that he was acquiring massive amounts of endorphins
and dopamines which sealed of his Limbic System and that the Limbic
System along with the Pons and the Medulla were starting to get rid of
the accumulative residue of chemicals. On the way the “strong spirit”
would get unstable for brief periods and he was conscious of it when it
happened; this was always caused when-ever he began to think more about
the possibility that he might have made the insight that would
eventually answer all questions that could be asked by man. The big
disturbance centered on the thought “Why me? Why me?” He was comforted
by the thought that he was on the way to meet with friends in a little
while, friends who would know and understand; knowing the solution
would be to talk to some Amateur Angels and to attend their meeting
continuously while he was going through the withdrawals. He knew this
all had to do with further increased cleansing of his nerve system and
the reorganizing of the bits in his spatial hemisphere and he was
convinced that he would be even stronger mentally and spiritually after
he had been through this. This put him at ease, but the questions
loomed; how long would this take, and how painful would it be going
through it? Maybe the counselors would be able to shed some light on it
all, after all they had been sober for 6 and 8 years and had further
been through training in Minnesota at the Hazelden Foundation. They
were sure to know the answers; however, it would later turn out that he
had been too optimistic about these individuals and it was just as well
that it was so. It was just as well that he did not know their true
character and false nature; he was later to learn about this, after
they had destroyed the basis for his family life, profession and
economic existence with their pretentious knowledge and abilities. It
would take him three and a half years to overcome his sense of loathing
of what they were doing and what character they had; however, the
resentments that he would acquire for them did not have to do with his
emotions; they had to do with his logical view of reality and human
frailty. It would however not take him long to understand why he had to
go through this experience; why this would all have to happen and the
reasons why. He would later understand that all that was happening,
even that which would later seem as a negative experience, had to
happen; otherwise he would be incapable of understanding the outcome of
the experiment that he was going through.
It was late afternoon when the
Aquarian arrived in Orlando, where Leon de Ponz had heard the Indians
talk about the Fountain of Eternal Youth. Hanjoson awaited him as he
came out of the arrival lounge and he recognized him from the
description he had given him on the phone; a huge man with a beard
making the Aquarian seem like a midget next to his side. When they met,
the Aquarian gave him a hug in tact with the tradition of the Amateur
Angels, which he immediately sensed that Mr. Hanjoson did not like. He
noticed also that he was scrutinizing him closely but he decided not to
let it disturb him. When they were out of the terminal they got into
his car and drew of to where he and his wife sold their counseling in a
rented one store wooden office building. Their counseling covered just
about any conceivable life management problem human beings have for
which they had ordinary, none addicted psychologists working on, but
they themselves were supposed to handle the addiction problems. Once
inside the building the Aquarian met Mr. Hanjoson’s polish wife,
Rimano, who did not show any aversion to his hugging here but Mr.
Hanjoson gave him a strange look while he did. After the greetings, the
two of them sat down on a leather couch and a chair around a table in
the center of the building with him sitting on a chair in front of
them. The Aquarian had decided tell them everything; to make them his
confidants no matter what their reaction would be. No matter whether
they would understand what he was taking about or not, but that was in
keeping with what had worked best for him on his emotional upsets in
the beginning of his rehabilitation.
The situation smacked of emotions
to the Aquarian as it had now become and having secrets was detrimental
to his state of mind. When the Aquarian now began speaking he spoke
rather fast compared to his normal speech but fast speech was a part of
his every day character trade; however, his dialogue was quite
coherent, though he had to jump on the main points, but this was
further in keeping with what was recommended by the Amateur Angles. He
went through the whole story of his flight journey and showed them the
books that he had been reading ended his undisturbed dialogue by going
briefly over the crucial findings that he had so far derived from the
Observer including “equation equivalent.” This was the state of the Big
Bang at the so called “quantum wave of the universe, or the end-stage
of the birth of time” in his vision and generally considered by
physicists as the moment of Theory of Everything. The Aquarian then
finishing his dialogue by asking the question that he had been asking
himself most for the past hours; “Why me? Why me?”; but at this point
in his outpouring he came at one point briefly into tears that did not
last. The whole time he watched how their faces turned grimmer and
grimmer, particularly that of Mr. Hanjoson.
Had there been any outsider to the
seen the Aquarian would have looked funny, to say the least with the
outpouring taking about an hour and with the star of the show
afterwards simply getting up and asking for a hotel to go to. They all
got up and as they waked out to Mr. Hanjoson’s car, his wife Rimano
exclaimed “I always knew there was something mystical about you
Atlantizians!” They took now drew the Aquarian to a nearby Days Inn and
as Mr. Hanjoson left, he advised him that he would see him the first
thing in the morning. It was seven thirty in the evening when the
Aquarian had completed the checking in and brought his things to the
room; he was feeling much better and noticed that the biofeedback
action in his brain had subsided somewhat; he also noticed for the
first time fore days the strong sensation of hunger and returned to the
lobby where he was given direction to a steakhouse across the street.
The he had a large New York cut with baked potato and made two trips to
the salad bar and heaped the plate. While having the meal he observed a
young pregnant woman drinking alcohol at the next table and noticed
that this gave him a feeling of pain of some sort; this was not
supposed to happen, this was not his business. An hour later, after
having a shower, he was in his bed praying for recovery and guidance.
The time was about ten o’clock when he crawled under the sheets feeling
indescribably well and as he was falling into sleep he sensed again
that he was not alone in the room. He got the feeling that someone was
there watching over him and he fell into a deep eight hour sleep for
the first time in eight days.
Friday 14th December.
The Aquarian awoke in the
early
morning hours of the 84th birthday of quantum mechanics (14th of
December 1900) and just after he had finished his breakfast the chief
counselor of the Cornerstone Institute Inc. Mr. Hanjoson came and told
him that he had been “on the phone all night” with Dr. Lumier, the
chief psychiatrist in the nearby Florida Hospital. He told him that he
would now take him to see this psychiatrist and on meeting the doctor
he would have to repeat the story he had told him and his wife the
night before. This then took place and after the Aquarian had completed
telling the doctor his experience, doctor Lumier told him that it was
his opinion that he was a manic-depressive who had been self-medicating
on alcohol; that in fact he had been going through a manic episode and
that he wanted to put him on psychiatric medication. The Aquarian heard
himself, much to his own surprise; say to doctor Lumier flat out that
he knew enough about the psychiatric disorders and the psychiatric
profession to be convinced that this was not the case. The told the
doctor that he had been going through a spiritual awakening process as
described by the Swiss psychiatrist Dr. Carl Gustav Jung, and that this
had now released the withdrawal processes in his neurons. Hearing
himself say this he became convinced that this was what was happening
to him and from that moment on, he stopped doubting his sanity. At this
he asked Mr. Hanjoson to take him back to the hotel, but during the
drive the counselor told him that since he did not follow his
instructions, he would not be able to provide him with a medical
absence attest for his employer. When the Aquarian then told him that
he would get one from the detoxification center in Atlantiz, the
counselor told him that this would not be valid in the face of his
report. At this the Aquarian decided that he would do as Mr. Hanjoson
bad and they turned around to the Florida Hospital where the doctor
explained to him that he would only have to stay there for two days
since a newly constructed detoxification and rehabilitation complex
would be opened on the 16th. On the admission the psychiatrist again
suggested medication to the Aquarian but he again declined this,
telling the doctor that if it made him feel better, he would take
lithium, since it did not enter into the neurons; only acted on the
nerves-membrane stabilizing the field of consciousness. At this the
doctor looked at the Aquarian as if he had just arrived from the planet
Mars, but what the Aquarian did not know was that the lithium also
served to “freeze” his withdrawals. However, on taking the light
element of the lithium salts, the condition in his brain changed within
the hour and soon he became conscious of the stable condition of this
consciousness.
During the next two days the
Aquarian stayed in the open psychiatric ward where after a medical
check-up by doctor Lumier, he underwent two questionnaire admission
tests; in which the first a nurse asked questions such as name two
presidents of the United States, to which the Aquarian gave the first
and the present. In the second test a nurse began by asking his to
remember three words which she told him would be asked of him at the
end of the test. Sure enough, as the nurse was walking out of the room,
the Aquarian asked her to wait and told here that she had forgotten the
short term memory questions for the Korsakov syndrome test, at which
she looked at him obviously embarrassed. The Aquarian then told here
smilingly the three words she had forgotten, but during his questioner
with this nurse he had told him about his experience with Dr. Roger
Sperry’s discovery and its connection to the work of Kurt Gödel.
Much to his amusement the nurse told him that it had been in this
hospital that Dr. Roger Sperry had been working and made his
split-brain discovery. She also told him that Dr. Karl Pribram had been
doing research work at the same time as Dr. Sperry, at the hospital,
but this information turned the place into a shrine of a sort in the
mind of the Aquarian. After playing pool in the ward for two days and
attending a meeting of the Amateur Angels, the Aquarian was on the 16th
moved to the new detox and rehab ward where he stayed for a day and a
half and had the amusing experience while walking on the wards grounds,
came across a young fellow fishing in a pond, who offered him a joint.
This was about a hundred yards from the addiction ward.
Tuesday 18th December.
At midday on the 18th of
December,
Mr. Hanjoson came to pick-up the Aquarian who was given the medical
report of doctor Lumier as he left the Florida Hospital for his flight
via New York to Atlantiz. His bill would be paid by the representative
of his company in Miami. Before taking the Aquarian to the airport, Mr.
Hanjoson took him his to his office where he kept his flight kit, but
there the chief counselor called him into his office where he advised
the Aquarian; “Do not tell your superiors about this. It is doubtful
that they will understand it”, but on hearing this the Aquarian became
quite surprised and started suspecting that there was something wrong
with Mr. Hanjoson. He could not be serious in what he was saying; he
was talking to a pilot and the suggestion hinted that the Aquarian
should continue to fly as if noting had happened. Surely he was not
serious; did he not know that insane or mad pilots were not allowed to
fly airplanes and that no insurer would insure such aircraft
operations; and what about Mr. Hanjoson’s report to his company, but
the Aquarian said nothing. Mr. Hanjoson now took the Aquarian to the
airport and he was on his way to New York to try his luck with Atlantiz
Airlines, since he was on stand-by basis with a free ticket during the
peak of the Christmas holiday season.
On board the Eastern airlines
aircraft the Aquarian began reading doctor Lumier’s report and sure
enough, its suggested diagnosis read: Manic-psychosis, or Painkiller
withdrawals. It was at this stage that that the Aquarian realized fully
the ignorance and sheer folly of the chief counselor in its full
consequence; and became utterly disgusted. Mr. Hanjoson had totally
bungled his “counseling” and was not even aware that he was advising a
pilot to break the law. He was not aware that he was suggesting that a
pilot--if the diagnosis were correct--would hide his condition and thus
break the law and risk the safety of his flights, as well as canceling
its insurance. He obviously did not know about the Japan Airlines
depression-mad pilot who deliberately crashed the DC-8 he was flying
into Tokyo bay on the 12th of February 1982.killing 24 passengers, nor
about the Avianka 747 pilot who one year later misread his altimeter
and struck high ground on the approach to a ¬Madrid, killing 181
people. He was executing an approach to minimums while talking about
his domestic troubles when the accident happened. Mr. Hanjoson was
obviously not aware that pilots are obliged by law to show such reports
to the aviation authorities issuing him with his license. He was not
aware that should he fly without complying with these regulations, the
insurance for the 120.000.000 aircraft he flew would become invalid. At
this stage, neither the counselor, nor the Aquarian was aware of the
other dangers inherent in the report by the Florida Hospital
psychiatrist, to the well being of the Aquarian and his family. That it
would serve to destroy his family, ruin his carrier as a pilot and
destroy the trust of others in him. That it would eventually destroy
his economic and social situation. That in spite of the fact that
psychiatrist would write another report 46 days after he left--changing
the diagnosis to painkiller withdrawals--the report would in the end
leave him a pauper. This was achieved through Mr. Hanjoson’s and his
associated clinical psychologist, doctor Lumier’s, failure to present
the Aquarian with a copy of the second report.
As the Aquarian now read the report
about himself for the first time carefully, he became seriously
critical of it. There was something very wrong about it all; a
diagnosis of an incurably broken brain when he was himself believing
that he was going through the final stages of recovering from the
functional disturbances that kept his alcoholism going. He was
personally much more inclined to believe that he was recovering rather
than going insane; but why the paradoxical situation? What the Aquarian
did not know at this time was that this experience and this report
would be his initiation into the mystery of the manic-depressive
disorder of the brain and his discovery of its real causes and
functions. Once he began working out his quantum mechanical models for
the brain’s functional disorders—the filter--produced by the alcohol,
he would discover that the manic-psychotic state was in essence an
attempt of the brain’s management programs to restore its program
balance. This process would be very critical in several aspects and
could easily go wrong resulting in the individual’s intron filter being
locked in its position resulting in the reappearance of the
manic-psychosis on the limbic system’s biorhythm. Here the surest way
for this to happen was for the individual to take psycho reactive drugs
that got into the neurons and caused failed reuptake and wrong
polarization of the receiving neuron; but this was what psychiatry was
doing to individuals who got into spontaneous un-controlled manic
states. For a recovering alcoholic addict, this meant that he had
become the most difficult of all addicted case to recover. What the
Aquarian would learn was that it this process came through correctly,
the individual would only go through this state in the biofeedback
phase once in his life, but would become a totally different person
afterwards as he would once and for all be rid of all his spatial
hemispheric functional disorder filters; be they inherited from his
ancestors, acquired in his upbringing or accumulated through the
pollution of his brain through the consumption of counterfeit
neurotransmitters. Once the Aquarian had understood this, he would have
his prime proof through his own personal experience; but the lithium
salt drug that he was taking was practically the only drug that he
could take safely, without destroying the recovery process that was
taking place in his brain. Sure enough; the Aquarian would change and
become the personality that he should have been all along, never having
to go through another manic-like condition again and never having to go
into a depression as is the lot of ALL maniacs. That is why they are
classified as being “bi-polar manic-depressive”.
At this point the Aquarian has now passed through the Second Horror in
his biofeedback surge in his wave of consciousness, as it is described
in the Book of Revelation, but of this the Aquarian has no knowledge.
Before he is allowed to know about the connection of the life events
that he is going through, to the prophesy in the Book of Revelation, he
will have to complete his withdrawals, which are described as “The
Third Horror” in the prophesy. However, before that happens he is to
become convinced of the validity of his vision and to have the last
Christmas with his family.
The Blowing of the
Seventh Trumpet.
Part
Two, Chapter Nine
(Book of
Revelation Chapter 11.)
The Blowing of the
Seventh Trumpet
The Aquarian
becomes aware of the
Fact that he has been shown the Solution to the Quantum Mechanics
General Relativity Connection Riddle that includes the Observer
Connection.
When the
great innovation appears, it
will seem muddled and strange. It will be only half-
understood by its
discoverer and a mystery to everyone else. For an idea that does not
appear bizarre at first, there is no hope.
Niels Bohr
Book
of Revelation Chapter 11.
15)
Then the seventh angel blew his trumpet, and there were loud voices in
heaven, saying, “The power to rule over the world belongs now to our
Lord and his Messiah, and he will rule forever and ever!” 16) Then the
twenty-four elders who sit on their thrones in front of God threw
themselves face downward and worshiped God, 17) saying: “Lord God
Almighty, the one who is and who was! We thank you that you have taken
your great power and have begun to rule! 18) The heathen were filled
with rage, because the time for your anger has come, the time for the
dead to be judged.
The
time has come to reward your servants, the prophets, and all your
people, all who have reverence for you, great and small alike.
The time has come to destroy those who destroy the earth!” 19) God’s
temple in heaven was opened, and the Covenant Box was seen there. Then
there were flashes of lightning, rumblings and peals of thunder, an
earth quake, and heavy hail.
Revelations 11.
THE QF-INTERPRETAION OF
CHAPTER 11 : 15-19
The seventh and the last seal
is
the Aquarian’s realization of the fact that he has been shown the
solution to the riddle that had been gradually building up in his
consciousness eve since his connection of the Rodger Sperry discovery
to the Kurt Gödel discovery made 50 years prior. He realizes that
he has been shown how to approach the problem of connecting Quantum
Mechanics and General Relativity in the models of the first second of
creation and thus solve the riddle of the inclusion of gravity in the
physics unification paradigm. He realizes that this will produce a
creation paradigm that will include the two arrows of time; the second
law of thermodynamics arrow and the missing arrow of time that creates
life. This means that he is, through the QF-Venn alternate mathematical
set, is in a position to create a unification paradigm that will
include the fundamental program for the DNA-molecule and its
God-reality/Higher Power reality management connections. This in turn
means that it will include the much sought after Observer connection
and will thus explain the fundamental programming of the human brain
and how it’s implicate spatial side is fundamentally the
God-reality/Higher Power reality. This is described in the 15) verse in
Chapter 11--"loud voices in heaven, saying, 'The power to rule over the
world belongs now to our Lord and his Messiah, and he will rule forever
and ever!'", but here the last parts suggest that the
God-reality/Higher Power reality will from now on regulate the
consciousness of the Aquarian and eventually the whole of humanity.
This is accentuate by the 16), "the twenty-four elders who sit on their
thrones in front of God" which is a reference to the Aquarian's 24 hour
consciousness in the "now". 17), "saying: “Lord God Almighty, the one
who is and who was! We thank you that you have taken your great power
and have begun to rule!" is a meatphorical reference to the
Aquarian's--and eventually of all of man kind--continued conscious
contact with the God-reality, or the Higher Power, as it is defined in
the Blue Book of the Amateur Angels 18) "The heathen were filled with
rage, because the time for your anger has come, the time for the dead
to be judged. The time has come to reward your servants, the prophets,
and all your people, all who have reverence for you, great and small
alike. The time has come to destroy those who destroy the earth!"
is a metaphorical reference to the coming of the final explanations for
all of human behavior, in utter simplicity and the language of
contemporary physics and biology. The coming of the final explanations
for mysticism and prophetic gifts, the ability to have faith and the
inability to believe, as well as the difference in the character of men
and their mental abilities; this in utter simplicity and the language
of contemporary biology. Most important is the coming of the
explanation for the destruction of those who destroyed the earth is the
first and final explanations for all of the human addictions and how
they have their origin in man’s use of alcohol. Finally, the 19) verses
of Chapter 11 "God’s temple in heaven was opened, and the Covenant Box
was seen there. Then there were flashes of lightning, rumblings and
peals of thunder, an earth quake, and heavy hail" is a metaphor for the
future Kundalini awakening, or Quantum Change events in humanity, which
manifest through the proper restoration of the functions of the "temple
in heaven", which is the brain's Jamais vy-faith faculty in the spatial
hemisphere (heaven).
END OF THE
QF-INTERPRETAION OF CHAPTER 11 : 15-19
The Aquarian’s First
Full Realization of the
Meaning and
Importance of the Contents
of his
Transcended Experience.
The Blowing of the
Seventh Trumpet.
Narration by
“Merlin the Wizard.”
In the 10th Chapter, 6th and
7th
verse of the prophesy, it says “There will be no more delay! But in the
days when the seventh angel blows his trumpet, then mystery of God
should be finished, as he hath declared to his servants, the prophets.”
This is now the time that in our recount has come in the life of the
Aquarian; the days of the angel blowing the seventh trumpet. This is
also the beginning of the time that the angel of the 10th chapter also
described regarding the “swallowing of the little scroll” when he said,
“in your mouth it will be sweet as honey”, as he now begins to try to
discuss this with others. As the Aquarian now leaves Florida for New
York and Atlantiz, he is beginning to draw up sketches of the visions
that were shown him in the hotel room in Alaska and to intensively
meditate their meaning, but at this stage he does not have any idea
that this has to do with the prophesy in the Book of Revelation. In
these meditation sessions he begins to see how the Venn-set is a method
in which the process of creation is described in 18 graphical images
that eventually may be understood by anyone. He sees how this system
seems to be composed by the findings of physics expressed in a totally
new manner and although he only comprehends its detail in the most
rudimentary manner at this stage in the, he can see that it makes
sense. Most importantly he becomes keenly aware of the inclusion of the
Observer in the set, just where it should be, or the moment at the end
of the birth of time; the moment that is supposed to produce the
“Quantum Wave of the Universe.” This is supposed to represent the
ultimate description of all quantum waves in the Universe for the rest
of its existence. This description, which physicists hope to achieve in
the form of differential mathematical equations, is a physics
unification theory for either three out of the four forces of nature
(GUT), or all four of the forces (CUT) and is thus is expected to
produce the answer to just about everything regarding the material
Universe. Should it including the explanation for Life and the
consciousness of the Observer, then it will merit the title; Theory of
Everything, otherwise it is just a Theory of Something.
Finding the Grand Unified Theory or the Complete Unified Theory, which
includes Life and the Observer, has been the dream of many prominent
physicists and Einstein himself spent the last 30 years of his life
looking for it. This has also been the pronounced goal of the British
physicist, Professor Stephen Hawking who in 1980 had this to say about
this search: “So far I have implicitly assumed that there is an
ultimate theory. But is there? There are at least three possibilities:
1)
There is a complete unified theory.
2)
There is no ultimate theory, but there is an infinite sequence of
theories which are such
that any particular class of observations can be predicted by
taking a theory sufficiently
far down the chain.
However, regarding the nature of
this search, many critical views have been expressed and many doubts
have appeared, but the better known ones appear in the following manner:
1)
Perhaps there is no such thing as a Theory of Everything. The question;
Why?, could end
in an infinite number of questions. The ultimate
truth
about the Universe could consist of
pure co-incidences.
2)
There is no theory. Observations cannot be described or predicted
beyond a certain point
but are just arbitrary. Man’s capacity for
understanding
creation could be too limited
to be capable of understanding the recipe for the
Universe. Surely a dog is
incapable
of understanding quantum mechanic.
3)
It is possible that physicists will in the end have to contend
themselves with the Anthropic
Principle, which is a sort of a back door for God:
The Universe is
as it is because it is the
only Universe where humans exist and can ask the
question; Why is the Universe
like it?
Ending up trapped by the Anthropic Principle the only explanation that
man will have is; The Universe is as it is, because we are as we are
and we are as we are because the Universe is as it is. This would put
the physicists in the same spot as the children, which have an answer
for everything they can’t answer; the well known “Just because.”
During the year that the Aquarian
is going through the awesome experiences, which we have been reading
about so far in this book, the branch of physics that is known as the
“superstrings physics,” began to produce unification theories galore.
Many of these theories were even labelled as “Theory of Everything”;
this, even without their inclusion of Life, and the Consciousness of
the Observer. Ten years later, or in 1984, this had produced the crisis
in physics which I myself, told the reader about in Chapter seven, page
#363. At the turn of the century physics had then become “bogged down”
and stale mate as Professor Hawking had speculated might happen, with
even the Membrane Theory of Edward Witten having become a
disappointment. At the onset of the 21st Century the only hope on the
horizon of physics has been in the lap of the experimental physicists
trying to catch the Higgs boson, or the X-boson, or the God-particle as
some like to call it.
It is in this light that the novice
amateur physics enthusiast, amateur biology enthusiast, Apallo Aquarian
is now beginning his digestion of the vision which the angel in the
10th chapter had shown him. This is the angel that had this to say
about this vision; “Take it and eat it; it will turn sour in your
stomach, but in your mouth it will be sweet as honey.” This is indeed
what is now begin to take place in the life of the Aquarian since for
him this will be a lot of fun talking about—sweet as honey in his
mouth—but it will soon become clear to him that understanding it is not
as easy as he thought; “it will be sour in the digestion”. Never the
less, after leaving the Florida Hospital this process of “sweet taste”
and “sour digestion” is now beginning to take shape in the life of the
Aquarian and the first face of it is for him to get a truly realistic
appraisal of what it is that he has been show; he will even have to
sort out whether this was just a hallucination, or something
meaningful. This will now be in its first face for the 21 days from the
18th of December until the 7th of January 1985, when he again returns
to the 144.000 people of Israel, which means that he will be again
going into the detox he went to on the 31st of August 1984.
What the Aquarian will realize
during this time span is that he has found, or been shown, the only
route out of the dilemma with the connection of quantum mechanics and
general relativity, which includes the fundaments of the Observer. What
is even more is the insight this brings regarding the twofold, or two
dimensional, fundaments of the creation reality of the vacuum and its
extension into all matter and energy particles. This is the insight
that physics lacks and this is the insight which is only one and cannot
be fidgeted with; it can only be understood in the terms of the
Venn-set, which is at the same time the founding frame for our brains.
It is the Gödel described shortcomings of the mathematical
approach that prevents the physicists from achieving this all important
insight and it is the lack of it that tempts them to create ever new
“invisible” mathematical dimensions in order to get around the
incalculable situations to overcome them. This short-changing of nature
leads the physicists into creating only fancy mathematical models that
all come up with unification conclusions that describe the Universe in
different details; the problem is however that we only have one
Universe.
This is suggesting that connecting
the vision of the Aquarian and his experience surrounding its
manifestation to the prophesy in the Book of Revelation, is not just
some form of fanatic or delusional thinking, but a serious presentation
of the ultimate truth for humanity. With out the Aquarian knowing it at
this stage, he has been made a custodian of the only possible formula
for the Theory of Everything; this by the reality that is behind the
creation of the Universe and all life in it. Amongst men, this reality,
which is commonly called God, is the most controversial concept in all
of man’s vocabulary and this is caused by an accumulative and
collective malfunction in the human DNA-structure. It is the discovery
of this malfunction that is the most important of all of man’s learning
about nature and himself, and it is this insight that the Aquarian has
been made the custodian of, but fortunately for him he does not know
the dangers that are associated with this knowledge. The more it
becomes clear to the Aquarian during time he is going through the
“blowing seventh trumpet”, the mere he asks himself; why me, but this
in turn serves to raise doubts in his mind. However, later, as he
begins to look closer at the vision and what it tells him about the
human brain and the addiction sicknesses, the clearer it becomes to him
that the person making this discovery has to be an alcoholic-addict. It
also shows him why physicists and others considered as ordinary healthy
humans, are not capable of achieving this insight, but later he will
understand this even better when he discovers that the brainmodels he
makes for the alcohol addiction fits perfectly the 13th chapter
metaphor in the Book of Revelation and that he can make sense out of
the prophesy applying the story of his life, his knowledge about
alcoholism and his knowledge about quantum mechanics and molecular
biology.
The magic of the Aquarian’s
experience is nothing short of the achievement of the greatest
fundamental knowledge in human experience, something which will
eventually lead him to the insight of the initiation mechanism of life
itself and the DNA’s correct programming and the correct distribution
of that programming. This knowledge is the key to the correct
understanding of; life, human nature and psychology of man, which means
that it will be the key to understanding the mechanism behind the DNA’s
gene expression and why this program goes awry, producing the
statistical sicknesses such ac cancer, where no toxic mutations are to
blame. Is it any wonder that the realm of the none-polluted spirit
describes knowledge as the “mystery of God” which he has promised to
give onto men in the time men has become capable of comprehending its
subtle truth?
The insight in the Aquarian’s
vision is not just something prophets have been trying to describe, but
also some profound knowledge which the mystics of history have known
about and tried to express. Of these the most fitting one is that of
the British lawyer and parliamentarian, Sir Francis Beacon (1561-1626),
but his description of it was in the form of a pyramid with a top-stone
containing an eye symbol. To Beacon, this represented man’s search for
knowledge of nature, with a final an ultimate truth at its end, which
was symbolized by he top-stone with the eye; but obviously the pyramid
was not a pyramid without the top-stone, but the top-stone a pyramid
all by itself. This idea was then embraced by the Freemasons of which
Bacon was the integral leader and regenerator, but the Freemasons
developed a great interest in the learning mythology and using symbols
as part of their education. The “eye in the pyramid” is a well-known
Masonic symbol. At the constitutional founding of the United States on
July 4, 1776, the Continental Congress passed a resolution authorizing
a committee to devise a seal for the United States of America. This
mission, designed to reflect the Founding Fathers’ beliefs, had a clear
influence by the Freemasonry, but the design of the Great Seal was
approved by Congress on 20 June 1782, and the seal was introduced to
the dollar bill in 1933.
The Great Seal of the
United States.
The reason for the connection
of this symbol to the United States of
America to the discovery of some novice alcoholic Atlantizian is
obviously not a coincidence, since it is the “melting pot of the
nations” that produced the methodology that saved his life, that gave
him the vision and that gave him the knowledge to be capable of
receiving it. On top of this, the Aquarian then receives his vision at
one end of the United States and is cared for at the other. Now, at
this stage is becomes the most important achievement for the Aquarian
to make, is to achieve enough fundamental understanding of his vision
discovery that he may believe enough in it, not to throw it away.
Tuesday
18th December.
As the Aquarian now sat
comfortable
in his Eastern Airlines aircraft seat during its approach into New
York’s Kennedy Airport, he is perfectly without any conscious knowledge
that he is now entering the time of “the days of the angel blowing the
seventh trumpet”. Although he is thinking about the physics
consequences of his vision, he is at this time in our story not knowing
anything of what we have been discussing here prior regarding the
future of physics. As a matter of fact, he does not even know what
happens the next month, next week, next day or next hour in his life;
but trying to know the future has now become something he has given up.
He is now trying to live his life with his consciousness in the
present, the “now”; anything else is for him encroaching on the reality
that is the one belonging exclusively to God.
At this time he has become
conscious that the most important part of what he has been shown in his
vision is the Observer connection. During the days he spent in the
Florida Hospital, he had good time thinking about and meditating on his
experience, and he had clearly seen that what had been shown to him was
the answer to the question regarding the Sperry-Gödel connection.
Yet it was clear to him, that what he had been shown was not just a
product of his subconscious; of this he was certain. There were simply
too many new angles and aspect to the problems of physics which he had
no information about and these had all been solved in the vision in
utter brilliant simplicity. There simply had to be some sort of a
connection through the subconscious part of his brain, to some other
reality beyond his everyday experience and what was even more
remarkable was the fact that there was another will inside his head,
completely independent of his own ego-will. The best bet was that the
spiritual experience transcended state connection was into either one
or both of Jung’s consciousness states; the collective consciousness,
or the cosmic consciousness.
What he had become primarily
conscious of in his thinking and meditating was the all important
Observer connection and it that this was the key to the rest of the
unification efforts of physics. He became convinced that the failure to
include the consciousness of the Observer was the reason why thing were
going so slow in theoretical physics. The words of Max Plank kept
ringing in his head; “Science cannot solve the ultimate mystery of
Nature. And it is because in the last analysis we ourselves are a part
of the mystery we are trying to solve.” The more the Aquarian thought
about these words, the more they made him aware that the strength of
Planck was in his humility towards nature, but further, they showed him
that men cannot simply go out and make a fundamental discovery. This
was the folly of the physicists; fundamental discoveries were never
made on deliberation. They were always made through co-incidences, or
serendipities; usually when men were looking for something other than
what they had discovered. This had been the case with him; he had been
looking for understanding of the hyperactive syndrome in children and
their relationship to alcoholism. Now he had discovered, or been shown,
something that might more then likely lead him to the understanding of
the true fundaments of the properly functioning human brain and
eventually to and understanding of the malfunctioning human brains.
This was all too big; all too much; all too grandiose; all too
messianic thought the poor Aquarian.
The aircraft came on its blocks and
after a while the Aquarian was on his way over to the Atlantiz Airlines
check-in in the main building but he had decided that he would make as
stop in Atlantiz for two days on the way to Frankfurt. He would have a
good consultation with Dr. Wolfshield; he was the only university
educated person he trusted in his addiction matters. However, the snag
was that he was on a free ticket and thus on “stand-by basis” for the
one-a-day flight to Atlantiz, but normally that was not much of a
problem except it was just before Christmas and hundreds of US living
Atlantizians and Atlantizian students were on their full-fare paid way
to Atlantiz for the holidays. What made the situation worse was the
fact that much of the Atlantiz Airlines staff and their relatives was
also traveling to Atlantiz just before the holidays, but hey would have
priority for the two cockpit seats. This meant that he would have to
show-up each evening for the flight to try his luck getting on it and
that evening it was full, cockpit jump-seats and all. Luckily he got to
know this in time to get a free ride into New York with the incoming
crew, but the Cargolux crews used the same hotel as the Atlantiz crews;
Low’s Summit Hotel on Lexington Avenue. The Aquarian went early to
bead, but the effect of the lithium on his consciousness had reduced
the biofeedback surge and the withdrawal symptoms in his guts and the
shaking of his left arm were markedly decreased.
Wednesday 19th December.
The next morning the Aquarian
was
up early and walked up to the City Corp building for the early morning
meeting of the Amateur Angels in its basement, but he had heard that
these were very good meetings split in two; one for newcomer step-work
guided by experienced old-timers and the other for open discussion,
also containing experienced old-timers. The Aquarian liked the meeting
enormously and decided to go the lunch meeting which he did. There he
met a fellow that had been sober for a year and a half and they got
together after the meeting in the open terrace restaurant in the middle
of the building. There the Aquarian told him about his spiritual
experience to which he responded with congratulation telling him that
this was happening all the time in the fellowship and that it might
lead him into a powerful spiritual awakening if he stuck to the
program. However, when the Aquarian tried to tell him of the vision, he
was not so interested; Sperry and Gödel were completely unknown to
him. Before long the fellow was 12-step talking to a young woman who
obviously was highly intoxicated; most likely on drugs. He gave her a
speech about how he had been just like hear a year and a half ago, but
was totally free from the alcohol and the drugs now. This was for the
Aquarian quite an experience from which he learned a good deal, but
afterwards they exchanged addresses and 3 years later they would
chance-meet in a meeting in London.
In the early afternoon the Aquarian
sat reading his books until the outgoing Atlantiz Air crew left for the
airport and again he was trying his luck, and again he had to return
with the incoming crew. In the late evening the Aquarian found himself
in his meditation and now there was no more Sperry-Gödel
connection talk by the silent-inner voice; it had switched to talking
about the meaning of the vision. The session lasted into the night and
he slept like an innocent child until the early morning mediation.
Thursday 20th December.
Again the Aquarian upon
awakening
took a morning walk to the City Corp building for the early morning
meeting of the Amateur Angels. Again he made the lunch meeting and
again he spent the early afternoon reading his books until the outgoing
Atlantiz Air crew left for the airport and again he tried his luck, and
again he had to return to the city with the incoming crew. Returning to
the hotel in the late evening the Aquarian again found himself in his
meditation and as the day before the silent-inner voice was now talking
about the meaning of the vision. The session lasted into the night and
again he slept until the early morning mediation.
Friday 21st December.
By now the morning actions of
the
Aquarian had become a routine morning walk after the meditation to the
City Corp building for the early morning meeting of the Amateur Angels.
In the lunch meeting a young woman chaired the meeting, but she made
the remark that should Jesus Christ ever return to earth, he would have
to come through the fellowship of the Amateur Angels. This would stick
in his consciousness and he would find himself thinking about this and
agreeing with it. In the evening he again tried his luck and this time
the aircraft had a technical delay, which lead to a company staff
traveling in the jump-seat, decided to take another flight to mainland
Europe and finally the Aquarian was on his way to Atlantiz.
The delayed flight arrived in the
late morning in Atlantiz and two hours later the Aquarian was asleep in
his favorite hotel in the capital of Atlantiz. When he made an
appointment with Dr. Wolfshield for the next day and called his brother
who invited him to come for the evening dinner with him and his wife.
The Aquarian had noticed how much need he seemed to have for taking
about his vision, even though people did not have any idea about what
he was talking; he would let his brother have a proper lecture on the
wonderful insights that he had made. He should understand at least the
outlines of what he was talking about; he would at least know about
Sperry and Gödel. After all he was a college graduate and had been
two years in the university and had read everything and knew everything.
The Aquarian arrived at his brother’s mansion early in the evening
taking with him THE HOLOGRAPHIC
PARADIGM, the book which he had been reading when he had his
transcendent vision and in which he had drawn the Venn-set for the
Observer. Before sitting down to dinner, the Aquarian showed the set to
his brother and now he heard himself telling someone for the first time
that he considered it to express the complete unification of the four
forces of nature. As he told his brother “this is how everything is
made in the creation” continuing by telling him that this was the
expression for the “quantum wave of the universe” and thus contained
within itself the key to life itself, as well the foundation for the
human brain and consciousness, he could see the startled look and
skeptical expression in his face. No, his brother did not know about
Dr. Roger Sperry’s research, neither did he know about this Kurt
Gödel and his confusing theorem, but oddly enough, he did not find
it strange that his brother was so involved in the subject. The
Aquarian did not tell his brother about his dealings with Mr. Hanjoson
and doctor Lumier, or his stay in the Florida Hospital and left early
to attend an Amateur Angel’s meeting. Before he left his brother
invited him to come for lunch in two days; it was the traditional
Thorlock’s-mass dinner and their parents would be attending.
Saturday 22nd December.
In the morning the Aquarian
went to
the Creek-detoxification ward which he had entered on the 31st of
August for detoxification, but he was now beginning to like the name of
the ward; for one he had certainly “been up the creek” when he came
there. Now when he came there to consulted with the alcohol addicted
recovering psychiatrist, Dr. Wolfshield, who ran the detoxification
ward, it was beginning to look like that he was again “up the creek,”
but this time in a different way.
The Aquarian showed the doctor
first report from the Florida Hospital psychiatrist to which Dr.
Wolfshield exclaimed, “Rubbish!” “You are just going through the
painkiller withdrawals. For a psychiatrist to diagnose you like this,
he would have to look at you in a closed ward, without any medication,
for a considerable time.” “This he has not done and I think you can go
home over the Christmas and then check with me in ten days. We will
then see how you are and if necessary give you a lithium check, but I
think it is not a bad idea for you to stay on the lithium; it may
dampen any mood-swings during the withdrawals.” As they whished each
other Merry Christmas the doctor gave the Aquarian a prescription for
slow-release lithium and he left to spend the rest of the day on
meetings and mediation.
By this time the Aquarian found
himself to being drawn in his meditation into the question whether the
Venn-set could give him an explanation for the phenomena of addiction;
it seemed to like with his Sperry-Gödel riddle. Would it now be
the same as with that riddle; he be going through days of meditating
this, and then, through a major transcendence state receive the answer
to this riddle? This was becoming ridiculous. Never the less, he
noticed that the soundless silent-voice in his consciousness was at it
again and this time it was clearly engaged with the riddle of the
alcohol syndrome, but to the Aquarian that is what he called all
addictions.
Sunday 23rd December.
At midday the Aquarian went to
his
brother’s “rotten skate” traditional dinner which in Atlantiz was the
day before Christmas Eve. There he met also with his parents and his
brothers and sister and their family; it was an annual reunion of sort
for many families who wanted to spend the Christmas alone. In many
families this called for alcohol and that had been the habit of the
Aquarian but now the thought of alcohol had become vulgar to him. He
left early in the evening not realizing that this would be the next to
the last time he would see his 84 year old father alive. The rest of
the evening he then spent on a meeting and retiring early in order get
the early flight to Luxembourg in the morning.
Monday 24th December.
The Aquarian was through the
two
flights from Atlantis to Luxembourg and Luxembourg to Frankfurt
arriving in the mid afternoon in his home with his family just in time
to get ready for the Christmas Eve roast goose dinner at six in the
evening. Distributing the Christmas gifts after the dinner, the
Aquarian could sense the heeling that was taking place with his wife
and family and this gave him an added sense of resolution to continue
doing everything to keep this going. As the Aquarian had realized that
if he told his wife about his stay in the Florida Hospital and showed
her the report from doctor Lumier, it would ruin her Christmas mood, he
decided to defer this until after the Christmas Days. He, however, told
here that he had begun in the painkiller withdrawals and that he was
taking lithium to dampen the possibility of strong mood swings; this
was why he had stopped in Atlantiz for consultations.
The Aquarian spent the day, as he
did the rest of the holidays, with the family, and now, instead of
sitting gloating over the television, he sat reading in between his
morning, midday and evenings meditations, which were being carried out
with zeal; additionally making an excursion each day for a meeting with
the Amateur Angels. He now spared his wife the teaching-sessions about
alcoholism in the evenings and instead sat reading the book he had
started just before his vision experience in the Alaskan hotel. This
was Ken Wilber’s THE HOLOGRAPHIC
PARADIGM and other paradoxes; Exploring the Leading Edge of
Science, but it had a special attraction for him and somehow seemed to
contain information on some key development in physics and biology;
ideas that seemed to fit the Venn-set paradigm foundation of his
vision. Wilber’s prime targets in the book were the parallel ideas of
neuroscientist Karl Pribram of Stanford and physicist David Bohm of the
University of London. Strangely it was beginning to look more like some
sort of an act of deliberation rather than a coincidence that contents
of the books he bought in San Francisco seemed to fit perfectly into
what was going on in his life as well as his attempts at understanding
the vision. Pribram, who had even been making serious speculations on
the nature of the synchronicity and coincidences, had been in the
Florida Hospital research with Roger Sperry in the seventies. However,
his main interest had been looking for the brain’s storage of memory
and he had removed in stages, ever more parts of the cortex of the
brain in mice, but they always found their way in the maze, only needed
more time at each stage. The conclusion that Pribram and his associates
came to, was that the brain’s memory was stored in a holographic form
everywhere in the cortex, which meant that the whole of the cortex was
holographic. This idea seemed to fit the simplistic Venn-paradigm-set
perfectly; Program’s research had even noticed that some biofeedback
patients cured their migraines by raising the temperature in their
hands. The Aquarian had from the beginning of his spatial side ear’s
spiral sensation noticed that they were followed by what appeared to be
a sharp lowering of the temperature in the opposite hand and the
raising of the temperature in the hand on the same side.
Tuesday 25th December.
The Aquarian was up early on
Christmas Day and after his meditation he was back to reading his
cherished Ken Wilber book. The other side of the books prime interest
for the Aquarian was Professor David Bohm’s concepts of “enfolding and
unfolding,” Universe or reality, but this also fitted the simplicity of
the Venn-paradigm-set. The more the Aquarian thought about this and
meditated it, the clearer he could see how the Venn-paradigm-set was
describing the creation process, in particular the simultaneous
structuring of gravity; it even gave a brilliant explanation for the
twofold quantification of gravity at the plank time. David Bohm’s
concepts of “explicate reality” and “implicate reality” fitted this
process perfectly. It was all very exciting, but the Aquarian was not
discussing this with his wife; it would unquestionably be even more
beyond her than Mr. Hanjoson, doctor Lumier and his brother. However,
in the late evening on the Aquarian finally mustered up the courage to
show his wife the report from doctor Lumier and to tell her about what
had happened to him and the four days in the Florida Hospital. As the
Aquarian had known, his wife became very upset and when he told her
about the requirement that he undergo psychiatric testing and
evaluation for his pilot’s medical, she predicted that the report would
bring troubles galore. She would turn out to be right, but before it
would come to this, the Aquarian would go through withdrawal troubles
galore, lasting a whole month. In his revelation he however, delayed
tell her of his spiritual vision experience; this would very likely
have been something which she would not understand at all and too much
in addition to everything else he had to offer. Spiritual
transcendental experiences were too difficult for the average human to
discern from psychotic experiences as the Aquarian had already been
shown; if a psychiatrist could not distinguish between the two, how
could an ordinary person do so.
The Aquarian’s homecoming routine
continued through the next two days; meditation, reading, contemplation
and meetings. He was feeling quite well and at peace with himself, in
spite of the unfinished business of the withdrawals and the slightly
irritating sensation in his head and the occasional light tremor in his
left arm; this even though the report from doctor Lumier loomed in the
background. Through the Aquarian’s routine of meditation and meetings,
he had attained a state of “now” consciousness.
Saturday 29th December.
During the days since his
return,
the Aquarian had noticed that his reading concentration and memory
retaining abilities had greatly improved but now, after his meditation
on the morning of his mother’s seventieth birthday, this seemed
especially pronounced. What he had now for the most part become
conscious of was the fact that the Venn-diagram-paradigm-set for the
quantum wave of the Universe, was suggesting that the two brain’s
hemispheres were producing the two realities of matter and space
through an even distribution of all of the nucleotides into two groups;
explicate and implicate. The more the Aquarian would think about this,
he found himself using the term Yin and Yang for these two realities;
that fitted with the holographic concept of Pribram. The Yin and Yang
sides in Taoism maintained that each side contained the other, thus the
two circles with the opposite color in each side of the symbol.
Molecular biology was certainly not looking at the nucleotides in the
DNA-structure in this manner; the latest stand was that the majority of
the nucleotides were simply none-coding junk nucleotides left over from
evolution, or simply some form of parasitic genes. The Aquarian found
this hard to accept and that feeling would from now on grow with him
and eventually into a conviction when he eight years later would start
to create his simplistic, jet sophisticated, brain models.
In the afternoon, the Aquarian
began to contemplate the phenomena of the addiction sickness in the
light of his new ideas about the brain that were encroaching on his
consciousness. These ideas, which seemed to be conjuring up by his
higher self, seemed now to provide a totally new basic view that might
present a new approach to understanding this curse. They were truly
revolutionary; with the Double Helix arrangement of the DNA-structure
and with all DNA’s in the seat of consciousness being the same, the
programming of the cortex had simply to be twofold and reversed on
itself. That made the brain a holo-symmetric structure; anyone could
see that! Here he was coming up with the same results as Pribram, but
this time through a totally different approach. What was even more
interesting was that the new approach seemed to provide a new
foundation for explaining the brain’s self regulation of the reality
perception. This came about through a new and fundamental explanation
for the spatial hemispheric Jamais vu and Desja vu centers, as well as
the matter hemispheric Brocka Speech centers, and an altogether new
Self Perception center associated with it. The interaction of these
focal poles was across the corpus callosum, producing the reality
perception regulations.
The Aquarian had become exquisitely
high in his mood and he now felt absolutely sure that he had not become
nuts, but had in fact discovered, or been given, the complete
unification equation that eventually, in the hands of the
professionals, would serve to explain everything in the Universe.
However, in spite of its apparent simplicity, the digestion of this
Venn-diagram-paradigm-set would become a horrendously difficult
struggle, should he undertake to try to understand it and present
somehow. Whether he attempted this only time would tell. It was all too
irregular and smacked too much of grandiosity, but he consoled himself
with the thought that any great plans were only grandiosity if the
failed in their execution; if successful they would be called something
else.
The Aquarian ended the day
be calling his mother wishing her a happy seventieth birthday; he could
however feel the looming doubts about the future. His mother brought
him the news that his just turned 84 year old father had become gravely
sick and was in the hospital, but no one knew at the present what it
was that ailed him.
At this point in the Aquarian’s life he had no idea that what was
happening in his life had been foretold in mystical metaphors almost
2000 years ago; he had not even believed in such possibilities. The
question of Professor Stephen Hawking regarding the causes for us
humans only knowing the past and not the future had never entered the
consciousness of the Aquarian. However, the Aquarian was now beginning
to change his views on the possibilities of the reality perception of
humans and what he was reading about the work of Karl Pribram and David
Bohm, was all beginning to make sense to him. What he had read by
William James now intrigued him and he realized that men was far from
having conclusive understanding of the brain, consciousness, the
foundation of reality and the mechanism of the arrow of time, not to
forget the missing arrow of time.
Every science is a
function of the psyche,
and all
knowledge is rooted in it. The psyche
is the greatest of all
cosmic wonders.”
Carl Gustaf
Jung